Please please please, I beg of you, don't rewind our friendship to May and June. I cannot take this anymore. I swear, ten times over, your friendship is worth infinitely more times than him. If you think I betrayed your trust, I didn't. I didn't tell him, I didn't say anything about you. If giving him up and everything he and I stood for means I would have you back as one of my best friends, you know I would do it, at the drop of a hat. I don't think I've wanted to save a friendship this badly, but this time, I'm desperate. I cannot lose you.

PLEASE BRING US BACK TO OUR HAPPY MOMENTS, YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME.

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Amidst all these shit going on in my life, there's still some aspects of nice-ness in my life. For example, after over sleeping yesterday, I met up with Asriel for some shopping, and then dinner with my Fish and Co Bros For Life gang and froze to death at Starbucks.

I don't have any mood to blog. I just want my friend back.