Breathe in for Luck

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Mood: Frustrated >=/
Music: Dashboard Confessional - Bend and Not Break

I am fairly agile
I can bend and not break
Or I can break and take it with a smile
And I am so resilient
I recover quickly
I'll convince you soon that I am fine

I'm so sick sick sick of my life.
I don't even know where I'm heading
I can't make it to AC with these mediocre grades of mine
And fuck I don't wanna go to jj
I know I'm screwing up my life
But I don't know how to stop.

These days I just feel so sad
Wandering aimlessly
Thinking so much about nothing in particular
School is a safe haven for me
Where I'm surrounded by people
Forced to put on a mask.

Or I bend so much to suit people and cover
At the end of the day I don't even know who I am anymore

And I know that it's a wonderful world
But I cant feel it right now,
I thought I was doing well but I just want to cry now

Who am I to dream, dreams are for fools, they always let you down.

Maybe I should stop thinking about my life and study to forget everything
But what if one day everything that has been suppressed just comes out?

Fuck I don't wanna be emo.
Doesn't help my O levels are coming out on THURSDAY. Screw my life man.

Maybe I should stop listening to Dashboard Confessional for the time being. Their lyrics make you think too much.

I don't even know who I am anymore.
I don't even know who I live for.
I don't even know what I live for.
I don't even know what I want.
I don't know I don't know I don't know so stop asking me!

@ 20:54

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