today is such a faucky day okay. i kept cursing. damn it. first, forgot maths TB, then forgot to bring com studies ws. then forgot (and i think i lost it) project workbook. wah lao i'm damn pissed at myself okay. then i failed my tingxie again. it's like the third time. come on lao shi, can't you teach better?! and now i have to let my mum sign. i shall not ask my dad anymore. i shall face the music. and she shall sign and she shall flip back through the pages and see how badly i've done and she will notice that i asked my dad to sign the second tingxie. and i'm gonna get a beating. and i shall show her the progress report and i shall also die. and i shall cry just like i did before handbells. it's so low lah wah lao. biang lah. i have no idea how to face my mum. i was like crying out. thanks isabelle for comforting me and encouraging me and teaching me to face up to reality. (: . but i'm still sad. i wanted to run around the track. but then i had no time. i wanted to die, but i will die with regrets. so i shall wait till i've lived life to the fullest or so in my opinion, then i can die without regrets. just like nat said , i've fallen to deep into the pit.
i will neer be able to get out i will be stuck. you will never help me out no matter how strong you are it is final. my life is doomed. weizhen i hate sec 1!
Wait Outside
Date Created: 160208
Image taken by Sherylene
Image Hosted by Flickr
Lyrics in image by All Time Low, Jasey Rae
Html Coding helped by Twin!
Best viewed in 1024x768 Mozilla Firefox