Breathe in for Luck
mood - well (:
music - we can - leanne rimes
oh well. haha thanks gid for your advice and now i'm feeling much better!(: haha didn't know so many people can cry in one day or instantly. hahaha jermaine and i can become actresses. hahaha nvm nvm private joke. haha okay anyways. shit i just lost SO many marks in maths test. aiyah shifu i'll never make it lah. haha i hit it today. haha yeah i'm quite a gd shooter or so it turns out. haha maybe it's just the ball.(: then gis was like haha you have so many balls! to tiffany and we were like don't be sick. and i look like a filipino maid in my new ezlink card. seesh.
hahahahaha oh well. don't find much purpose in blogging. maybe i should shut this down for a while.
mood - weird :{
music - sympathy
i'm backsliding in everything. and worse of all, my faith. after DJW, i told lianne ," i think i'm backsliding," then say say say some stuff halfway i started crying. maybe i felt guilty and cried. maybe i felt sad and cried. crying in school is not my usual self and it's not my way of seeking attention, it just comes out of me. i don't even want so much attention. but just want to let my friends know that on somedays it's not the REAL me you are seeing but it's just a mask strapped over my face. a smile is just a frown turned upside down. but i am backsliding. i feel no purpose in my faith anymore, i no longer read the Bible everyday, and if i do, it's more routine than conviction. i don't pray everyday. if i do i'll fall asleep halfway. i don't even pray seriously in church. somehow being a Christian no longer bears any meaning to me. somehow things aren't the way they seem ANYMORE. i lost all purpose in life. i only chase and lust after materialistic and earthly stuffs and possesions. things aren't the way they seem anymore. swear words are coming out more easily than before out of my mouth. life is worthless to me, for now.
but then, i still have true christian friends that stick by and help me. like lianne, who lent me her shoulders (and tummy!) to cry on and to hug on for support and for me to pour out everything to her.(: and to jaime for encouraging me and offering to pray for me.(: thanks guys, i REALLY REALLY appreciate it but somehow i still don't feel the same. maybe i should ask john for advice. or shifu. or just God.
i really love you lianne and jaime, although you guys don't visit this but i want to thank you. (:.
mood - unwell. =/
music - better off - ashlee simpson
rah today jackie and i made a pact today(:. then free period was so fun! we were walking on each other's feet. and now my shoe is black. ): haha but it was fun man! then tiffie piggy-back me, and carried me on her shoulders! then esabelle did the same, then i was like lopsided!!! it was like SO funny. hahahaha oh well.
then after school we went science centre omni-theatre then i was like SO giddy i felt like vomiting! haha but i didn't. i still feel funny.
bleah, blogskin not working well. so shit lah!!!! haha sry. ill make changes another day yea. =/.
mood - happy (:
music - sympathy - goo goo dolls
wheee!!! i fell asleep in school today!! haha yes that's an achievment! no lah it was during a test! then i forgot to bring the xiao xiang gu book then i got like so low lah. hahahaha but at least i passed! hahaha then jackie is nice! so cute! (: . haha i got nth to blog abt.(:
mood - tired :0
music - goofy goober - spongebob squarepants
haha i love this song! thanks weizhen! i dunno why i always blog when i'm tired. haha maybe because i'm always tired! haha okay that's lame man. lol. okay today church was nice(: haha that's because o fthe 7-11 trips lah. :D. and um, yeah in the morning we sang and i did projectionist for the chior item cause tse lert wasn't there. and i still find it hard to believe that amos remembers sara's birthday. hahahaha. and yiwen's hair is funky man. haha but i don't really like it. anyways i wld hate it if it were on me. lalalalalala strange than your sympathy/all the thoughts you stole from me i just love this song. i command everyone to fall in love with me and with me. hahaha jkjkjkjkjkjkjkjk! i'm a crapper today. lol. and today we bought so many roulettes and i bought lime and we paid together so we could get the hello kitty magnet for her friend. hahahahahhaha.lalalalalalal. i love candy man. i lollipops. just that i'm too broke to buy more candies. aw..... lalalallala.
short post cause sch tmr! i hope u bought your hand lotion jackie!! hahaha.
Stranger than your sympathy,
And this is my apology
I'm killing myself from the inside out,
And all my fears have pushed you out.
And I wished for things that I don't need.
All I wanted
And what I chase won't set me free.
It's all I wanted
And I get scared but I'm not crawling on my knees.
Oh yeah, everything's all wrong, yeah.
Everything's all wrong, yeah.
Who the hell did I think I was?
Stranger than your sympathy.
I take these things so I don't feel.
I'm killing myself from the inside out,
And now my head's been filled with doubt.
And it's hard to lead the life you choose,
All I wanted
When all your lucks run out on you.
All I wanted
And you can't see when all your dreams are coming true.
Oh yeah, it's easy to forget, yeah.
And you choke on the regrets, yeah.
Who the hell did I think I was?
And stranger than your sympathy,
And all these thoughts you stole from me.
And I'm not sure where I belong.
Nowhere's home and I'm all wrong
And I wasn't all the things
I tried to make believe I was.
And I wouldn't be the one
To kneel before the dreams I wanted
And all the talk,
And all the lies
Were all the empty things disguised as me
Yeah.
Stranger than your sympathy.
Stranger than your sympathy.
-sympathy~goo goo dolls
i know the band sounds weird lah but it's a nice song.(: many things to say but i shall leave them unsaid.
mood - tired :O
music - o mighty cross (resounding in my head)
nat - haha yes nat i miss you and i can finally see you today!
giddyy - haha yes yes okay you stupid and dreaming soul nv come down when you COULD. hmph.
seeyue - haha i did! you nv see! haha maybe i didn't! OOPS.
chloe ong - haha THAT'S REALLY COOL!!!hahah i love the smell of tissues!
hahahaha so many tags. haha nvm. some weren't for me. ):. hahahaha anyways today i'm really happy.(:
1. i saw mark! haha he's really i NICE NICE NICE NICE guy. haha yeah you're great mark!
2. i saw natalie! then we ended up crapping during service.
haha so anyways during service nat and i were crapping and stuff. and mark was with violet. then nat was like 'OMG SHE IN MY SCHOOL!!!'. then we said some stuff which shld not been said so i'm not saying it.:P then we sang this song 'o mighty cross' haha yeah the cross is so mighty. hhahaha i actually sang it at school but in church it sounds nicer. hahahaha. then actually mark sings really well!!! haha then there was once that he go sing like a girl then nat sing like a guy. haha that is so funny man. then mark kept saying that i was damn cold haha it's only my hands mark! oh well i like his bubblegum. then me and nat were drawing i heart you on each other's hands then when i showed mark then he was like 'move away'. that kind of stuff hahahahahha he dosen't understand girls do this stuff. haha then i found out that he is left handed! rock on for i'm left-handed too! haha then he stole my hymnal. i was balancing it on the pew then he took it away. okay i think i took the wrong one lah. then like in our row only had 2 hymnals?! then behind nothing! then like infrontinfront got like 7?! then nat and i was so 'angry'. haha then they all met bob and bobby! lalala mark is so nice! hahah nat is so funky! and mark likes natalie's hair! and and and gideon could have comed too but then he didn't!!! so annoying! and then mark knows sara and weifen but sara dosen't know/forgot him! haha . then aft sevice i said to john 'you know i didn't really listen to the service after uncle chee chin was on?'. then he was like tsk tks tsk. then i was like ' and you said 'lend me your ears''. then he was like 'yah i said lend me your ears then never lend!'. haha so funny. and mark was drawing some flower. so nice. or at least nicer than mine. (:
then before lunch me and weizhen and my bro was playing some stupid game we made up on the spot and we were guessing songs transalated into chiense and the winner would eat 1 haribo roulette. hahha it's a secret game but weizhen ate all up in the end. hahaha you're so cute! sry i can't tag ur blog cause ur blog is not working on my com.
then at lunch weizhen and i were talking abt gid then weifen was like is that aaron wong's bro? then it was lah DUH. then weifen was like haah i know aaron personally but i don't know gideon personally. then i was like haha i know gideon personally but i don't know aaron personally. lalalala.
o MIghty cross
love lifted high
the Son of God
sent down to die
His sacrifice, on Calvary
has made the mighty cross
a tree of life to me
how touching.
mood - funny :@)
music - smth on serene's blog
cheryl - yes! haha i talk to you today! you're always caught up with yiling and stuff.
clairee - haha no we don't. haha but it's scary. singapore is TOO small.
life sciense test was terrible!! i was like...haha i can't describe it! like haha i was calculating half way cause i forgot my dilution factor!! so i was like haha my last answer was like 1080 microlitres. then i was reading it and it said pipette up the WHOLE soulution to the tip. then i was like HUH?! how do you do that!? haha then i do wrongly lor. so i redo! then while pipetting the tube Q halfway for some reason the water in the eppendoff tube squirted out!!! haha don't ask me why. then the table was wet. OOPS. then miss yeo was like do tube P then. haha then the liquid was like mid way?! so i think i lost marks. i got like just pass?! what's the point in passing then. so waste time. SEESH! go away books! come back marks! haha maybe this is long anyways.
lalalala. i talk TOO MUCH on the phone with my friends. it's time to get off. haha then my friend will say i add black sauce to his noodles. hahahahaha private joke! and i actually find great pleasure in studying. hahahaha it's fun to know that you have accomplished things. claire i promised you! so here i am!
hahaha i have so mang things so wruite about but i keep forgetting. thanks liwei for that e-mail! haha it's nice to know you think of me! i'm trying to find out and discover the good points of people and i'm coming close to that. i've found nice points in people, and i've grown to tolerate people more and more. jaime's nice, so is lianne and tiffany. haha do you know i'm biased against netballers? hahahaha but those 3 are an exception and lianne is really nice! i heart you! i like geog. okay that's random.
yesterday was to tiring! and i drank LOTS AND LOTS OF WATER!!! hahahahahaha hm..tell me that dosen't make sense. it makes dollars. haha i'm rich now!! whee i've reached 1000 visitors. yayyay.
i heart you natalie!
mood - happy (:
music - nth
i love...
...GOD! JESUS!
...my 2 best friends
...my 12 good friends
...my godbro
...my cfg mortal
...my shifu
...my chatting partner
...my laughing partner
...my church friends
...my handwriting
...myself?
...YOU.
i hate...
...hl
...lao shi
...un-original people
...bittergourd
...bimbos and bitches.
mood - tired :O
music - ghost of you - good charlotte
today in pe and we ran 2.4 altogether! BUT BUT BUT...before that, cause first we ran 2 rounds as warm up, then we did 50 men push-ups, 50 half-sits, 30 sit-ups, and 20 crunches wah lao i was dying already lah!
we had to train for 2.4, then our teacher 'gave' us discount, so we had to run 4 rounds!! SO!!!!...we ran only 2, then she say stop. but then while she was talking to us we had to jog on the spot, then she make us redo!! so we had to like run 4 round withought stopping AGAIN!! SO WE RAN 8 ROUNDS ALTOGETHER! i want to die okay!! so now my diaphram is hurting like mad and my thigh muscles are aching!!! URGH. so tiring lah!
then aft sch the xiao wang zi so funny. seeyue and i kept laughing then shannen was sighing at all our lame jokes. oh my!! gis is my angel! i didn't know that!!! hahahahah. blah blah blah so funny! oh well then the siao wang zi is gay!! hahahahha. first day of school, not that bad. at least i didn't get into trouble!
mood - sleepy :0
music- bring em out -???
seeyue - you are so weird lah. :P cya tmr!
mOO - i wasn't hiding! haha i went out to eat! but i saw you at um...offering??? :D
cg was more fun than i thought. weizhen came in the end but she ended up ponning cg too! hahaha so we started prank calling people. actually only 2. :(. haha first we called gid. but then he didn't pick up the phone. so we called amos. then my bro was like hello, i'm priscilla ah...i got a really bad sorethroat lah... haha but then he didn't fall for it then weizhen and i were like laughing and laughing while my bro was talking. haha so we planned to call gid saying hello vincent ah?? like in a chinese accent lah. hahaha so funny! then she said my house was freaky! she was like so sacred of the toilet?? so she went to the third floor one, but she was so scared! so she made my go downstairs with her and i had to wait outside the toilet! ai yoh...haha she's so funny. then she help me write my name on my pens! whee so sweet!
then today john said that i crapped on my blog. hahahahaahahaha but that's quite true. so he was like what i was talking abt mark's leg sexy and stuff lah...ahahaha so funny. then aft tt he told me not to take it too seriously. hahaahahaha as though i wld. i nv take anything seriously. :P
mood - reflective : I
music - worthy is the Lamb - hillsongs
wow...suddenly my font went small while i'm typing and it seems to be getting smaller! hahaha nvm.okay then again everything else went small. shit. i forgot what i was going to blog about. guess we'll just leave it as that then. i'm os touched by a person's kind and thoughtful actions although i did not expect it from that person. don't you just love the human race? no actually i don't. i just have amazing friends that i'm so proud of. too many to name and i'm scared i'll miss some people out. (:
mood - happy. (:
music - dreams - diana degarmo
seeyue - hahahahahaha i'm not telling you. ask mOO yourself!
giddy - hahah it's okay! and yes i watched spongebob!! wah lao so cute lah!!!
mOO - hahah yes you only tagged twice. ):
hahahahahaah last night me and my bro were playing truth or more truth. hahahah then all te questions come out and we were like rating people on how chio or shuai they are. hahahaha and..nvm i shall not say later he come after me. :D. then last night i also watched spongebob! ooo he's so cute! hahah athen the david hasslehoff??? go flex his chest then so funny!!! hahaha! i'm a goofy gooper! so cute!! argh!! haha and it's the third movie i watched and didn't cry! hahahahhah blah blahblah. i'm a crybaby. hahahahahah poof! blah balh balh. and mark has sexy legs!
mood- sad ):
music - walk with the stars - david arkenstone
wah! must work hard sia. mummy scold me.progress report damn low. ai yah. so sad sia. ai yah. i shld have seeyue's internet time. only on weekends. but then i'll miss talking to cfg people. so how? haha i dunno. and i can't go for the stayover at foochow. so sad. them amos want me to go. but then i not sure if i want to go! ai yah dun care lah! hmph. short posts for short people like seahorse.
mood - silly :?
music - hold on - JET
ah...why do i never get sick of this song? (: hahahha. yesterday forgot to tell you about the oil-blotching competition which my brother won!! haha but i think i would if i didn't blotch earlier on! stupid lenard lah! go swipe my head then say what reflection of my oil on his finger and stuff. hmph. but then he nearly won my brother! so the winner of the oiliest forehead goes to........SAMUEL CHAN!
anyways, was talking to amos for the first time yesterday. haha we talked like 3 TIMES yesterday. hahahahahaha. then he so silly lah. go call him so he miss call, then he called me back thinking that i called him so aft a while i was like your phone bill not high meh? then he was no i got free incoming. then i was like but you called me! then he denied then he thought for a second and shouted, ' oh yar hor!! call me back!" retard lah he. hahahahahahahahaha. then he was telling me about how there are 4 kinds of 'whatever'. one is the ****-XXX's whatever and dunno what bimbo whatever and gay whatever and stuff. ai yoh! all the crap he talking about! then dunno what theories he made up, well we both shared out theories. haha. he goes about how you talk to a person in a sleep like 'let me go for the stayover...let me go for the stayover...' and the next day the person says,'okay you can go for the stayover'. hahaha then i told him my snoring theory which i shall share with you too! haha it goes like this! : when a person snores, you just tap him'her lightly of kick also can provided the person dosne't wake up, then count for EXACTLY 10 seconds, the person will start snoring again! really! i've tried it out before. it is a tried and tested stuff.
oh why do i bother blogging about phone converstaions? haha cause whatever is so nice. then he said lame stuff i kept going whatever! then i realised that that is what we're talking about! aiyah...traits of a lame person. notice i'm not funny. :P then he asked my what's with my saying anyways. it's js ta nice way of shifting to topics rite? so as not to sound random. :P
haha first time blog so much about nonsense!
mood - weird. :{
music - none
weizhen - of course! i love you too! <333!
sze - whee! i'm all better now! thanks!
seeyue- honestly i have NO IDEA what you are saying!
gis- hahaha. thank you! haha rmb the OMG prisci i want to go!!! hahahahahaha. so weird and funny lah you. haha always brighten my day. unlike SOME PRAWN.SEAHORSE.
oh well. ahahhaha today watch howl's moving castle. so weird. then the howl guy was SO handsome. hahaahahahahaha so silly me. oh well. blah balh blah. we spend like over $10 in e-zone. ripping me off my money. urgh. hahhahahahaha. then aft we play air-hockey got sum guy was 'waving' at me? or was it to lenard??? ahahahaha. oh well.then i lost cheryl's flower. wah i'm so sad. i miss christie. ):
mood - pissed. >:/
music - none
wah lao i'm so angry. why? i'm not telling. but then * just 'scolded' me infront of weizhen. wah lao lah she who does she think she is? trying to be so great and stuff when all she does is try to be funny and nice infront of pple and tokking abt herself n tokking TO herself. HGRU.
mood - happy! (:
music - superstar - jamelia
whoa!!! i can't believe it! yesterday was a day of meeting pple!! like i went out with shuwei and yuenwai...then i saw liquan! so i just shouted her name ( yes i know that is embarrassing but wdv!) then she waved back to me! hahahahaha bwah i'm so lame. then aft the movie i saw joan with her guitar??? hahaha then i saw christopher m. lee!!!!!!!! and daphne khoo!! wah lao i get so excited everytime i talk abt it. hahhahahaha. then yuenwai wanted to go down so we went down, then i hugged christopher!! woohoo!!!!!! wah lao he is so super cute okay!! wah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wah lao!! i'm so happy lah !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyways, i'm so HAPPY!! then yw and sw go give me piggybank??? with sweets! haha so cute. then we watch movie! (: like my FIRST???? movie of the year.
then today naomi gave me more sweets! yay! i love sweets! and weizhen have me..more sweets!! haha she gave me monster candy! and a pair of beautiful earrings! thanks weizhen! oh yes while i'm writing this weizhen is like playing tennis. all the best! hope you're winning! and aft the tennis match she is coming over for dinner! whee!! i love you weizhen!
mood - excited (:
music - only one - yellowcard
wheee! going out soon! then aft tt, go for tuition.=/. then aft tt go eat dinner sumwhere. then aft tt slp. then sunday show my mum progress report??? hahah. slp does help. i feel better today. (:.
blah balh blah. i love you seeyue!
mood - sad D':
music - dreams - diana degarmo
today is such a faucky day okay. i kept cursing. damn it. first, forgot maths TB, then forgot to bring com studies ws. then forgot (and i think i lost it) project workbook. wah lao i'm damn pissed at myself okay. then i failed my tingxie again. it's like the third time. come on lao shi, can't you teach better?! and now i have to let my mum sign. i shall not ask my dad anymore. i shall face the music. and she shall sign and she shall flip back through the pages and see how badly i've done and she will notice that i asked my dad to sign the second tingxie. and i'm gonna get a beating. and i shall show her the progress report and i shall also die. and i shall cry just like i did before handbells. it's so low lah wah lao. biang lah. i have no idea how to face my mum. i was like crying out. thanks isabelle for comforting me and encouraging me and teaching me to face up to reality. (: . but i'm still sad. i wanted to run around the track. but then i had no time. i wanted to die, but i will die with regrets. so i shall wait till i've lived life to the fullest or so in my opinion, then i can die without regrets. just like nat said , i've fallen to deep into the pit.
i will neer be able to get out
i will be stuck.
you will never help me out no matter how strong you are
it is final.
my life is doomed.
weizhen i hate sec 1!
mood - weird :{
music - hold on - JET
heh heh, i'm listening to the same music. it's really encouraging lah. anyways, the nurse said that i had a crooked spine and that i had to sit up straight in class. well it's actually infront of the computer that i hunch like my business. yes it is not nobody's business cause it's my body. (:. anyways, i have to decide whether to watch hitch of series of unfortunate events, which is how the title come abt anyways ai yah i'm so lame.
i was talking with seeyue on the phone last night till about 11 pm. OOPS! hahaha and she was like I WANT TO WALK HOME!! so weird lah she. hahaha i love her so much! wheeee!!! sy muz read this kae? hahahahah she see then she'll go like duh aren't i reading it now? hahaha n if she dosen't, duh what's the point. hahaha I'M SO REALISTIC. anyways, i've totally made up my mind not to talk to HL MILK. she's annoying and look her cast on her leg got taken out. oh well, gd 4 her bad 4 me. no it's gd 4 me too cause tt way we dun have to give way to her. yep. she was still trying to act tough and being so 'independant' when xiaohui wanted to help her during life science she was like dun need. oh pls we all need help some time in our lives. but i'm not gonna give you mine or any pity or empathy. there are for more people in the world who will appreciate it better than you.
mood - full :I
music - gu dan bei ban qiu - ocean
hahaha i'm switching to chinese music just for today. hahahahahahahaha. today so cool man! like we had 5 free periods today okay! which makes out to me 2 1/2 hours of nutting. hahaha we were crapping and i was playing hangman and poor jaime give all we can guess b4 ani letters. hahahahahhhahaha and I SO DO NOT BELIEVE THAT HL-MILK GOT MSN N YET SHE SAE SHE GOT. i hate and can't stand people who lie okay. well if she's not lying i still can't stand her. :P. okay that's really mean but she snobs all the other people in class, even jaime. i can't stand people who think they are TOO GOOD for any and everyone else when it's THE OTHER WAY ROUND. gosh who do they think they are?! well certainly not people fit for me and i will just ignore her instead of shoot hurtful remarks on her since she snobs or snubs me then it's not really worth my time isn't it? but then again i feel guilty for treating her that way but then there is really only so much i can do or only so much i can stand people. haha and i don't judge people by their looks so even if that person is chio or tall, dark and handsome i still won't stand them. well, maybe i'll stand them for a longer period of time so i can stare at them or wdv. haha jkjk.
and tagboard isn't working and this little girl is pissed so please comfort her by tagging her. HAHA THAT IS SO IRONIC. oh well i'm hooked on oximorons.
and live twice is so nice!
i could only live to know/give up everything i own/just one more day with you/there's nothing i wouldn't do
blah i can't remember the rest but you can check it out here!
when i'm down you rub salt
when i'm angry you irritate me
when i call you you act blur and you always ignore me
you never talk to me when i want you to
you always PRETEND that you are busy
you say you would help me when i needed help
but when i ask you you never pick up the phone
it was all an act and thanks for letting me on to it
we could just be NORMAL friends but you didn't want
all this time you were pretending
SO MUCH FOR ME HAPPY ENDING!!!
i may never get over you but that dosen't mean i still like you
until now, I HATE YOU! FAUCK OFF YOU STINKY ASS!
mood - sad ):
music - hold on - JET
i shall not blog today. haha yes that's ironic. and in the morning we had class chapel and i was chosen to give a testi on how God has worked or touched my life. so i shared abt su camp. hahahahahahah and abt midnight worship abt how we REALLY DO NOT LIVE MY BREAD ALONE but by every word that comes from the mouth of God and of course, His strength. and during english ms kunalan was telling us not to use the phrase ' teenage children' cause it dosen't make sense(no 1 ironic point) and then a few minutes later she was using it. (ironic point no2). hahaha and the yes i shall not blog. oh well.
just finished talking to 'miss sea'. it's so weird when friends that WERE so close start talking again. sometimes they think everything is back to normal, sometimes they just want to not let this friendship burn out, sometimes it's just out of the blue, sometimes it's cause they want to tell/ask you something stupid. in this case, it was just asking me who is HIM. which she guess in the end. some friendships last, some don't. i'm still deciding which one this is. i was contemplating throwing away the christmas present she gave me 2 years ago in 2003.
and seeyue gave me such a touching present. i love that girl. so adorable. hahah so funny and i have decided not to tell my bro. hahahaha.
mood - awake =I
music - none
it's been 3 or 4 months since cfg and i'm still missing it tons. and the people. talking to sam wong now. hahahaha he's so crappy but i like crappy pple like sy and wz.! hahaha sry sy nv tag tag cause bz yea?
happy birthday zhang!
so late sia, cannot blog so much.
mood - happy! :D
music - only one - yellowcard
i thought inkwell was going to be such a failure. and i was so dragging to go to school today. but then gis made my day by wishing me happy birthday first thing when she saw me! haha and she even kissed me! hahaha i'm so happy and i didn't expect to see giddy today hahahahaha he's grown so tall. yay and he supported my stall, which was a pathetic stall by the way. and cheryl seah gave me a cute cute flower!!! and i ate like a lot of cotton candy but I DIDN'T GET TO DYE MY HAIR!! grr...then when i was going home i saw mark! but then my mum didn't allow me to say 'hi' cause we were going home soon. HMPH. then min feng didn't want to open the ice lolly so end up i open then my shirt kena stain!! hmph. hahaha i'm like still wearing the hairband with two shirts. hahaha so retard lah but it's so fun.
ai yah...i REALLY REALLY feel like ponning tuition but i can't and then at night got cell when i want to go to a friend's concert.
oh yes i nearly forgot to tell you about the x-men forest. there was this black cat with yellow eyes so nic and i called it mistique. then we saw a tree with scratch marks so we said that wolverine did it. then there were broken rocks so we said that lanche and cyclops did it. then a bird was flying on low ground so we said that jean gray was behind it and all sorts of lame stuff lah. so retarded.
then yesterdays swim heats was so what lah! all my cards got wet! then other stuff lah! ai yoh. then summore i oso last. grrrrr. then so late lah! thursday come home 7.20, friday come home 7.25, then tonight will reach home at 11 smth. i want to sleep.
mood - tired :0
music - some song on nat's blog
whee i'm so tired people. hahaha okay i'm too tired to type that many 'haha's'. yes i'm dead now and crossing my legs never seemed so nice. people cherish it okay. wah lao mrs*** was so biang lor...eat right in front of ther nv catch me then poor estelle kena caught. my gosh i'm so giddy now!! guess i stay too long on the boat. wah lao my head is spinning and i scared i sea-sick wanna faint sia. yes giddy i'm feeling your presence now. hahahahaha. and i was swaying in the boat yes so now i'm like swaying infront.
yes yes i'll blog about the x-men forest again one day. i need to go now! byee!
mood - happy (:
music - the day you went away - M2M
this month's lime is really great man. hahahahahahahahahaha ooo min feng is 'staring' at me. haha only her picture lah. hahahahhaa. yay i'm trying to invite people to my sch. yes. haha who wants to come and support my school? come as terrorist also can!! just burn down the whole school and pay back 20 million also can! hahahahahahahaha. our game booth is so not ready and it's so reatard. hahaha.
yes dunno why i can't think. oh yes stupid moe went about for a survey which was like SO BORING. ai yoh! siao lah they. then summore the test go give so long waste my time so i ended up falling asleep in the room. but i did the paper okay!
mood - nothing :I
music - worthy is the lamb - hillsongs
gid - heh heh yeah hope the roti prata is nice!
angel - haha i'll never get that retard cause the restaurant is glass!!!
just got off the phone with yuen wai and i just realised that i should stop shopping so much since i should save more money and that i should stop buying stupid stuff and being so materialistic and stop trying to act 'rich and cool' when i not. so i shall stop. there goes all my earthly desire and now the only thing i desire is ****(not telling) and being closer to God cause these days i've been drifting away from him. and now reading the Bible every night before i go to sleep has becomed more of a routine rather than a conviction.
bwah today xiao hui not here and i really miss her man. now i know how much she means to me. everyone except *** in 1d means a lot to me. i miss the times i had with ******. she used to be so nice to me. and now she is like so bimbo and all, wearing super low socks and stuff. i'm not surprised if her badge goes as low as she is.
and blogspot is so cheena with chinese now. grrr.