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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

10 000

Hurray chantchan.blogspot.com has officially reached 10 000 hits! Tho I didnt start it at the start of my blog. Whatever. Which proves that...people still read my blog! :) that would equate to around 830 visitors a month. Not bad considering some dont really get many hits but not good considering some people can get twice my yearly in one day. hahahha of course I'm not famous blogger xiaxue so I dont have to worry.

Meanwhile, I'm still really really stuck with project work. My team is so not team. I end up doing most work myself. It's a group of 4, but it feels like a group of 3. Thank goodness for Audrey and Davelle. Tiffany if you read this, I'm really displeased with your behaviour. A simple thing like asking you to bring a thumbdrive you can forget. This was just a simple test because I 90% expected you not to bring one. Thank goodness I borrowed one from my mum. It really disappoints me to see you like that. If you were wondering why you were not in RenJean's PW group even if she was your good friend, wonder no more. I dont want to say it in your face, so I'll say it here. It is because she ~~thought~~ knew you would not do much work, after seeing xiaohui, nicole and giselle suffer from overpiling of work. You were playing with LoveCalculator the whole time at the computer lab. You think you can get away with it - which you most likely will because no one wants to risk getting low mark so they do YOUR work for YOU while you just take credit. If you say we are not being fair to you because we did not assign you work, SO WHAT IF WE DID?! You won't do it. You'll be at KAP flirting with all the guys. I dont want to risk appointing you work knowing you wont do it thus resulting in incompleted work, rush to finish it to cover up for you, giving you your lines to say. I know your behaviour (at school and towards school work) only too well. I'm tired of all these. Unless you prove yourselves to us, it's difficult for us to trust you and htus give you work. There is no 'I' in team, so dont act the opposite of the stereotype 'I' in most teams. You slack, you get away with it. I work, but I dont get the credit due me. But the latter is not important. It's your attitude. It stinks and I'm getting very tired of it. I did not friend you because you were rich, WTH WERE YOU THINKING?! Your attitude sucks, and an attitude makes up a lot of a person. I believe you know what I'm thinking. Please change, because I do not believe in bending till I break for you.

WHEW I'M DONE RANTING! hahahaha it was long I know. But I just needed to get it all out. If you are not tiffany and you read the whole thing, i kowtow to you. I dont think I'm gonna read it through. I dont want to look back. I dont want my displeasure to turn into hatred. It's wrong, and I'm trying my best to walk my talk.

To you and you know who you are, dont be too affected by it. I've said everything that I could possibly say, the rest is up to you. Do your best, God will do the rest. Remember the two Bible verses.

"Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know."
Jeremiah 33:3

"God is a man, that He should not lie. Nor a son of man, that He should change his mind. Does he speak and then not act? Does He promise and then not fufil?"
Numbers 23:19

He promises to answer you - and he will fulfil. Amen.
He will work in your life. All you need is faith. You're never alone okay? There will always be many people supporting you(:

@ 11:22

Monday, January 30, 2006

Hello all. i'm at my cousin/auntie/uncle's place now. hahhah which ever you see it. watched Madagascar this morning and marty's really funny.

"I'm half lived(i think) and I still dont know if I'm black with white stripes of white with black stripes!" :D so cute.

bah they're playing majong. I feel so out of place and I think I'm wasting my cousin's Internet time. wahahaha. :)

I'm getting close to my 10 000 hits target! :):)

@ 22:42

Sunday, January 29, 2006

Chinese New Year!

I like my reunion dinner. :) And we (okay okay I) lighted up sparklers! :):)

a bit dark tho. hahaha duh it was at night. :)

Today, we went grandfather's house for lunch. And then we went grandaunt's place. Then we went another grandaunt's place. Then we went to my uncle's place. And we watched The Longest Yard. Oh man it was so sad!

Pictures! (hover over them for description, if you use firefox, too bad it doesnt work)

@ 20:30

Saturday, January 28, 2006

Ouch my arms were so pain yesterday. hahahaha I held the phone for 2 hours and more without changing hand so it became stiff after that lol. And yesterday I was playing orisinal with asriel and he's such a better gamer than me okay. i how sad. lol.

hahahahahah i was just browsing through some pictures then I found this. Scary right??? :D It's actually a shot that I took of *** (hahahahha i shant reveal to you who my model is! :P) at night.

This is a scenery shot (duh). And I like it becuase i think it's very nice. :)

p.s. these pictures are very outdated and they were all taken during the boat trip(:

@ 11:23

Friday, January 27, 2006

w.o.w

You scored as Dance. You should be a Dance major! Like a lithe ballerina, you dance because you believe there is beauty in expressing the physical form.

Dance

92%

Chemistry

83%

Journalism

75%

Sociology

75%

Psychology

75%

English

67%

Art

67%

Theater

67%

Philosophy

58%

Mathematics

42%

Linguistics

33%

Biology

17%

Anthropology

17%

Engineering

17%

What is your Perfect Major?
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hahahahahahahaa. i love my amazing desk partner!!!(:

@ 16:02

Thursday, January 26, 2006

YIPEE I JUST DISCOVERED MY MOZILLA FIREFOX IS WORKING!!!! heh do you know i couldnt stop screaming when i discovered it was working. WOOHOOO THANK GOD! i'm so excited. :)

@ 17:39

Today's not a good day. Just know, Dont ask. Thank you.

@ 16:54

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Of Upskirting, Butt-whacking, leg showing

Hahahha please dont think dirty okay. It's jut what happened on tuesday. on tuesday, this p1 girl came into the handbells room and asked if she could skip. Thinking she was oh-so-innocent, we went ahead and let her stay. But she turned out to be a monster! She started taking the handchime and started whacking almost everyone's butt! And when she skipped, for some reason her skipping rope upskirted Cynthia! hahahahah tsk tsk tsk. and yun jing was being so sisterly and it was so weird. hahah sec4 talking to primary1. :D.

Then we took a break and she tried upskirting monica. Which she failed. and she upskirted me! lol. So me being on high, I said "you want to see my legs right?! very sexy right?!" HAHAHHAHA but thankfully monica and i were wearing shorts underneath, so nothing to worry about.

hahaha and ****** did something to claire tan. haha poor girl! ps it's too disgusting to be said in public sorry!

Meanwhile, there has not been much going on in my life. I've been busy with maths and history. :(

CNY's coming people. (:

@ 10:23

Saturday, January 21, 2006

Haitus

I'll be taking a hiatus from blogging. I've quite lost some inspiration to blog these days. And it's a bit pointless in blogging so much about your day - at least to me. And I dont want to blog for the sake of blogging, I blog because I want to say something. Make sense? Carry on. I dont want my entries to be so full of crap, ~~shit~~ and pointless stuff. It degrades the whole essence of blogging. Meanwhile, I'll leave you with this latest entry.

The FMC Fire CD is really great. ahahaha. I like tracks 4 and 5. :)

Ok I just saw daphne's blog and I realised that I have to do this quiz. hahahaha okay so I shall be good and do it.

seven things that make me smile:
1. looking at memorable photographs
2. reading funny things
3. seeyue!
4. grow a lot taller!
5. someone being saved from enternal death
6. amy's very very very lame jokes
7. seeing people smile! :)

seven ways to win my heart
1. at a heart-winning competition lah!!
2. you must be a Christian!
3. chocolate!
4. candy
5. humorous (NOT lame. one is enough you know)
6. caring
7. cute? (think amy and daphne cute)

seven things im afraid of:
1. shrinking =/
2. teachers
3. crepy crawlies.
4. beeg army of ants
5. going to Heaven and not being able to say I've done my job on earth.
6. jeannie!
7. grace poh

seven things i do everyday:
1. brush teeth.
2. eat.
3. change.
4. sleep.
5. talk
6. laugh.
7. read Bible.

seven people i want to see right now:
1. susu
2. seeyue
3. gideon
4. ryan (geisha)
5. beannie
6. amy
7. daphnee

seven people that should do this random quiz:
1. daphne. again!
2. salad
3. seeyue
4. ryan
5. liweii
6. angela
7. carmen

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROYAL REN JEAN!(: Thanks for being such an awsome desk partner!

@ 11:42

Thursday, January 19, 2006

I'm so sorry but I'm weak and I really cannot forget you.

@ 19:00

Catching Up

Today was my day out with Susu(my cousin). Hahahahaha right. Apparently I stood him up yesterday because he was being such a toot and mistook our appointment for Wednesday instead of today. Which is Thursday if you didn't notice. hahahaha. Oh well anyway. And today was almost my turn to get stood up if it wasnt for the help of Batsydoodles' handphone! Susu was almost an hour late. hahahaha bah.

Hmm. Okay let's see.
Waited.
Walked around looking stupid.
Waited.
Called.
Waited.
Did some revising (hah I'm studious okay. :D).
Waited.
Walked around looking stupid.
Waited.
Did some art.
Had no inspiration.
Waited.
Had inspiration.
Drew while waiting.
Susu Tan arrives.
Greets each other.
Talk for a while.
Hands him *** (secret thing!)
Susu apologises for not bring *** (secret thing! lol)
Both Priscilla and Susu go down to buy food
Priscilla almost paid for Susu but decided not to.
Eats.
Shoots.
Leaves. (the stupid panda joke)
HAHAHAHHA okay whatever Priscilla Chan.
Erm, now where was I. ahh. I remember.
Eats.
Talk while eating aka catching up.
Discuss things.
Saw Tiffany. Rather, Tiffany saw us.
Mistakes Susu for my boyfriend when he's actually my cousin.BAH.

Hahahahahahaha that sounded so spastic like plastic. :D.

Hmph anyway I'm damn angry at grace poh okay. wa lau she anyhow mark my work then she anyhow say I go fake answer then she dont want to add back the mark so in the end i failed. boo whatever. haha but i really should brush ~~teeth~~ up my maths. ooo speaking of teeth, I want to go dentist soon. ASAP MAN! :) get braces. then put funky colours like red and yellow for CNY, red and white for national day. hah i how patriotic man. green and yellow for hari raya. red and green for CHRISTMAS!, er. and pink and pink for my birthday. lol. hahaha braces are cool arent they. :)

And I just gave away 100 bucks. W.O.W. I dont believe I did that either. hahah. It's sort of a loan rather, but I dont believe that Priscilla Chan actually has so much cash at hand.

CNY''s coming soon. hongbao! new clothes! ba kua! Yakult at pak pak's house(:. Damn cheem tech stuff and dai korkor's house! shiok food! egg roll! holiday! handbells performance=/. SIAN. hehe. if lao shi sees this and knows how to read english, I'm dead. :)

@ 18:05

MiniPoll Results!

Okay polling has reached 50 votes and therefore I shall stop. Kinda sick of it now anyway since my Firefox no more liao. BAH.

Heh. Guess what. Firefox won man. HAH. It therefore beats IE and Maxthon. woohoo.

Firefox and Firefox wins!

ee yer resolution so crap. oh well. Then I'll type the results lah.

Internet

xplorer - 16 votes (32%)

Mozilla Firefox - 21 votes! :D (42%)

Maxthon - 9 votes (18%)
AOL(American Online) and Safari (i haven no idea what is that) both none.
Others - 3 votes (6%)

So obviously firefox wins hands down. wahahaha. anyway I'm doing a new poll about what you like best about CNY!

@ 17:04

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Oops.

Oops I fell asleep during english today. BUT she allowed us to do so.
Oops I fell sick.
Oops my house had a black out last night and I did homework with my sister's torchlight. :)
Oops I broke a glass container last night while shifting the fan. lol.
Oops my WHOLE body is aching after PE yesterday hahaha becuase it's been a long time since I did physical. heh.

and I'm under 40 kg. :D

@ 15:29

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

I Bruise Easily

Hahahaha. Not in the heart. Body-wise. hahahaha I'm like on the way to self-desetruction and getting suicidal according to Charles. lol.

Last week, I fell off the bed and scraped me knee. On saturday, during reunion, I was hanging on someone's biceps then I fell and bruised my other knee. Its quite bad, lol it's multicoloured. like erm, red, yellow, green, blue, purple. and a tinge of black. LOL racist!! :D KIDDING. racist against myself. wahahahha. anyway. Then last night while ouring soup into my cup I scaled my thumb. so i went ouch ouch. Then I went to try pouring more soup into my cup and then i went to pour on my thumb again. lol. And my throat is also dying. Today Tricia bought mee pok dry and it had some real chilli. not balachan or whatever. fresh cut chilli. So she went "WHO WANTS CHILLI?" and thinking it was really nice, the stupid chilli eater (aka me) was like "MEE MEE!!" then she just dropped it in my mouth and a few seconds later, I was like a mad person who has been deprived of water for a million years. I was screaming my head off and drinking nic's water, heidi's water, esabelle's coke and ice, someone's water, amy's milo and finally my own milo.

Therefore lesson of the day, NEVER eat fresh cut small chilli plain or you are going to die. hahahahaha.

things might be getting better, but obviously you dont feel anything and i really cannot understand what you are thinking now and how you feel. oh wait, you dont feel anything.

p.s. I'm really sick now. hahahaha i think i've got a lil bit of flu. just no fever yet. ((:

@ 15:23

Monday, January 16, 2006

Replies

Heh so sorry for not replying to the tags on MyFlashBox cos as everyone knows, my com is down. so now i'm gonna reply to them. :)

"Hello everyone". hahaha. sorry i'm really a bit lazy to blog today. :)

But to Mark, i'm randomer than you accept it. :P
And to Benavon, poor girl! mine's on a sunday. *HINT HINT* :D

And I totally forgot what i wanted to say. HAHAAHAHA.

@ 14:51

Sunday, January 15, 2006

If you do not understand the following, it's alright. These are just my thoughts.
If you have any thoughts about it back, feel free to comment.
If you think what I'm going to write is wrong, feel free to say so.

One week ago, as some of you might have noticed, I was feeling rather down over some issues. So on a certain day, when I caught up with braces boy, And I dont know how he does it, but somehow I feel safe telling him a lot a stuff. And when I do, he gives me advice in return and he never asks for anything back.

In a way he's like a brother who keeps my feet grounded on the well, ground and never to neglect or forget Christ in whatever I do. Thanks a bunch braces boy(:

For me, I find it very easy to tell a friend to go to God in prayer whenever he/she is facing trouble(s).But when I'm in trouble or troubled, somehow satan manages to put a wall in my mind and block Christ out from my thoughts and plans. That, I find, is my weakness. Well, man is never perfect.

But the Christian life isnt' just about trust and faith. It's all about You, Jesus. :)

Jesus, is the main focus of the entire Bible. The new testiment talks about Him, about what He does, what He has done. THe old testiment prophesy what He will do to save men. The centre is Him. That's what it's all about. It's because we dont have him in the centre alone that we begin to worry about stuff we should not. That's when faith comes in.

Faith, as defined in the dictionary is "trust and confidence", while Faith, as defined in the Bible is "belief and trust in God; knowing that God is real, even though one cannot see Him." I think I like the Bible's definition. Heh.

Because I believe that both God and Jesus is real, therefore I have faith that God will bring me through all my struggles and that He has a plan for me.

We live by faith, not my sight.
2 Corinthians 5:7

Indeed, letting go, letting God.

@ 21:43

Hello. I'm still sad about my computer thing. But it also kinda teaches me not to trust too much on man. Oh by the way I dont know why my tagboard is not working on internet explorer. BAH IE IS BAD. So if you want to say something urgent to me, please send it to my hotmail (as you can see on my profile) or drop me a comment powered by HaloScan. HAHAHHA. Ryan Leong if you can see this because all MyFlashBox is not functioning on my computer. haha. can you send me firefox to my hotmail accnt and hopefully i can download it from there. Because, my Gmail is also not functioning. BAH mummy quickly call our technician to fix and upgrade our com to have a more advanced programe and to increase the disk space. hmph.

Anyway. I guess there's stuff to be done.

Reunion was yesterday. It was fun yeaa. Went to meet up with bro thomas and jeannie at toa payoh mrt. Then we went to eat lunch at burger king. And we saw elmo with a green nose and horn, Barney who looked gay and more like a lizard than dinosaur, and a pathetic dog with no name unlike elmo and barney and the host called it "dog". HAHAHHA. loser.

Saw Romei aft that. And I didnt know that Leon, who was in my SUPA camp group in 2002, was her brother. hahahh so cute. And I'm still taller than him. whahaha.

Got there and took so long finding a toilet. heh. Not many people went there, but it was still fun. I saw Mark, Luke, Evan, Gid, Ser, Bro Ben, Bro Kel, Bro Victor, and i forgot. And I just realised my BMI was something like **.***. hahahahahaha. actually I dont really know either.

We played something like dog and bone, The Wind Doesnt Blow which actually is played like blow wind blow, but the people who are supposed to move dont move.

e.g.
Blow Wind Blow.
"Blow what?"
Blow all those wearing caps.

Which means that in The Wind Doesnt Blow, those wearing caps need not move. okay whatever. hahaha. Went to meet up with Sis deniece, Sis Kaieng, Rachel i think.
Ate at some hawker centre whose food was so good. Ate something like beef fried rice. Was good. But I was feeling full. So i didnt eat much and the guys are so mean! Shan't tell you why though. They should know. HAHAHHAH. but anyway their jokes are...hahaha. funny yet not funny.

anyway.
Happy belated birthday to teeyong and Sharona!!
one's 15, the other's 18, put them both together you get 33. chey. doesnt rhyme. oh well.

AND. The person who was bugging susu turned out to be jon tang. HAHAHAHHAHHA! :)

@ 15:47

Saturday, January 14, 2006

Oh My Shit.

OH MY SHIT. Yes, oh my shit. My com is freakin screwed up. It kinda like reformatted itself by itself?! Damn weird. And I'm so so so freaking out. mamamia what happened!! When I logged on, suddenly all the icons that were supposed to be there wasnt there, and I have no more Windows Media Player, iTunes, MOZILLA FIREFOX:(, and MSN Messenger!! wth la! so freakin screwed up. I'm kinda like shivering and all. Hahahhaha. And now the best thing is that I can't download firefox abd msn messenger back. :( i'm so gonna die. And EVERYTHING stored in "My documents" got wiped out. All the pictures, the conversations, the timetables, and OH MY SHIT I just realised, my dad's church stuff and my mum's teaching stuff! Hello people we are so dead.

HOW! HOW! HOW! I lost all my images!! I'm depressed. Well, and I also cannot change the desktop wallpaper because of some formatting problem. But thankfully, the stuff in the "D" drive hasnt been wiped out. So most of my pictures are there and some conversations i saved in my folder are still there. But still! i've got no firefox and messenger!! and some of the songs that I uploaded from CDs where wiped out too. and my WHOLE iTunes Music Library got wiped out too so now I have to like slowly add one file by one file. SEESH.

Oh forget it. Maybe God does this for a reason. I'm sure He has. So I'll just trust Him. I mean like, I'm not a com genius so I cant reformat the WHOLE computer, and neither do i know how to retrive back all these information.

Heh and I havent eaten for more than 14 hours. woohoo priscilla. hahhaha kidding about the woohoo part.

I just figured out that my dad's computer in the office crashed on him so he says it might be virus although we both think that my sis had something to do with it. mark tan if you see this you are not to say a single thing about this to her. and i simply refuse to think that it was becuase yesterday was friday the 13th. maybe I subconsciously do, but i keep telling myself its only superstition.

@ 09:54

Thursday, January 12, 2006

Hello.

Hello. why are kids so cute?
hello why are you in my turf.
hello why are you disturbing my sleep in the morning!! go away lar so-and-so.
Hello why did I pay a stupid dentist 40 bucks to hear him say crap?
Hello i like eating mcspicy double. Y.U.M.
Hello I dont know what to blog about today.
Hello I think I should end.
Hello and byebye.

@ 18:26

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

I shall make a new checklist. :)
Tho it hardly gets completed.

this is the old one i did in november.

Heymath
give letter to susu
zhou ji
read the chinese book
brush up on my chinese
do up blog
learn guitar!!!
exercise
lift weights
do up jerry's blog
write seeyue's letter
pack room
practice piano
do up triothe

out of which...

Heymath
~~give letter to susu~~
zhou ji
read the chinese book
brush up on my chinese
~~do up blog~~
~~learn guitar!!!~~
exercise
lift weights
~~do up jerry's blog~~
~~write seeyue's letter~~
pack room
practice piano
do up triothe

and let's see how much I have come.

~~give letter to susu~~
~~zhou ji~~
~~read the chinese book~~
brush up on my chinese
~~do up blog~~
~~learn guitar!!!~~
exercise
lift weights
~~do up jerry's blog~~
~~write seeyue's letter~~
~~pack room~~
practice piano
~~do up triothe~~

I managed to cross out 4 more. hahaha. i want to kill april. she loaded me with damn a lot of stuff to compile. but at least it shows she's responsible. Good Job darling, we shall go around and make so much trouble within the school if it's within our means. hahha. kidding.

p.s. I just realised mingdao wished me merry christmas on my blog today! hahahaha I feel so loser lol.

@ 12:35

Monday, January 09, 2006

Happy Birthday!

Today marks the

st birthday of my blog! And therefore, I present to you, a virtual birthday cake. go ahead, take one slice. :)

speaking of birthdays,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ETHEL AND ELIZA SOH! (: you guys rock! It was super fun meeting you during camp and during school?
May you too twins continue to grow in the Lord's wisdom and in His favour and with men too!
And here's something for Ethel that i found while browsing the net.

click here next time you and lucy can go start business. lol.

Hahahaha here's my first post of my blog:

hi! this is the first official entry. why is it that i always erm...ai yah, nvm lah.
today church so fun. went to mcdonalds for lessons. actually just to know each other lah cause christie never come. :D
baby got back is stuck in my head. haha.

sigh, eat so much then so full. i sure put on weight. then i think hieght and weight tmr. sigh.

sounds damn immature la! but i guess i was. I've grown a lot since 2005, both physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. It would be quite sad if i didnt grow in any of these areas right? And my sense and style of blogging has definitely changed for the better and grown. and now my entries come with images and pictures. well, some of them.

Anyway, take care you guys. love you three to bits!

Wow did I tell you that my brother slapped me on his birthday? hahaha cos he was 'complaining' that his pants were damn low and whatever shit, so i went to pull it down but it didnt come down. hahaha so i think he got pissed then he went to slap me. lol.

And I ate beer candy on Sunday (In church) thanks to hongxuan! :) thank you!!! heh cos he was having a hangover. HAHAHAHAHHA.

Well, today i ended up slapping myself damn a lot of times during history cos i had to shut up myself from making too many corny jokes. and my art teacher is so gay! *does secret sign 1*. AHAHA.

@ 16:05

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Gromit from wallace and Gromit is cute. And so is allie. I want both of them to be my pet(:

It's a damn cold night..........

hah. and day. It's been really cold these few days and i dont have you here to keep me warm. but i'll be fine. because I'm on FIRE for God(:

even if THAT didnt make sense. hahahaha.

and you were the one that told me how songs speak about life and you can almost reply everything with a line from a song.

@ 15:28

Saturday, January 07, 2006

So Much To Say

I dont know why I have so much to say, maybe due to less blogging these days.

I'm missing to many people. I miss you, and we havent caught up in a long long long while. :). stop playing games and work harder this year cos it's your beeg O's gideon! :)

And i miss my shifu!! bah he disappeared! (not physcially of course). I miss playing solitaire showdown. hah.

And i've said this a million times but i need to say it again and i miss you(1) so bad. maybe you dont feel it, but i feel that it's draining me out. i thought things were gonna get better and they were, but now it's going down more than ever before.

i miss you(2) real bad too. I'm so sorry for all that I did. I'm so sorry I let you down. I'm so sorry that I let you go. I'm so sorry i let it go. I'm so sorry that i didnt cherish you enough but now when I realise every mistake i did, it's too late to turn back the effects of time and now you're gone to some place in time where i can no longer be your good friend and i can no longer call you and talk to you. you used to be the one calling me but now you dont call me back or you never seem to want to talk. i dont know why you mean so much to me, but you obviously do. i may be gone from your life, but you will never be gone from mine. but it wont matter to you anyway. i dont expect you to do anything because i know you wont. but i cannot and never will forget you and whatever we used to do. but as long as you're happy and safe, i'm satisfied.

I Miss You - Avril Lavigne
I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad

I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found
It won't be the same, oh

I didn't get around to kiss you,
goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again,
I know that I can't,

I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly

The day, you, slipped away
Was the day I found
it won't be the same, ooh

I have had my wake up
Won't you wake up.
I keep asking why.
I can't take it
It wasn't fake.
It happened you passed by.

Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere your not coming back

The day, you, slipped away
Was the day I found
it won't be the same,
No, the day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same, oh

I miss you

@ 12:54

The End Of The Week

Mood - Good :)
Music - Slipped Away

Yep, one week have zipped past by us again. Not that I'm complaining. These few days talk about being blur! As I said before, I noticed a bruise on my shin only on tuesday when it happened on saturday. And I fell off the bed while being super duper wide awake and scrapping my knee and getting two bruises on the same knee. And The next incident is not blur at all, it's due to pure laziness to move my mouth in a certain way now and then. right. Hahaha I cannot speak chinese!!!! Properly I mean. Bean stop saying I sound like a foreigner!!! Oh technically I am cos I come from Singapore, not China. OK so no worries about not being able to speak proper chiense priscilla chan! :)

Well, the new year's not so bad afterall, except for a certain few incidents. Apart from that and acting like a primary 2 on monday night and the dirty canteen all thanks to the primary school and giving 2 or 3 teachers bad impressions of me and already falling asleep during one lesson and hurting my knee and stuff like that, 2006 has been good so far.

Me aside, today is my brother's birthday!!! :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU TWIT :) MAY YOU GROW MORE HENSEM AND GET LESS PIMPLES AND ATTRACT MORE GIRLS SO I CAN TEASE YOU ONCE AGAIN! AND MAY YOUR WALK WITH GOD GROW BETTER EACH AND EVERYDAY SO THAT IN WHATEVER YOU DO, YOU DO IT FOR HIM, AND FOR HIS GLORY AND NOT FOR MEN.
take care bro, love you lots(: .

@ 11:03

Thursday, January 05, 2006

Hah.

Mood - Satisfied :I
Music - You're Beautiful

Ahh. Yesterday was chaotic trying to choose PW groups. Its was..um, chaotic but yet it was quite funny at the same time.

And today I discovered that...hhahaha *** had underarm hair! HAHAHAHHA. and went macs for lunch. APPLE PIE! :)

Mm, I dont really feel like blogging much today. :)

@ 20:51

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

hello. only a few sentences for today.

I've decided to work harder.
Today I almost got into shit
I fixed a few sewing machines today :)
I think i saw tiffany's guy friend/bf/ex today at the mrt station. AHAHAH. but to malu if i go ask then he say no. hah.

anyway. Crashed 2e dunno how many times today. hahaha.

@ 16:02

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

my cl-ASS. hah. full of shit. not in a good way you know, like the way 1d was. anyway. the people arent that nice, my seating arrangement isnt perfect either. but i guess my teacher's are fine.

But I really really really miss 1d so so much. And I really missed 2005 so much. I cant understand either why I was crying last night. But, I'll get over it. There's no time to look back, just trust in God.

Take my hand and hold it tight
Be my guide and be my light
I'll follow You where'er You lead me
Even tho I cannot see

Yes Lord, even tho I dont know where 2006 will lead me to, I know that You have a plan for me and even when I cannot see where you are leading me to, Lord I want to be able to follow you and I need You here with me Lord. Grant me the wisdom to discern the things that are confusing and issues that I cannot seem to understand. Lead and I'll follow. In Jesus' name, Amen.

@ 15:49

Monday, January 02, 2006

ee yer.

I HATE 2006. I hope my opinion will change by the end of this year.

Still. I know You have a plan for me. Therefore, lead me and I will follow. I just pray that You will keep me by Your side throughout this year. amen.

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am Yours.

Saturday's bbq was fun. Though I got dunked by everyone a thousand times and I dunked everyone a thousand times too. And Luwin wanted to dunk me, but I pulled him into the pool also. hahaha er and the same thing happened to me too. lol. And the esplanade photos are finally uploaded. But since school's starting, i'm too lazy to upload them. Why not you go on the esplanade tour yourself and it'll be much more fun that way eh. And my eyes have been getting really itchy/pain and red. but the thing is, only the bottom half is red. AHAHA. strange but true.

ok i have to do my homework now. :P

birthday boy mark! well, its not his birthday anymore..but. haha. ya i took it on his birthday. :D

SU CAMPERS! (click for larger version)

@ 13:50

Sunday, January 01, 2006

2005.

Oh great. Im typing this out again because firefox crashed on me just when i was almost done blogging.

2005. A great year no doubt, despite many many things that happened. 2005 will be missed. And I still miss 2004.

One thing that makes me think of 2004 are songs. Songs that were frequently played on the radio during that time makes me think of the things we did during those times and those silly stuff that we would go around doing. MG PLUS, and stuff like that.

Looking back as Weizhen predicted, 2005 for me was a year of love.pain.friendships.pain. and other stuff that i cant remember

It was a year where I made new friends.
It was a year where friendships were strenghten(sp)
It was a year where some were renewed.
It was a year where some we re either lost of broken.
It was a year where i got my first demerit point in school.
It was a year where i started doing many things behind my mum's back.
It was a year where I made good friends outside school and church.

As I was listening to the Top 98 Songs of 2005 on Power 98, and the top 100 songs of 2005 on 987fm, they were playing those all so familar songs that again brought back so many many memories of 2005 that will never be erased. And if you want to know, the top song of 2005 on power 98 is Untitled by SP and the top song of 2005 on 987fm is YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL BY JAMES BLUNT!! :) :). And I just sat on the sofa stoning and thinking of the year that went by just like *snaps fingers* THAT.

School
I finally tried suan la tang and satay beehoon. And I answered back to a teacher when I wasnt supposed to. (MRS SIM PEOPLE.)=/.

Movies
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Series of unfortunate Events, Spongebob, Howls' moving castle, Madasgar(sp), Star Wars EP III, The Island, Charlie, Corpse Bride, Sky High, Just like heaven, HP, Narnia.

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i liked this movie best. I cried so much even my brother could hear me. It's super sweet. I'm gonna buy the dvd/vcd. :P.

friends
I managed to K.I.T. (keep in touch) with people from CFG. AHH I TOTALLY MISS CFG.
and school rocked because of friends, And church was fun also because of friends.

camp
Aaron Lim and wong. Amos, Asriel, Bro Ben, Caleb Chan, Caleb Lim, Charissa, Charles, Christie, Sis deniece, Bro Edwin, Eliza, Elroi, Evan, Eunice, Gideon, James, Sis Kai Eng, Kimberly, Bro Jeff, Jayven, Jordan, Liwei, Lucy, Mark, Bro Minjie, Ryan, Sam Chan, Sam Wong, Sister Serene, Serene, Tee, Tim, Yangkai. I'm really sorry if i forgot anyone of you. :(

some photos I managed to dig out from camp.
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school
some photos i managed to dig up again.

1D 05. bat. char. lala. cheryl. renjean, xiao, nic, daph, amy, gis, jac, jaime, shu wei, sherlynn, yuen, ivfen, jer, vera, april, xinyi, zhang, lianne.

handbells

CHURCH.
everyone is so special to me, I'll name the whole church. yipee.

I'm so sorry this post is so shitty because of sutpid firefox. see lar ryan. tell me wrong info. but i sitll shall stick to firefox.

meanwhile, HAPPY 2006 EVERYONE!

and for christmas i was early, for new year i was late. haha you wont get that but i'm sure THE PERSON does.

@ 18:28

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