Breathe in for Luck

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Shield your eyes, conceal your lies.

Mood: Weird :|
Music: Dashboard Confessional - Carve Your Heart Out For Yourselves

I'm having an influx of emotions.
Suddenly I don't want to talk to anyone.
Just be alone, with a book, with a CD playing in the background
And after I'm done with the book,
Curl up reading the lyrics and singing all out of tune
Like no one's watching

And I just feel so much anger in me
Directed at no one in particular
Don't say I'm PMSing
Because I just had my period 2 weeks ago.

Maybe I'm frustrated
At the ways of the world
How everyone wants to conform
But yet at the same time,
Be different.

Last night, I had a dream about you,
In this dream, I dreamt I was beside you.
- Daft Punk, Digital Love

No seriously, I did. And I don't know what to make of it.
I don't know what I want now.
I don't know I don't know.
I'm not sure if I even want to know.

I'm getting so sick sick sick of this life.
Frustration bleeds from every vein of mine.
Flowing through every vessel
Poisoning me in my own venom.
And it's only 2008.

Tell me, what's the meaning in life?
What's the meaning of life?
Why is love all around, but not within?

GOD SAVE ME. PLEASE.

@ 18:38

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