I think I'm running dry. After Saturday's screwed up worship, it's like, I kinda gave up. All that I recently committed myself to not doing, I did. Such as, using my phone during service, zoning out, falling asleep etc. Even during youth meeting. It's like I didn't give a shit about anything anymore. And then I didn't do quiet time anymore. After youth meeting was PW meeting, which reminds me, I still have to do. After PW I met my sissy and Luwin to go shopping before Hairy Pootter. I swear I tried on different pairs of jeans at least ten times (different cuts, colours, sizes) before I finally decided on a pair. And my sister only tried her jeans 2 times before she settled on it. AND THEN, I saw the coolest belt ever. It was GREEN, and it was dual-coloured! Like, dark green on one side, light green on the other. So you could flip the buckle back and forth. Like a 2-in-1 belt. But the worst part was that it didn't fit me. Like I had to make more holes in it before it would be considered a belt that actually serves its purpose. And the lady said she couldn't make more holes, so...DAMN IT.

Today's ChristianFellowship was really really good. And getting the big black MONSTERRR is really good because it has Christian songs inside, and this song really spoke to me.

Till I See You, by Hillsong

Hi friends! Well, whether you like it or not, I am alive after terms! Neither of the scenerios I wrote before came true (thankfully...they were meant to be worse-case scenarios heh), so here I am, blogging! Okay I admit I haven't been blogging as frequently as I should be...I can't help it. Facebook > Blogger. And plus I always seem to have to do some school-based related work (like my Chinese lms I just remember shit...) and all sorts of stuff. But then I got kinda tired of re-reading the same entry over and over again, I shall update this time (:

Friday, the last day of school, was spent with Mr Harry Potter, re-building friendships, and...sleeping. Okay I slept so much over the weekend, it was amazing how much sleep debt I had. :/. And youth sunday, where lots of us ushered, and the AC Table..hahahaha.

So after the holidays, Sophie and I said "I must do all my homework, study.." but no nobody's surprise, we both slacked our weekend away. Apparently, it's something my class is very good at doing. Here's a conversation I had with my classmate:

Me: For everything you've done (or not), answers yes or no. Gp articles, Gp book review, PW EOM

KY: No. No. No.

Me: Are you planning on doing them this weekend?

KY: No.

N1. :) But I did stay up on Monday to finish my work, which meant that I slept at 3am and kinda fell sick the next day.

Meanwhile, getting back terms. I did BADly for Econs, Chem and Math. Go figure, if you can. I don't know if my mother had extremely low expectations of me (she didn't sound shock when I told her I was gonna fail econs), but when I told her my results, she said that it was "GOOD". Oh my goodness. Hopefully with my results I can squeeze out some reward. I am in dire need of new shoes hahaha.

Edward is not with my now, but I've got a big black MONSTERRRR and my mom's Poddy, so I can't be complaining. I don't know what I'm doingwith my mornings nowadays. I used to be able to do work so efficiently then. Now I'm just sleeping the time away, and stoning...or socialising. Heh.

To end of my very wordy entry (if you managed to read through everything, congratulations, you are my number1 fan hahahaha), here is an amazing chorus for you. It's so hauntingly beautiful, it stirs up so much emotion. It's just so...lovely.