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Friday, September 30, 2005

End of earth

Dear readers,
It brings me great displessure to break this news to you - the earth is ending. We don't know when, we don't know which hour, but we know it's soon.

"³⁶No one knows about that day or hour, not even
the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father.³⁷ As it was in the days of Noah, so it will be at the
coming of the Son of Man."

Matthew 24 :26-27

How do I know you ask. Well to put it simply, it's all in the Bible you duts. And how do I know it's true? It's in the Bible too. Not once, not twice, but thrice as in says so in Matthew 24, Mark 13 and Luke 21.

"⁸He replied: "Watch out that
you are not deceived. For many will come in my name, claiming, 'I am he,' and,
'The time is near.' Do not follow them. ⁹When you
hear of wars and revolutions, do not be frightened. These things must happen
first, but the end will not come right away."
¹⁰Then he said to them: "Nation will rise against
nation, and kingdom against kingdom. ¹¹There will be
great earthquakes, famines and pestilences in various places, and fearful events
and great signs from heaven." "
Luke 21 : 8-11

In verse 8, they are obviously refering to the false christ who is coming in October, and he is only just one of the many that is to come. In verse 9 and 10, they are refering to the Iraq war. On verse 11, they are refering to the many recent natural disasters that took place recently. And they even have evidence of the tsunami :

^{²⁵ "There will be signs in the sun,
moon and stars. On the earth, nations will be in anguish and perplexity at
the roaring and tossing of the sea."
Luke 21 : 25

There will be no escape ( Luke 21 : 21-22), but still, we must keep watch, as
this is Jesus' command.

"²³So be on your guard; I have told
you everything ahead of time."
Mark 13 : 23

^{³⁵"Therefore keep watch because you
do not know when the owner of the house will come back—whether in the evening,
or at midnight, or when the rooster crows, or at dawn.³⁶If he comes suddenly, do not let him find you sleeping. ³⁷What I say to you, I say to everyone: 'Watch!'
Mark 13 : 35-37}
But I am not afraid.
"Heaven and earth will pass away, but my words will never pass
away."
Matthew 24 : 35, Mark 13 : 31, Luke 21 :33
Even so, come, Lord Jesus. Amen.
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( For something similar, visit the second coming)}

@ 17:54

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

random:)

i took the wrong bus again yesterday! i took 74 cos xiao tell me wrongly. aiyah nvm la. :D.

and i've been really caught up with sukodu. uncle says i like mind games. which is not true. i just find this interesting. haha xiao didnt like it at first but she later found out that it is quite cool.

ahh tile painting rocks. i just wish mine was neater and less immature. i love xiao hui's and nic's (not your scissors, or maybe both) tile. there is beauty in simplicity(: .

@ 16:05

Sunday, September 25, 2005

Positronic Robotic Individual Skilled in Calculation, Immediate Learning and Logical Assassination

@ 18:23

a little story

"A little girl and her father were crossing a bridge.
The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter, "Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river."
The little girl said, "No, Dad. You hold my hand."
"What's the difference?" asked the puzzled father.
"There's a big difference," replied the little girl. "If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go."

In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person whom you love rather than expecting them to hold yours . . .The beauty of life does not depend on how happy you are. But on how happy others can be because of you!!! "

-from an email i received

@ 17:59

Friday, September 23, 2005

hahha!

mood - silly :P
music - i predict a riot

argh omg today is such a great day to end the week! ok i feel like bloggin abt today so i shall! the day started out bad as SOMEONE didnt bring smth. and thankfully during chinese lao shi was doing some stuff i mangaed to sew my folder together. yup, you got it, sew my home e folio. kinda cool eh. haha! then during reccess so poor thing, the yong tau fu lady ask nic where was xiao and i since we went to buy mee siam. so i felt quite guilty aft finishing my mee siam i went to the yong tau fu stall to buy the original salty thing (ok tt's cos i dun know what it's called) and cos got no seweed chicken xiao nv buy. so mean!! then during reccess we were playing hangman and xiao's stupid robocop joke! so we decided to play "joke of the year hangman". WAH SO FUNNN !!

then during english we were supposed to do a timetable so i put my slot frm 5-6 monday to friday one tree hill. then she point to it la!! oops. waht to do. i love one tree hill.

then home e.aiyah spoiler la. so shant talk abt it.

then mrs tan ask xiao go 1m, she thought 2m. so we went 2m and saw lao shi there! haha! so funny la go maluate me!!

then we went back to class and play joke of the year hangman again but no more joke of the year. os we listed them down and ivfen thought that we were trying to make up a story with random words. so we explain and re-enact all the joke of the year. the indian man one was soo funny la! and yea, so retarded la.

and we watch R&J for VE!! and this romeo's friend was THE guy from bring it on! waaa!! lianne and i were going SO crazy about him. and we were almost screaming everytime he appeared on screen. he rocks. he's handsome!!

ok go home! so retard also la!! i took 157 then i fell asleep so when i got up to go to the door the stupid bus was turning and i fell on this woman the the girl opposite me! so maluating!! then my wallet fell, and i knock over this lady's watch. so the guy who picked up my wallet also was showing me the watch. then i was like "no this is not mine". aiyah soooo maluating! urgh.

then i got of the bus to change bus. i was supposed to take 98 but i saw wrong bus and took 99! then i was wondering how come the route was so weird. then i saw the bus thing bus services 99 and 134. OOPS. wonrg bus! thankfully i knew the area QUITE well so i got off the stop and walk all the way home. so long la! was sweating like a pig. haha then the worst thing was that i was carrying my winnie the pooh cushion! aiyah almost 1km okay! :(. haha today was so chaotic! and it was fun yea. :)

@ 17:00

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

ai eee!

mood - happy
music - you and me ((:

i FINALLY got i predict a riot! next song target : everyday i love you less and less and all these things that i've done. my kaiser chiefs and the killers respectively.

ok i need to go study and play with picasa! :)

thankewww giddyy!

@ 17:19

Monday, September 19, 2005

weizhen darling i love you and here i your present! :) take care darling. :) 100 stars for you to wish upon and a little ice-cream stick for your sweetness! ((:
priscillalala

@ 18:45

mood - moodless
music - dirty little secret

Let me know what I've done wrong
When I've known this all along
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret (dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone
Or you'll be just another regret (just another regret)
Hope that you can keep it
My dirty little secret

Who has to know?

When we live such fragile lives
It's the best way we survive
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret (dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone
Or you'll be just another regret (just another regret)
Hope that you can keep it
My dirty little secret

Who has to know?

The way she feels inside (inside)
Those thoughts I can't deny (deny)
These sleeping dogs won't lie (won't lie)
And now I tried to but it's eating me apart
Trace this nightmare

I'll keep you my dirty little secret (dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone
Or you'll be just another regret (just another regret)

I'll keep you my dirty little secret (dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone
Or you'll be just another regret (just another regret)
Hope that you can keep it

My dirty little secret
My dirty little secret
My dirty little secret

Who has to know?
Who has to know?

@ 18:12

Sunday, September 18, 2005

so how?

mood :(
music - dirty little secrets

got HCL and bio test tmr. so how? so stressed.

and i oso very stressed with this! ok thing is if i want to go for handbells carolling, i have to give up my whole december. but i want to go for SU camp so badly! i have been waiting for like 1 whole year to do this. i want to talk to so many people whom i made friends with only after the camp. i want to play the finger game with my shifu and learn bridge from him, i want to talk to my uncle, i want to give more stuff to my ex-mortal, i want to catch up with so many people. but if i go for carolling, it gives me a higher chance of becoming chairman and of course more cca points. and i love handbells. and carolling would be fun. i want both! so that means im torn. which means i need help in deciding. which means you reader (visitors or friends) must help me make a choice by commenting but if u find tagging easier (which is not). okay thanks a bunch!

and today i played with patrick for a long time! ah thank you so much luwin! and jerry finished my starburst. but i guess it's okay. cos he's really nice(:

@ 16:33

Saturday, September 17, 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIFU!!! :)

mood - sad and happy (:)
music - dirty little secrets

ah i love this song. and i love everyday i love you less and less and i predict a riot! gosh those songs are so no sense. and that makes them nice! and im sad becuase I CANT DOWNLOAD THE LATTER SONGS OFF THE INTERNET! and gideon has too many computers to know which one he put it in!

happy birthday shifu! and its in orange! your favourite colour! (i think. :D) thank you for all the advice that you've given me, and played countless games of solitaire showdown! thanks for entertaining me and playing all my stupid lame games! :)

@ 11:27

Thursday, September 15, 2005

disappointment

mood - disappointed :(
music - goodbye my lover

today pw was good. just that the library was friggin cold. brrr. oh well presentation was quite fine. but then everytime i look at mrs chen, its as though she keeps shaking her head! wa i scared she fail me. cheryl sed tt i was speaking too fast and too soft. darling, i could hear my own echo! hm...but oh well. im very proud of it! :) liwei commended us too! :). he says we're very professional. ting dao le mei you?! (did you hear that?!). P.R.O.F.E.S.S.I.O.N.A.L. hehe okay me and my egoness.

aft sch i send to clementi (mg primary) to help out in the handbells. haha im psychic okay. that day, which is today, mrs lim/miss mag tan didnt come to sch. so i help. goodness they are downright R.U.D.E. okay this stupid girl la. the big-sized one. im so not biased okay. and she and her friend was gossiping about me, in front of me!! can you believe it? at least be more secretive la! but i knew those people will hate me cos they are no good but think they are good. they should hear our last year syf piece or the sec handbell choir. even the beginning team in sec sch is better. and they are supposed to perform in sydney next year. honestly, i'll rather they not go can. dun spoil hte name of handbells primary choir. no wonder mr fong made those threats. this years batch is =/. oh well nothing much i can do. mrs yeow please please please come back!

happy birthday my darling weizhen! i love you!

@ 17:38

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

aiyah im too lazy to do mood. urgh. blogger is like suddenly the fonts on my com is so small. cant see my words. hehe. but other than my blog i guess the rest of the fonts everywhere else is quite nice this way. today was quite funny. music always so slack. so we tell jokes and blah blah blah. and com lessons was so cool. and thankfully for com lessons, if not i wldnt be able to do the pw powerpoint.

and then today art was quite funky. aiyah tiff and tricia so bimbo nowadays. feel very sad. oh well. hahaha. today on the bus i saw rachel church. cool eh.

aiyah pw so sickening. xiao and nic, i pity you. im giving you moral support!

haha funny story for today!

"no i dont intend to get a boyfriend"
"but maybe you'll change your mind in 5 years time"
"huh huh huh? what matthias time??"
"no no no...i said maybe you'll change your mind in 5 years time"
"huh?! since when was matthias in the picture?!?!?"
"NO NO NO!! maybe you'll change your mind IN 5 YEARS TIME"
"ohhh"

haha just like let your ears be ears (yes be yes) and your nose be nose (no's be no's)

@ 17:17

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

to God be the glory

mood - happy (:
music - follow through(:

i passed my piano exam! but i missed merit by TWO marks. urgh. wahaha thats quite sad. but uncle said " be contented lah". ok so i shall be. and i DIDNT get brain block during hist and chem.

oh goodness it was so funny during reccess. yuenny went to buy the warm coffee (kopitiam type) and then stir stir then complain " aiyah the coffee looks soo bitter!" then she drink already "actually its not that bad...but its so hot!" hahaha so i bought it from her for 40 cents (she bought it cos she wanted to stay awake during lessons) so she could buy something else which had caffine - coke! haha okay that's the joke for today! nvm if u didnt find it funny!

to God be the glory
great things he hath done
so loved He the world
that He gave us His Son
who yielded His life an atonement for sin
that opened the life gate that all my go in

praise the Lord! Praise the Lord!
let the earth hear His voice
praise the Lord! Praise the Lord!
let the people rejoice!
oh come to the Father
through Jesus the Son
and give Him the glory
great things He hath done!

@ 20:01

Saturday, September 10, 2005

but you have to follow through

mood - sad :(
music - follow through

yup. 2 more days to school. 26 days to exams. im depressed. but ive found my motivation! shhh..im not telling you. you can go ahead and think about it. only a certain person knows. so if you dunno you're not my motivation! :p.

ooo i cant wait for my starburst. im gonna have to do jerry's blog so i cant earn my starburst. henestly, it beats washing cars rite? ;)

@ 12:34

Friday, September 09, 2005

end

mood - sad :(
music - follow through

sobness. end of holidays. okay let me check back my old checklist:

pw report }
home econs folio }thursday
~~jian bao~~
chinese storybook
piano
piano lessons
tidy room
bio project (thursday)
read 1,2,3 library books
fix up jerry's blog
exercise
heymath reading ASSignment

and now my NEW checklist :
~~pw report~~
home econs folio
~~jian bao~~
chinese storybook
piano
piano lessons
tidy room
bio project
read 1,2,3 library books
fix up jerry's blog
exercise
~~heymath reading ASSignment~~

so sickening! my mum caught me watching one tree hill last night! (this morning rather).almost 12.25 am then she open the door. and i was like talking to asriel also! then she was like "what are you doing here" then i thankfully hung up before that and put the phone behind me so i just point to the tv. blah blah blah then she was also like "i was wondering how come so late the light outside still on so i came here to check. come go to sleep. early to bed, early to rise makes a man healthy wealthy and wise...blah blah blah" so i just went back. duh i so felt like going back. i was so pissed i couldt sleep anyway. so i went downstairs to on teh tv. but then the sound the tv makes when u just on it is l.o.u.d. at night. aiyah so sickening. i must must must must call lianne to find out what happened. i still remember the last line in onetreehill before i had to turn it off : game over. maybe my game was really over.

goodie me. managed to strike off 4 more out of a possible 9.all i have to do is just exercise later this evening and i'm more than halfway done! whoots. yea. yesterday at lianne's house it was really fun. and i finally overcame my fear of dogs. hehe maxi, you're so cute! and i saw alex polstra! looks like any other ang mo guy. from close he so does not look like utt! so sad. i love utt. haha i think he's cute! ;).

prisci : did you know that they say in this world there are 5 people who look exactly like you?

xiao : really? i want to find my other 5!

*roars of laughter*

me : jaime only need to find 4. her sister looks like her! and i also only need to find 4 because of my brother.

lianne and xiao: oh yes! you look exactly like your brother!

me: and nic only need to find 3! becuase her sis and her mum look like her!

what's yours?

@ 16:04

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

holdays?

mood - fed up >=/
music - fix you

holiday? give me a break! i shall just type in my timetable and check list here for the fun or it

pw report }
home econs folio }thursday
~~jian bao~~
chinese storybook
piano
piano lessons
tidy room
bio project (thursday)
read 1,2,3 library books
fix up jerry's blog
exercise
heymath reading ASSignment

so xian diao. i'd rather go army luwin. just that i wont like the bath times. and after watching lenith play warcraft it was quite interesting. maybe i'll play it during holidays. :)

@ 11:58

Monday, September 05, 2005

hi Here

Dear Here(daphne),

I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for encouraging my, even if you think you did nothing much. It now occurs to me that msn nicknames are so nicky anymore. But they have a lot of reason and meaning.

When the things around you make you want to hide, remember God gave hope,
to
keep a smile inside!

And after my very depressing post, on came Here, and you made me cheer up. And for once in my life I have never just read one sentence and just cry, because it just shows how emotionally dry I am like a sponge(sorry luwin for plagarising, if thats how u spell it), then even when a person(daphne) comes to give me water, I reject it by squeezing it out(crying). But its different. I cry because im touched, because God sent an angel through the computer to cheer me up and
get me back on my feet. To be able to stand up again and face the world, is by far one of the greatest feelings I've ever felt.

<3,
Prisci
(there)

okok i got some really interesting msn names to post up. though some of it is really old

"you make me come, you make my complete, you make me completely miserable"

"arrogant humility"

"the power of worship"

"a paper fist- [of mocking blue]"

"fortune tellers predict your future, but God holds it in His hands"

"Oh LORD have mercy on me"

"you cant manufacture miracles "

"oxygen + morons = oxymorons"

@ 10:05

in the morning

mood - moodless
music - fix you

I've been generally depressed these few days, or at least according to somebody. I dont know if tis true but recently maybe it has. My posts are beginning to get shorter and shorter, becoming less and less interesting. I really have to kowtow to my shifu because even when he's depressed he dosent show it, and can even come up with interesting postings. Maybe I'll ~~shit~~ shut down this blog and go spend my time mugging. To those people reading my blog, I think you're more worth it reading other people's blog than reading mine.

I really totally sucked out for term 3. I actually got a massive 21 points in my L1-R5, and in term 2 i actaully managed 12 points i think. Maybe it's the distractions like the com, my blog, radio, tv, and of course those long telephone conversations with this person. I'm sure you know who you are. I spent so many minutes talking to you, yet nothing came out of it. Nope, I didn't become smarter, skinnier, or whatsoever. Instead, I became more lost in you, lost in the fantasy of this telephone-friendship. Maybe I should call you just once more, to end everything. Or maybe I should just stop it once and for all. But then it'll be painful for me, maybe for you, too. Then I can't be your 'little sister', but you still have Serene, and I still have my 'cousin' and my real cousin. That way, I can concentrate on my end-years, and you can concentrate on you O`Levels. We can't both have our cake and eat it, therefore I'm gonna eat my cake so nothing will be there for me to remember you. So yesterday I sat on my bed, thinking of why I'm perhaps wasting my time talking to you when I could do so many other things like 'bathe', read etc. And I have thus concluded that maybe I really should stop talking to you and taking so many risks. And if you wouldn't mind, I'm going off to eat my breakfast.

@ 09:52

Saturday, September 03, 2005

fix you

mood - no mood
music - fix you

yeah. i'm not really in the mood to blog. but i'll just show you my fav song for now. i think i'll just turn my blog into some song thingy. just posting a song to how i feel each day.

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
when you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

@ 11:06

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