Okay for those that don't know, the past few days have been somewhat like shit. It got so bad I broke down in school. It was during a break though, thankfully. Still, crying twice in a day is a clear indication I'm not fine. But through everything, God has remained faithful. Today during CF worship, Jasmine talked about the prodigal son, and it really sounds like me. Like, we run away, but God's always there to welcome us with open arms. When I first read the parable, I thought the father was crazy. But God is full of so much love, he's always waiting there, for us to come back to Him.

And Pastor Joel's message on our personal value. We have value, because we are made in the image of God. And that alone is reason enough to warrant us precious in God's eyes.

I am just holding on to God more tightly than ever. I guess this trial was God's way of bringing me back to him. I asked God many weeks ago to bring me back to him, to play a more significant part in my life. Well, God answers prayers, just not in ways we expect. But I'll just take all these as training in character. So, be careful of what you wish pray for.

"Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance."

James 1: 2-3

None But Jesus by Hillsong

Dear God, I really need you.

Mood: Happy :)
Music: Pitbull - I Know You Want Me

Hello everyone! Week 3 of school is over, and orientation is half through! It's been so fun so fun, every morning spending time with my clan VASILIAAAAA, and dancing with Blossom hehe.

Wednesday was pre-orientation day, staying back after school for talks and our walk in rehearsal. The morning practices really helped!! And we were dancing all the way till about 9, went back with Ching Sheng and stuff.

Thursday in school by 6, and met my kids!! Our walk in was so awesome, everyone was just running on a high that words cannot express. Our stage dance got screwed up halfway, but at least we managed to fix it :) After that we met our kids (!!!) and I left halfway for H3, so I missed everything after that.

Friday was quite a good day, I had games duty with Wendy. Saw the CF people, and then went back with the usual going home gang from cf hoho.

Saturday YF youth comm fellowship dinner at Astons and Bible study at SMU after that.

MONDAYYYY followed my kids around school, and went off for h3...can you imagine how much time I missed with my kids :( and all for nothing because in the end I decided to drop H3.

TUESDAY games duty with Iskandar omg that was the bombz please we both got starched up, and Val was with me :) mass rally and stuff, and went back really late because it was mud games and we had to clean up the whole school. Left around 8plus with no dinner and stuff, and I reached home to a dinner of plain rice because my dad thought I ate arleady so he finished up the fish. Boo.

WEDNESDAY was the last day of orientation. I got to spend so much time with my kids, it felt AWESOMEZ. And bringing them around school and stuff. But by Wednesday I had no more voice, and up till now I still have no voice. Thursday lessons, and swim pe ftw.

Friday was campfire, but before that my og went out for bowling, and I walked into a glass door wth -.- zzzz. HAHA. Campfire was very fun, camwhoreee and stuff. Not to forget the trains, and the mad dancing on the stage with all the other ogls hoho(:

other than that, life's been crazy. Trying to catch up with work, trying to find back my voice but to no avail. And suffering from one of the most badass headaches I've ever had. Forget it my throat hurts like anything and my head hurts more than anything, so I'm outta here. Bye!