Mood: Pensive
Music: Rachael Yamagata - Be Be Your Love
I listen to this song so often, and yet I never ever get sick of it. I am reminded of the past, of how we used to be and all the nights we would stay up to talk about nothing in particular, or have 2 hour meals each time we met. I miss those times, I miss who you were back then, and I miss who I was back then, too.
But raking up those memories will not bring you back, and neither will thinking incestantly about you. It'll just torture myself, so I choose to bury and hide these memories, till one day, when this doesn't affect me anymore, I'll remember all the good times we had, and be glad that things ended. But as of now, I am not, I am not. I want you back, and I want that part of myself that you stole when you were in my life. Maybe I'm exaggerrating, it's a fact I do miss the past.
Today's tuition was so funny. All of us staying back waiting for 4pm to come, and studying and eating pizza, making fun of Ms Tan, as usual. I hated yesterday laoshi gave us homework just cuz we pissed her off.
And to either of you, I'm sorry, I can't be who you want me to be.
