Breathe in for Luck

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

This is the title of the post.

Mood: Jaded =/
Music: GA Kim Richey - The Absence of Your Company

I woke up to rather shocking and unpleasant shoutings of my mum at my sister.
"Why are you on so late! Why are you online for so long! I'm going to turn off the lights!"
"Okay, suit yourself," my sister says in an irritated tone.
Thinking it was only 3am in the morning, and that there's still time for my slumber, I toss and turn, straightening and stretching my legs. Only to hear my phone alarm blasting and my phone vibrating the mattress.
It dawned on me "Oh my goodness. From 11plus when I was still doing work, to 12plus when I went to bed, until the time I WAKE UP, my sister has been online"
I think it's rather inconsiderate of her to be wasting resources and money like that. Knowing my dad's almost about to lose his job, we don't have a very high or stable family income, yet my dad tries so hard to protect us from all the stress he has, I can see the worry in his eye every day. He stopped giving my pocket money behind my mum's back like he used to. I know he doesn't have much excess to spend on me. There're still bills to be paid, amenities to be bought, so I try. I don't eat so much food during recess, I eat a heavy brunch on Sundays so I don't need to go out and buy food for lunch, things I want to buy I pay with my own money. But what's the point? When all the money I'm helping my dad save will just go towards paying unneeded electricity bills. Yet she acts like everything's alright. She's in such a good mood. I'm so fed up, so fed up.

Only one week left. Will you remember your promise?

@ 21:14

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