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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

the boulder

I am pushing against this huge rock that refuses to budge. I push it everyday and everynight whenever possible. Sometimes i take a break. I sit down and "chill-out". I'd read a book and sip some tea. Then i go back to pushing it again. I remind myself that i only have one more week to move that boulder away. And everyday i'll just keep pushing and pushing. The boulder wouldn't move an inch, nope not even a mm. Sometimes, i feel so tired i sit down and start crying.

God! Why is this thing so bloody hard to move?!

I'll whine. Sometimes even more than once a day. Maybe twice, or even thrice. I just feel so helpless. Passerby's would ask if i needed help, but i would politely refute them. Because i know that only i can move that burden away myself.

It seems huge from the side that i'm pushing against. But when i go around the mass, i realise that the boulder isn't as huge as i picture it to be. Then i ask God,

Why am i pushing this boulder? It's getting no where!

I ask and i ask. I just talk to much.
And then He'd reply,

My child, I only asked you to push against it. I didn't say move it. Look at yourself. Haven't you got all beefed up? Stronger than the first time you were pushing it?

Then i look at myself. Stupid me. Look at what all these has conditioned me to become? Tougher and stronger. Big enough to take up any other pebbles that may come my way. So i started to push with a new attitude, an attitude knowing that i'm "suffering" now for the better of later.

And finally, i push that boulder away. No, actually not yet. But i know it'll move soon. I'll let you know when i do. And for now, i'll just keep pushing.

Pray Until Something Happens

taken from willywei's blog.

@ 14:41

i need sleep

mood - tired :o
music - none

i need sleep! i've been like tired 24-7. just woke up. heehee still so tired. i'm becoming an owl. sleeping late. bah, like a care:).

i watched star wars yesterday! but without my specs. stupid lah. find all over the house also cannot. then kena scolded by daddy. :(. but then mummy found it for me. :). under her blanket.

so anyways my bro 'cried' but i didn't!! woohoo! ok maybe cos i didn't really feel much for the show. but then i kept asking lenard questions. haha i think he got quite pissed yea. and then hayden christensen was soooo handsome! and yoda(not sure who acted as him) was soooo cute!! and then lenard told me that his lightsabre was half the normal length but then cos he's so small it was like no diff like that. but then when show him fighting against the chancellor it was sooooo cute!! :)

oh well, i shall start a mini poll about you xiao!

@ 14:23

Monday, May 30, 2005

i'm bored

mood - bored :O
music - here without you

i'm bored. enough said.

@ 11:47

Sunday, May 29, 2005

wet

mood - moodless
music - a moment like this

shit lah. i went to church then i forgot to close the window. so it rained. why like that leh? yesterday i rmb to close nv rain. today i forget to close rain like shit like that. aiyah so jinxed. so then when i got home kena scolding by my father because the wooden floor wet. then he went around abt how to replace the wooden tiles whould cost a bomb and all sorts of rubbish. oh well.

oh well. ate dinner at burger king. AGAIN. i'm getting kinda sian of BK already lah. trying to use up all the vouchers. but THIS TIME I DIND'T GET STOMACHACHE! must call and tell lianne about it. THIRD time eating bk in two weeks. and because the stupid voucher does not have my fav mushroom swiss/mushroom swiss double, didn't really enjoy the meal. then the rendang was sooo tasteless and dry, it should be like hot and hot and hotter. not even spicy lah! but then i think i've given up my chilli diet already. i only got mood to eat chilli in school. actually only from the yong tao fu stall lah. i just love their chilli. last time i added so many extra stuff. like 2 types of chilli, some fried stuff, some weird stuff, spring onion, pepper, light sauce and some garlic thing lah. i guess you can tell i very kiasu lah.

rubin's workshop was ok lah, i almost fell asleep. then after that got refreshment/second lunch. SAY SO LAH! SHOULDN'T HAVE WASTED 3 BUCKS ON LUNCH. BOO. oh well. john PLEASE return me my cd asap.

and i thought going onlnie got more pple online. turn out LESS nice people online. aiyah.

@ 22:37

Saturday, May 28, 2005

WHEE!! I AM GUEST BLOGGING!!

whoa! first time i'm guest blogging. so cool!! and exciting :Dhow you invite? lalalalala! i dunno what to blog abt. like testimonial like that ah? i dunno. where got guest blog so boring one.

gg to invite clique to go watch madagascar with me. dunno whether mum will allow me to shop.
:( i haven't asked my mum whether i can watch with friends yet. aiyah. shall guest blog again when i got more to say. pfffftttt. okay. hee. crap. bye

@ 16:37

Friday, May 27, 2005

can i have your no please?

mood - happy but sneezing
music -here without you

ah!! today was sooo fun! the day started out with..cleaning the class. oh and i failed my lit filing. BOO. the someone was like ' i can't believe i'm doing this! i've never cleaned a single thing before! i don't even know how to fold a shirt or make milo until i went for home e class'. yah lah, wanna show off you very loved hor, wanna show off that you are very rich and papmered have a mid/housewive mum. wdv. DO YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE EMBARRASSING YOURSELF?!?! I'm like sooo looking down on you. my gosh! make milo also dunno! i can cook dinner for my family!! eee yer.

then during recess so funny. :) like we were eating all sorts of rubbish. :). then during project work we were all soooooo bored. i fell asleep. haha then the teacher was sooo lame! when prefects ask to see some pple, she was like 'see only ah? see only ah? cannot talk ah?' lame lah! lianne and i were like rolling our eyeballs. then jackie was like 'excuse me i got a plane to catch'. then the teacher was like you better eat more vitamins, a plane is quite heavy. so...lianne and i were rolling our eyeballs again. then during Q AND A we were all out to piss the teacher by asking stupid question, but didn't really work. :(

then xiao and i were deciding if i shld pon tang PW field trip. heads = pon tang field trip, tails = don't pon field trip. so we flip three times, all tails, obviously means that God is trying to tell me something. good anyway, because i kept praying to Him to show me signs. yup, and now i feel so much better not 'cheating' on my parents.

and then because i made up nicknames for xiao, nick, zhang, yuen, and lianne, we made up really stupid games/rhymes. it was seriously lame. and i got a card from lianne! :). and she said i filled the bottomless pit of lamenes. buti guess the teacher was so much lamer than me. :). (the lyrics/words of the game has been edited out by the blogger herself due to protect her face from further maluation)

so at the field trip, there was this dog called maxi, and i mean he/she was HUGE!! she was like almost 1.1m tall and 68 kg!!! kinda scary. and then there was this walk around this "garden" in which sheryl and i kept complaining it was sooo itchy on our legs. haha then there was tea. :). where i ate 6 chicken drumsticks in which of them were in a race with rebecca. and i took a lot of postcards!! like 2cm thick of postcards. not that many okay, the postcards were quite thick. ok that's not very true. wdv.

so then on the way back we just kept singing and singing and singing rubbish songs and maluated ourselves, but do we really care? and then i totally didn't know that there was history homework. so we went back to school and i ran to locker because i had to rush off to lot1 after that. yeah. then i fell asleep on the bus while reading. and then this stupid army boy asked me to move in so he could sit. BLEAH. i mean like you so chee ko pek, got seets beside a guy, why want to sit with a girl? not that i would mind if he was gd looking, but he was only average. BOO. haha.

then it took me like 10 mins to find tiffy, because she wasn't at macs where i arranged to meet her. haha oh well. but then when i got there, ren jean, tricia and xiao were still there!! i was soooo happy to meet xiao! then silly ren jean lah, no more money because she spent it all on instrumental tickets, she wanted to buy a bag, but then no more cash so she was trying to get pple to buy. my gosh tell me you got no more money left for lot1 i straight away buy one for you lah. then we went arcade where i wore tricia/tiffany's jacket to the arcade cos i was still in sch uni. haha. then there was this guy who asked his friend to ask tiffany for tricia's number. then we all went "OOOOO!!!!!" so tiffany being quite experienced, go say that tricia already got boyfriend, then the guy who wanted tricia's no. also go say he already got gf. so then before we walked away i shouted to that guy FLIRT! oh well, gd thing they nv come after me or else i so die lah. then we played daytona but this time i lost. ah well. then there was an extra credit, then we took turns to play. and for some reason the car was soo stupid we got like 40th place. haha even tiffany kept knocking into stuff. oh well. then we got 14 coupons, not enuf to exchange for this stupid pencil, then we saw this anonymous coupon so we took it and presto! we have 15 coupons!!

then we went off, where tricia wanted to buy something but didn't. where xiaohui bought ANOTHER winnie the pooh puzzle. haha. then we went long john's for dinner but too crowded. so we went kfc which was even more crowded. then nvm lah. so sad. so we ended up at macs, where we saw the guy who asked for tricia's number and his gay friends again. but then they went away after a while. hm...no idea why. do you? maybe i should have told him that i was tricia's bf, cos i was quite paikiah then, haha tiff says that i do have that pai kiah look. and it took xiaohui 1whole semester to realise that tiffany had 2 piercings on one ear. silly dilly you ang ku kueh. but anyways. i ate a quick quick dinner then went to church which was a very stupid thing to do because as usual yf always starts late. boo.

then yf was a tad bit boring. in which i fell asleep. so obviously i shan't describe what happened. then went to jane's house where my sis took extra long to choose a luggage. what's her problem lah! call her 4 TIMES still always say soon soon soon. so fed up until my dad went up. *niak niak niak*

then today i went to watch madascar, and it was qite funny. but then it was a bit too kiddish for me, spongebob would have been better. :) then i spilt popcorn. sigh. then my mum bought a pair of pants and she bought wrong size. aha and we bought a bag for my sister! quite nice. she don't want can give to me. i so wouldn't mind.:).

this i think is my longest entry of my life time excluding those with songs in them. :) cheers everyone! this entry is long because it's the last day of school so i wanna make it special and besides, a lot of things happened. and i was in my school uni for more than 10 hours. not unusual for my ang ku kueh but it is for me. haha!

@ 13:54

Thursday, May 26, 2005

4 may 1999

mood - happy :)
music - 5 colours in her hair

4 may 1999. my favourite date of my life. today made up more funny moments me and xiaohui can remember. :)
prisci : xiao hui what happen to your hand?!
xiao : burn
prisci : how?
xiao : baking.
prisci : when?
xiao : when baking cookies
prisci : noo noo noo! as in what date?
xiao : 4th may 1999.
xiao : of course fake lah! i can't remember when! i think last week.

then i burst out laughing like a mad woman for like 1 minute. xiao dosen't find that 'joke' finny. but i do! and i dont find 'xiao quill/xiao qoo' very funny. but she does!

and then while watching the movie, i put my hand inside my shirt, you know, the kind wehre the sleeves have no hand. okay so i'll just take it as you understand, if not too bad. :). then while kim was offering me her jacket, i tired to put back my hands into position, BUT THEN MY HANDS WERE STUCK IN THE SHIRT!!! oops.wore wrong blouse must have been. so then i ask kim to cover mee, then i go and take out my blouse (but my pinafore is still there) and wear back properly. haha and then we started laughing during the movie.

i want to go to china with you xiao and nic! but it's so ex!

@ 18:27

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

jumping for the sake of jumping

few thoughts just run through my mind.

why do Christians(or sp-they-claim) jump during singspiration for the sake of jumping. obviously they don't mean it to give praises to God. they are smiling and laughing while jumping and twirling and turning. they jump to attract attention. hmm. nice try but it dosen't turn me on. i'm not going to name. those people know who they are. but do they really mean it? and as lenith says,"they just want to get a "spiritual-high"" to make them feel like it's the Holy Spirit's presence when it's just them thinking they are doing the right thing/a good praising thing. and why do churches like city-harvest and new creation have mega-churches that attract so many people? you can't really bond with God, because you are so cooped up with 'praising' and wanting to get spiritual-highs by worshipping with a bunch of people whom 1/2 of them you don't know because there is just too many people. how can you bond? how can you have fellowship?

another thing : i think xx's show called xxxx xx xxxx is totally WRONG. it's so potraying the WRONG thing. i mean like please lah. there's no life after death if you don't believe in Jesus Christ, there's no nice life in hell after death. it's not like the human world. if there was there wouldn't be so many missionaries trying to spread the word. i would also want to go to hell if it was that nice. but of course, Heaven's much nicer. and in hell there would not be any houses that so resembles the human world. and hell is an international thing, there is no HDB flats! and DUH there's no hospital. hell is a place of fire, death, pain, torturing. not some 'another world'. what kind of image are they trying to potray?! life after death is better in hell? even the chinese put it better : there are 18 levels of hell. hm.not true but closer to the truth than HDB FLATS IN HELL. how much can i stress my point man. guess i've said all there is to be said. no offense taken in any sense. just wish tv would be more morally correct even though society accepts it.

@ 17:25

trippin over

mood - tired :0
music - i don't wanna miss a thing

i am seriously going to die of fatigue. so tired these few days.

in the morning i stepped on my bro's toe and he started going bezerk. siao lah he. same like paul. haha turns out that paul and my bro have a lot in common. hm...then rain rain rain at macritchie. so i was stuck there when they cancelled the run. the like only 8 pple in our class in there. the rest all in the audi. thank goodness my goodfriends were one of the 8.then we were all talking so much crap. haha then...THE MILO VAN!!!. i know xiao and nic were like telling me not to be so crazy abt the milo van. but it's sooo cute and milo-ish. yup. delicious milo. :).

so then we went back to school and we were talking about what they might be doing in the audi and then i was like watch movie alh. then xiao asked "what movie?". then i said dunnno, maybe princess diaries. haha then xiaohui was like aiyah! watch how many times lah!! pathetic!!
so i told her only ONCE then she was uh? oh yah hor. silly dilly you. well, turned out they were watching 'life is beautiful'. thank goodness we missed the SAD SAD part. then we went to out class and then we were like sit here sit here!! then aftwards we said, aiyah only two seats, so i turned around and i fell over xiaohui. like i literally tumbled and fell OVER her. but it was sooo funny.

and we won second for book parade! :)

@ 16:13

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

hello markmellow

mood - very very very tired :0
music - you've got a friend

prisci : hello marshmellow!
mark : huh?
prisci : haha dunno lah it just rhymes. :D
mark : markmellow

mark dear, you're soooo lame. haha but at time you just cheer me up. hello markmellow. poor yuen wai, fall sick at this time. haha talking to her the phone.

@ 19:29

Monday, May 23, 2005

hello! (again)

mood - full :I
music - you make me feel

HELLO! it's less than 12 hours since i last posted! ok that was lame. aha wdv. i just came back from burger king and now i'm full full full! and to think seeyue thought i went in my pyjamas! BOO. shame on you. haha.

a beautiful mind totally rocks! :)

weizhen...u nv talk to me anymore in church. :(. and poetry portfolio sucks.

@ 11:04

Sunday, May 22, 2005

hello!

mood - happy :)
music - here without you

hello! quick update :

saturday i went bowling! :) and then i dropped the bowling ball on the floor. so malu. wdv. it was fun. :) and then we ate dinner and we found something REALLY cheap. and i mean really cheap like $1 for one plate of chicken rice how cheap is that lah. :). and then i ate the nestle cookie and it was 30 cents cheaper than at sch. so bad lah i bought like 10? cookies at school. that cost me THREE BUCKS MORE. cheaters. u guys deserve to die. BOO. nah i'm kidding

sunday was boring. as usual. but today we (tse lert and i) went on many missions. aha it was sooooo fun.

and liquan is interesting. :)

@ 23:32

Saturday, May 21, 2005

now it's gone! :(

@ 13:11

the ring that xiaohui gave me(:

@ 13:11

Friday, May 20, 2005

hm...

mood - mixed :( :{ :[ :/
music - sympathy

weird things happen. but it's God's plan. xiao i really don't want you to feelthat way about you-know-who. i have to mayn thoughts running through my mind. it's so weird. i'm like feeling guilty and i have no reason why, and i'm like having that 'butterflies' feeling in my tummy. it's the feeling that i have when i do smth wrong. maybe it's my results. barely any a1. wdv lah.

bball is fun. :)

@ 16:32

Thursday, May 19, 2005

it's your plan

mood - sad :(
music - sympathy

stranger than your sympathy. how true. maths sucks. ok i know it's boring going on about exams and all, but i can't help it. i'm gonna break down if i don't get it out of my mind. you can choose to go here or there but it's up to you. failing history is not bad, i'm not sad, but i'm just speachless when i have to answer my mum. it seems like i'm doing everything for my mum, i'm doing to so that i can answer to her and so she can boast to her collegues that she is a gd mum and blah blah blah. i know i'm supposed to do it for God, but somehow it just feel like i'm doing it all for her. lianne is right. jaime is right. ren jean is an example. but i can't help it.

@ 16:57

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

boo!

mood - tired :0
music - collide

*yawns a bigg bigg yawn* i'm tired. walked and ran a bit for the practice run. actually mr ng wanted us to walk only, but running is fun. but not on wet and mushy,mucky,sticky,soggy,browny soil. so funny man. then came back while drinking 100plus, jackie saw a puddle and 'washed' her feet in it.

jackie : ooo!! the water is so wet!
me: jackie, water is supposed to BE wet.

so silly you dilly. :)

so anyways in school it was so gross. go throught tests paper and the first is history. and guess what. i failed the paper. hey about 5 other people failed too. haha but i'm not supposed to fail. cause i got an a2 in the first term. bleagh whatever. but it was still kinda cool to fail once. but i passed geog. and i thought i got quite high when actually more than 10 people got higher than me. yup, i deproved too. i got a high a1 for the first term, but now i only managed a2. boo.prisci is a badd bad girl. :(

hope i grew tanner from the run/walk.

@ 18:52

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

drops

mood - moodless
music - collide

why must you cry today? you know it hurts for me to see you so sad and crying. i just stared after knowing what happened. i felt weird watching you suffer and cry and feel your agony yet i did not do anything. so i walked to you. and i hugged/embraced you. and the tears came out from my eyes. when i told you that it hurts for me to see you cry like that, i cried even more. why. i love you so much. i prayed for you. as i prayed i cried. as you cried i cried. but i'm sorry that i wet your blouse. i just love you so much. and it really hurts for me to see you cry like that. please don't do it to me again. i'll always stand by you. and i will awlays love you.(: and you made me throw away my curry puff. :D

so anyways we went macdonalds and it was so weird. so funny lah play all the silly childhood games. it was so fun. i enjoyed it so much. and in class we played more childhood games and i laughed so hard i felt like vomitting out the macdonalds food i ate. and i laughed until i got a sorethroat. i wish this would happen more often.

@ 15:18

Monday, May 16, 2005

twirly (too early)

the ring
Originally uploaded by chant my chan.

mood - happy(:
music - collide

THANK YOU XIAO HUI FOR THE RING!!! xiao i love you!!!!

hahaha i didn't expect you to really buy man! so nice! haha i'm wearing it now! yes this post is gonna be all about you regardless if you read it or not. (: haha friends since p4, haha and i still remember you used to like smelling the feng you and you would just smell it for fun. haha but now you don't bring it to school and you are in love with mushroom. yea i gotta sea her one day yea?

and then today lianne asked a joke

lianne : why is waking up the same thing as a pig's tail?

ans : it's twirly (too early) haha so funny lah you!

@ 17:32

Sunday, May 15, 2005

rot and talk

mood - happy(:
music - none

i love rotting nat. haha let's rot together after next week. i'm soo happy! i finally managed to play 'a thousand miles' on the piano. :D rotting is seriouslt fun. and i still keep looking at those photos again. (:

@ 15:58

Saturday, May 14, 2005

mood - gr... :/
music - goin crazy

haha i recorded colide and goin crazy on my dad's hp. so weird. and i realised i sound BAD when i record my voice. haha i sound bad in real life anyway.

and then i watched 'castaway' just now and i was laughing and everything even when he cracked the coconut. and i watch mean girls in the morning for the 5th time. aha i feel so proud of myself for successfully rotting away in just 2 days. i love the neoprints. i'm gonna kidnapp my brother if he dosen't fix the scanner. BOO. yes castaway is sooooo funny. i can't stop laughing!! lol.

i was looking at the neoprints in the afternoon and we(excluding me) looked SOOOOO pretty! pity grace you weren't there. haha u were in school! i miss you grace. so long never see you. i wanna eat your ice-cream.

i love helping out with the backboard. i thought she wasn't going to be my friend anymore and that our friendship would burn out. but then today she called me up and surprised me and i'm really happy. i really love you darling(: .

@ 21:38

Friday, May 13, 2005

yay!

mood - happy :D
music - holiday

i'm happy.and sad.

i'm happy because...!!! i went out with wong sheep, shanne, and minfeng! woohoo! i don't care if this post is all about mee and mee. whoa i'm just so happy.(:
first sheep woke me up. (by phone). then i change. wdv *skip skip skip*. then on the train i realised that i forgot to bring the digital cam that i charged yesterday. SEESH. then i call everyone of them. then all cannot bring. BOO. so nvm. then i went to the fountain at heeren early. so it was sooo maluating sitting on the fountain. aha but it was a good thing too! i saw hollaback girl, lonely no more and don't phunk with my heart music video. haha i have no mtv at home! ): so nvm. i went outside. it was weird sitting on the fountain alone. so i went outside and call min feng. only to find out they were in a jam. hahahahahahaha bwah. so shannen came first. and i love her earrings(:. so we waited. for a short while.

when they came...we walked around hmv AIMLESSLY, and ended up walking escalators. which seeyue confidently said that she would not want to and would not do. aha and shannen was sooo excited about taking neoprints even though the shop wasn't open. so when we went back, it was sooo crowded. aha but so fun. then take already we went wrong area so it just printed it out without us decorating and choosing which photos we wanted. obviously the machine with no taste CHOOSE THE UGLY ONES!!! gr! so wu liao. so we went for lunch. but then we couldn't decide bewtween sakae shushi and pasta mania. but then we were all full thanks to the milkshake that i made all of us buy at mos burger. and before the neoprints we went into this stupid shop which was filled with obiang stuff. aha. then we were like laughing and giggling after we went out. haha so then the neoporint shop was sooo crowded. so after we got out and went cutting the stickers guess who we saw. aha. we saw hannah phua's sister and her friends. and i didn't know her name.

so at cineleisure, we went to pasta mania for lunch and shan and sheep ended up sharing something and me and mf also. woohoo!! then after eating i smsed gid who DID NOT BRING THE JELLYBEANS AND A SPARE SHIRTso couldn't play daytona at the arcade. whatever. in the end we all went arcade anyway and we first exchanged 10bucks. then we played 2 games of air hockey and i lost 1 and tied 1. gr i'm losing at this game. so anyways we went to play the spot the difference game and sheep was like 'huh like that one ah? so lame!' but we played like 4 games of it. then i asked them to play daytona. and i won! woohoo! ok but i think it was their first time. haha my best lap was 19++ seconds. yay i'm a good driver. haha i think i knocked over seeyue's car. OOPS! argh whatver. then i think we went to 37 degress before that.

so we were like trying a lot of stuff on and none of us bought anything then me and mf tried on the same shirt and i looked quite nice in it but it was TOOOOO EX. bah...then i tried on this skirt i would not buy, haha i know i lame lah but just see how it was. and it was sooo nice! bah, but i think mummu would kill me. she would say it's too short and blah blah blah and mf was like if it's at this height for your legs then mine would be even shorter. then i was ' your legs very long meh??' then she replied yes! aha but her legs ARE long. i still remember the fbt thing. haha!!!

so after lunch we went to 'pretty in tokyo' and took the same machine. and this time we decorated it! it was sooo fun! but then someone drew until so weird!! bah my scanner is not working so i can't upload the pictures!!!! wah! ): so anyways yeah and we wandered around aimlessly. and we got lost and didn't know how to go to far east and shan ended up calling someone aha i don't know and i called weizhen but she didn't pick up. so in the end i called gid who didn't know how to tell me. ah but we found our way and we went to some bus stop shop. and then shannen was like i want to go to this other shop. so i went with her while mf and sheep stayed in bus stop. and then shan was like its' like around the front lah. so we walked ONE BIG ROUND and she was like oh! it's here! diao!! walk so long! then seeyue was like let's explore. then i was like NO SEEYUE I ALREADY DID THAT. haha so i went home. bah wdv.

i love today! (: haha i think this is like my longest post so far. woohoo i love you seeyue and min feng and shannen!

and i went cocoa trees to buy chocolate and shannen's cookie got crushed! so funny!

@ 19:47

Thursday, May 12, 2005

cfg cam pic

cfg cam pic
Originally uploaded by chant my chan.

i just love cfg.

@ 16:52

it's over

EXAMS ARE OVER!! AND I'M HAPPPY!

okie dokie. i'm off to read the story again. read it here

after exams, daphne and shuwei and i were walking in the rain, where we just decided to go to kap because i was feeling mighty mighty hungry. so we went. ah nothing unusual or special i hear you say. but then..it's my first time this year. see i'm so guai:D no but then we couldn't decide which entrance to use. then when we got there we couldn't decide where to eat. so we dicided to eat downstairs. and then we went down following the direction of the mop, which was in a swaying way.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~ <- like that! yeah so wdv, lame lame lah. i happy can. yup! i'm a free woman now. woohoo! and we ended up eating so little. aha like ONE hashbrown that cost me more than 1/4 of what's left of my weekly allowance. and i drank up daphne's milo. but she couldn't finish it. i dind't bully her.

2244. yes that's the number of chinese characters i wrote yesterday. but i still lost 13 marks. hey that wasn't fair. but i don't care. it's all behind. no point crying over spilt milk darling! :D

@ 11:28

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

history is history

mood - relieved :)
music - the reason

oh guess what? i hate history. haha. so i studied for like almost THREE hours okay! and i still didn't know how to answer a lot of questions. but the 'little nap' helped before the test. if not i would have just dozed off during the paper.

and i just read a sad sad story! it's here please read it. (:

@ 13:07

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

mood - lazy :@)
music - mr brightside

hello! i haven't started studying for history. wait. neither have, gid, xiao, nic. but huiling leh...started studying since last friday!!! HELLO?! DON'T LEAVE ME BEHIND! oh and then she did the maths paper so fast! i was like so thinking rubbish, then she almost finish! (but my handwriting nicer!) i'm serious!!! wdv.

i hope i can go out on friday. i really need it. okay i really want it. wdv. i want to get out. i need to get nicole a present. and a dinosaur.

and i need to get natalie anti-chinese stuff. and i want to get gwen's cd.the killers cd. rob thomas cd. gah...i'm going to go broke.

until then, study history!

@ 15:57

Monday, May 09, 2005

happy mother's day!!

mood - happpy :)
music - hollaback girl

happy mother's day!! haha so stupid lah me. haha i wished john happy mother's day, then he go and wish me back 'happy daughter's day'. haha yay.

and then today was the coolest ever! 4b5's classroom got vandalised! as in graffiti. haha then they go spray f-word. damn funky lor. then home-e outside the wall AND floor also got. 2nd level water cooler also have!!so cool!! but then nicole noticed that it was only on that side of the wing. haha nick, how many wings are there left in mgs with the renovations?! haha BUT IT MADE SENSE.

and geog was so totally difficult and silly jaime re-wrote so many times lor. then sherlynn so retard. english go re-write for fun. messy. so she go re-write. SHER!! haha so nice man.

and then gwen stefanie's hollaback girl made the highest debut of the year on the top 20 countdown at no.11 on the first week! and it's like only the second week!

@ 14:59

Sunday, May 08, 2005

my earrings

mood - tired :0
music - hollaback girl

hello. i broke so many earrings. i broke 2 earrings! and i'm SAD. BOO. i want more earrings. buy mee more. haha i'm so greedy.

@ 18:29

Friday, May 06, 2005

yup!

Your Birthdate: March 5

With a birthday on the 5th of the month you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them.

You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas.

You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel.

You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and adaptable.

Your mind is quick, clever and analytical.

A restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine.

You may have a tendency to shirk responsibility

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

hm...quite true okay! hahaha i hate responsibilities.

@ 17:22

memories

mood - happy :)
music - hollaback girl

it's fun talking to old friends again. thought not as close, we're still friends. talking to kelly yesterday was nice, we got to 'catch up' on stuff and now i'm talking to davelle. okay, playing minesweeper flags with her. and i'm winning! and now we're playing solitaire showdown. man, i miss playing that game with my shifu. but it's fun playing with old friends. yup, i have already put down many flames of friendship, and i'm determined not to put anymore! :D

make new friends but keep the old
one is silver the other is gold

@ 11:22

Thursday, May 05, 2005

fail can? can..

mood - sad :'(
music - hollaback girl:D

i'm gonna fail. i mixed up density! i mixed up gram-staining!(though i thought that when they asked for what type of staining i thought i was a bit of a GIVEAWAY).

anyways, i have decided to stop crapping about myself on this blog, i know some of you are going like oh wow finally! in the first place there aren't many readers lah. i can tell from my counter and stagnant tagboard. :D

so anyway, i just came across xiaxue's blog, and it is quite interesting you know? haha no you don't. UNLESS...you have already read it or you went off reading it without returning. :( oh well but then you wouldn't have known it if you did that...UNLESS you didn't read it. okay i'm beginning to sound like someone...but naming is sort of not my tea yea.

exams are round the corner, let's talk about exams. ok there's nothing much to it, we all jst mug, get stressed, fret over losing one mark, cry over spilt milk, cry somemore when we dont' do well, boast to our friends when we get high/higher than them, whack them when the 'boast' to us that they got higher than us. true? okay i think i'm like shitting on my blog man. i get like 10 readers a day and
xiaxue gets like 1000 a day. aha. but she rocks man!

@ 18:41

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

this my shit

mood - happy :)
music - hollaback girl

i love hollaback girl!!! today was the first day of exams. and it was so funny. and it was nice.

Charm is deciteful
beauty is fleeting;
but a woman who fears to LORD is to be praised
- Proverbs 31:30

@ 13:09

Monday, May 02, 2005

run away rain

mood - annoyed >=/
music - because of you

stupid lah! i waited the whole day to run at 5. then at 4.45 go rain. so i go and bathe. then i finish bathing the rain stop. SEESH.

@ 18:10

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