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Saturday, June 05, 2010

Cf Camp 2010

Mood: Happy :)

Music: Vampire Weekend - The Kids Don't Stand A Chance

CF camp was really really fun! I came not expecting much, but I had a lot of fun indeed. I'm going to type this in detail...so skip of you are bored.

Kerx started off the camp with giving us a dare. By asking two questions to a new friend. "Have you brushed your teeth?" And "What is your name?" My group was a bit sad. We had three comm members, one couldn't come, Ant was coming late...most of the time it was only five of us - Alwin, Elvira, Juni, Liwei and I.

Liwei is the epic joke.

"Last time I came home then I forgot that I haven't took out my contacts yet. Then I went to watch tv. And it was really clear. So I though "ehh wow my eyesight getting better!" and I went to sleep. Then the next morning my eyes started to burn."

OMG. And the red sea incident!! With Jiap. But then I think no one found it funny. Only me. :(

We played dirty dirty games! It was so beyond dirty. Starch all over. Juni so cuteeee. Maze game, crawling games, flour games...by the time we got to pictionary we were too tired to play...we lost everything! D: Oh oh and I met a friend...David. But apparently I met him last year. This is the most retarded convo I had with him.

"Hi. You look familiar. You came here before right?"
[Yes, do you remember my name?]
"David!" (But only because Judith told me when I asked her 'who is that guy why he looks so familiar and keep smiling at me but idk who he is omg...')
[Ahh...correct.]
"Then do you remember mine?"
[Pris!]
"wow. Actually..I kinda forgot your name. Judith told me. And I forgot how I met you."
[Last time at Fun O Rama I was at your stall! And I smiled at you but then you forgot my name and you asked me 'Who are you why do you look so familar' also!]
"Oh... (pause). I MET YOU AT FUN O RAMA?!?! SINCE WHEN?!"
[Yes I was..in the hub yeah]
"Oh...I'm sorry I don't remember!"
(in a sad voice) [Don't worry, isn't the first time...]

HAHAHA.
And then.

" Wait. So if I met you at Fun O Rama, then how did I meet you originally?"
[CF camp last year.]
"Ahh...no wonder so familiar!"
[Yeah...I think you were in the same group as me. Jotham's group right?]
"Oh crap yes..sorry I don't remember..."
[Sigh, What's new...]

But now I remember! And I even got a photo. Here's David, my new found friend!! (:

After showering we watched the movie End of the Spear..that's about it. I was just so tired. Everyone said my eyes were small(er).

Second day was the bomb the bomb!!!

In the morning made friends with Kelmond, he's a retard!! Falling asleep during camp and never bring Bible. Mmmm. Wet games...we allianced with Nic's group but we still lost. But it was very fun! Getting wet and all. Kwok and Ant came after, and we all had a nice nice dinner.

After dinner was prayer journey, but I'd rather not talk about it. Had a talk with a few people, nice heart to hearts. Extended worship was really really good, I think it spoke to me. We had a candle service after that. We lighted candles and the bleachers and sang the theme song, and a few other songs. It was really surreal, so calm, so amazing. Then we walked one round around the track...we all thought 400m was way too long for a walk. Heh.

After that we just chilled at the void deck. Epic moments. Like the gardenia bread incident. I thought the wrapper that fell on the floor was a cat and I jumped up and screamed really loudly. Gosh so embarrassing. Nick Tan and Kelmond and Jon Yap hahahaha.

Went to talk a while with Jo...and chilled at the bleachers with Chloe, Mond, Pam, Qingyi, Zhi Han. Judith and Marcus came after, then Jo came too(: Talked until idk what time then we all went to the hub...played bridge and indian poker. Partnerships helps us to win games. :) The night ended around 3am, we were just too tired.

Day 3 was awesome too! Area cleaning and us talking nonsense at the bleachers, Crazy lunches with stupid conversations. It's a sad thought that these new friends we make...God knows how long these friendships will last. We were friends then, because of the situations we were in. We had no other friends then. But what about when we go back to our old lives? Will we still have space and time for each other? Do we have enough of ourselves to give to our old friends, and our new found friends?

But anyway. I really learnt a lot from Cf camp, and I really hope that I can keep the friends that I've made, and get to know some of them a little bit better.

Ending off, this is our theme song, Devotion. (:

Labels: School

@ 21:30

Monday, February 08, 2010

ORIENTATION

Mood: Happy :)
Music: Pitbull - I Know You Want Me

Hello everyone! Week 3 of school is over, and orientation is half through! It's been so fun so fun, every morning spending time with my clan VASILIAAAAA, and dancing with Blossom hehe.

Wednesday was pre-orientation day, staying back after school for talks and our walk in rehearsal. The morning practices really helped!! And we were dancing all the way till about 9, went back with Ching Sheng and stuff.

Thursday in school by 6, and met my kids!! Our walk in was so awesome, everyone was just running on a high that words cannot express. Our stage dance got screwed up halfway, but at least we managed to fix it :) After that we met our kids (!!!) and I left halfway for H3, so I missed everything after that.

Friday was quite a good day, I had games duty with Wendy. Saw the CF people, and then went back with the usual going home gang from cf hoho.

Saturday YF youth comm fellowship dinner at Astons and Bible study at SMU after that.

MONDAYYYY followed my kids around school, and went off for h3...can you imagine how much time I missed with my kids :( and all for nothing because in the end I decided to drop H3.

TUESDAY games duty with Iskandar omg that was the bombz please we both got starched up, and Val was with me :) mass rally and stuff, and went back really late because it was mud games and we had to clean up the whole school. Left around 8plus with no dinner and stuff, and I reached home to a dinner of plain rice because my dad thought I ate arleady so he finished up the fish. Boo.

WEDNESDAY was the last day of orientation. I got to spend so much time with my kids, it felt AWESOMEZ. And bringing them around school and stuff. But by Wednesday I had no more voice, and up till now I still have no voice. Thursday lessons, and swim pe ftw.

Friday was campfire, but before that my og went out for bowling, and I walked into a glass door wth -.- zzzz. HAHA. Campfire was very fun, camwhoreee and stuff. Not to forget the trains, and the mad dancing on the stage with all the other ogls hoho(:

other than that, life's been crazy. Trying to catch up with work, trying to find back my voice but to no avail. And suffering from one of the most badass headaches I've ever had. Forget it my throat hurts like anything and my head hurts more than anything, so I'm outta here. Bye!

Labels: School

@ 16:25

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Power Of Your Love

Mood: Happy :)
Music: Hillsong - From The Inside Out

Hello Friends! I am here to blog about CF camp! :D

Day One

I arrived while my teammates were playing games. My group is too cool: Jotham, John, Jackson, Yimin, Candice, Noelle, Stephanie :D :D All the girls were ex-mg girls, how pwn is that :)

During the games, we competed with Jan's group...and lost ALL the games lol. Homan fooseball...I suck at goal keeping haha, Jeremy and Samson kept kicking the ball at me ah...AND JOHN'S (own) BALLS ALMOST GOT HIT BY JAN WAHAHAHA. Pwn moment. A few of us lazed in our rooms, then we had a passover dinner, complete with the lamb and naan.

At night, Pastor Joel preached, and then we had night games, which were crazy. Jotham got take naway halfway, which was good for him because I don't think his poor leg would be able to take what was to come. We did 20 star jumps, 40 half squats, 40 push ups, planks...and blah blah blah. CAN DIE. Literally. We almost couldn't walk after that, and for the first time in my life, walking up the stairs was eaiser than walking down because your legs would just give way with every step you take down the flight. Planks were even more difficult because we were literally drenched in sweat, the walkway to the canteen floor is so slippery and let's just face it, I'm not strong. Hah. But my group was really really nice, we kept encouraging each other, so we all came out very much stronger.

It was rather eerie after the spider web station; Jackson John Noelle and me doing things alone =( but after games were impromtu worship and altar call, and then we finally got to shower and wash our hair. Seeyue Amy and I went to the third floor toilets and showered with a hose passed from cubicle from cubicle hahaha.

Some of us got taken away during mass games because they either bonded the team together or made mistakes. Jeremy's own deduction was the best

I think I got taken away because I said "your mother"

HAHAHAHA.

Day Two

Breakfast was really really awesome. So awesome that I ate 4 slices of bread. No kidding. And milo. Hah and then I got too full I couldn't finish my lunch oh wellz. Pastor Joel preached again before lunch and we had some other gams before lunch, and after lunch were WET GAMES!!!!

There was this balloon popping game, Seeyue Amy and I kept screaming as our form of deterrence ahaha.

Water bomb games against Jan, Eeedric and Seeyue's group. My group allied with mama Jan's group, but that was a total phail because I saw Jon obviously throwing a water bomb at Candice heh. Jackson and John were the power people of our group, they hardly got wet!

WHOOO!!!

Seeyue Amy and I went to shower at our usual place, then we had quiet time and...PRAYER STATION. It was the most amazing thing of the entire camp. There, I really met God, learnt so m uch about love in ways I never thought I could. And the place was so...surreal. So filled with God's presence, it was like a haven, a rest place. I don't even know how to describe it. Down there, all your problems just MELT away and just be with God. It's kinda like being in the company of your best friend, there's not a care in the world...not a soul in the world that can bring you two apart.

At night we had extended worship, and sharing with Steph and Candie. After worship I got a real nice card from Candice and a huge hug from Steph =)

We didn't really have a nights out, so Jan and I went to pig out at the supper table. And by pig out, we mean pig out. Seeyue and I stole Jeremy's instant noodles, Jan and I ate for one and a half hours. I ate something like, 3 packets of grape biscuits, naan, Milo pops and all sorts of edible things on the table. Nutella...peanut butter... In the end Joyce Seeyue and I crashed at 2am.

Day Three

I was quite full from all the supper, so I only ate 4 packets of graphe biscuts. Then we had a time of thanksgiving and sharing...it felt really nice hearing every one's testimonies. Matthias' testimony really speaked to med heh. Then we went for area cleaning, and I met my broom friend, which I met at Restless VI too haha!

After CF camp, Jan + Jotham + Jasmine (group 6,7,8) went for post-cf celebrations!! :D Our groups merged because so many people left. LIke John, who claims I said "BYE JOHN! more than 5 times. Jan's group was the best. She was the only girl left with all her sons, and the female population was outnumbered by the boys 3:1. :(

We are the worst customers ever. We went into Cold Rock, tried out most of their flavours, felt it was too expensive, and went to Haagan Das. But it was still too expensive so after joining all the tables together to fit all 12 of us, we picked our bags and left. In the end we sat at the hawker centre, and a few of us went to Cold Storage to share one tub of ice cream. We bought Mango Sorbet to mock Samson for his Cold Rock buy hahaha. Plus, we all had our own utensils. Going green ftw!

We teased Jotham to the core during "I Never", but we all agreed to secrecy so I can't post up the things we said. Jotham if you see this, hurry up get facebook! We played the finger game, and I got killed three times by Max the self-professed "n00b", and I choked on Matthias' water. I poured water up my face (by accident, mind you), and everyone started laughing, (Jon Tan and his "see I told you her brain got problem..can't even drink water properly...) so I started laughing and when you have water in your mouth up your nose...you know what happens. So I choked and started coughing really badly it wasn't funny anymore. Max started taking out lots of tissue from his tissue box (hahaha) and after my whole near-death ordeal was over, they started laughing at me again. Nice.

Went back to school with Jeremy and we chilled with Andrea, Paul, Gideon and Ian Yang. But I was so tired I just died while Andrea was talking. Like, I literally, just died. ):

Restless after that with Ding and Kwok. Our dinner was so phail heh. And we all went home, happy little people :)

Labels: Faith, Holidays, School

@ 18:18

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

School Daze

Mood: Tired :O
Music: Amber Pacific - Fall Back Into My Life

Okay wanna know what's up with my life? School, school, and more school.

Just recap hmm let's see. Okay Thursday we (the usual) all went for Kronos, and it was then Ernest's secrets were all revealed.

"Ernest you don't even swim during swimming! All you ever do is 'train' in the training pool" Wahahahaha too cool can't take it anymore man.

Okay during the concert we were all just shouting "Eddie WU! (Whoo)" or "Naddie!" And just laughing at the two lovebirds haha. During interval we were making a lot of noise, playing with Sophie's one-dollar hairspray. We sprayed Yk like crazy and Jin too and it was spraying madness I took out my deoderant to counter the smelly hairspray, and I got tricked and my hair ended up glittery too sighz.

Long walk home and I just did my Zuowen and CRASHED.

Friday was cheering for netball (we won 61-48), cabbed back for Cf, had one of the most amazing meetings with God in my ENTIRE life. I'm serious. For one of the rare times, I felt like I really met God this time. I could feel Him all around me. And you know how they always talk about "laying down everything at the foot of the cross", and I never could really do that. But this time, I really could. I could literally feel my burdens being taken away, every thing surrendered to Christ. Best of all, I prayed to God for help. I said "Okay God, I give up. I can't do this on my own anymore, please send someone to help me." And within ten seconds (no exaggerration here), someone came up to me, and prayed for me, with me. It was so amazing. Being in God's presence and laying down everything, it really was as if nothing mattered anymore. Everything just seems so dull and unimportant compared to being with God. It was, amazing beyond amazing.

Saturday

Math tuition, then Glissando. Bonding with the harp people beacuse we had nothing to do, playing silly games and eating together, and crashing at home I was just too tired heh heh.

Sunday

Study in church, try to do EPQs and tutorials with kartoyo and IZ liu, and then family dinner at night and OMG MY WHOLE PHONE INBOX GOT DELETED I am epic sad. Died trying to stay awake then I died.

Monday

Woke up early to shower if not I would fall asleep in school. Last minute studying for math. But still. I think I will phail oh gosh. Stayed back in school to study with Sophie and Mel and Yk were there also. Jin and Zhewen appeared and disappeared. Sabrina was there for a while. ("Thanks for inviting me. Thanks. Too cool already I can't take it") Hahaha omg funny. Then dinner with Sophie and Yk.

We ate $1.80 chicken rice and walked around one whole round so I could find my tuition haha and er tuition the whole night. Came home and crashed.

Tuesday

Was supposed to sleep until 7am and start studying Chem, but then I fell asleep until 7.20 I didn't have time to study. Then Cheryl came, then I had follow up, then we were doing idk what but anyway we were late for assembly and got locked out of the hall haha. Not just Cheryl Abby and I, but Yauwan and all also got locked out it was kinda funny hahahaha.

And...HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAPHNE!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAPHNE! :D

Labels: Faith, School

@ 21:54

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Youth EnvirOlympics

Mood: Happy :)
Music: Rachael Yamagata - Quiet

My weekend was fantastic beyond fantastic (socially...hahaha)

Friday
Was GOOD FRIDAY. So as usual I went to church and then I went to eat lunch with the Three Ls _ YunSong plus TseLert and talking nonsense. Then I managed to hitch a ride from Cheng Big to Plaza Sing, where I met Sabrina and then we bought a cake for the April Babies, and, HORROR OF HORRORS WHO WAS THERE! None other than Goh Yao Kuan lol lol.
But anyway.

We went to Clark Quay and it was total epic phail we bought a lighter only to lose it before lighting the cake hmmm. We played cards, and WenBin is the most PHAIL at murderer he couldn't wink for nuts! After 3minutes into the game of everyone staring at everyone, he finally flipped his card open and went "Can I not play?!" it was the funniest thing ever.

Cake

Birthday Babies : )

Then I tripped down to Vivo City to meet CHEEBS and hitch a ride to her place for dinner, where I finally had a chance to catch up with her whoots whoots. By the time I reached home, it was 11ish and wayyy to late to do anything, considering I had to wake up at 545 for NYEC haha.

Saturday
Woke up and because my brain was not functioning, I forgot that I was supposed to leave the house at 615, but instead I thought I was supposed to meet Sab and Ernest at 615 so I got my dad to send me all the way to the train station and in the end I was super early -.-

Then we saw the rest of our people and Ernest was epic funny with his materials. Look what he did!

LOL

That aside, the whole event was really fun, Abby and I talking nonsense, freaking out when all the teams started swarming us and slacking away, trying to study Gp and math haha. And oh, security was a major b***h ugh ugh for a period of time, we had more security guards than teams wow. And Nat we totally screamed when we saw each other haha! And did I mention? Who else had to come to my station but GOH YAO KUAN lol. Abby and I tried to get him to tell people not to cross the border, but because he was too lazy, look what Abby resorted to:

HAHAHAHA

On the way back to Vivo, Abby and I managed to get the disabled man (Wen Bin) to come visit us, and then the train ride back was so chaotic, with me leaving my ez-link card in causeway point siao I almost wanted to die, and Jin appearing all of a sudden, and WenBin taking the chair, pointing to the sign 'priority sign' because of his hand. We almost wanted to break his leg, and laughed our asses off when Ernest recounted his epic moment with Sabrina LOL LOL. (It's way too censored to be posted here hahah sorry.)

After that we went out for dinner at some place in Dhoby Ghaut, 12 people. madness.
Nicholas Lum, Brandon Lum, Samuel Ang, Soh Wei Ling, Me, Sabrina, Sophie, Nat, Wen Bin, Yauwan, Ernest, Yk. Played Bridge and cards and idk what else it was nonsense. Finally got home around 11ish and I totally crashed wow TIRED.

Sunday
Was just me dying in church and at home, struggling with PI while getting distracted on FB and Msn hahaha. :)

So naturally, I got pwned for my math test on Monday : )

Labels: School

@ 15:40

Friday, October 03, 2008

Not Capable Of Love

I read, I hope, but I know it's not for me.

Today is such a bloody tiring day!!! ):
On a brighter side, I hope I can get a new phone.
My present phone, no matter how pretty on the outside, is totally screwed up on the inside!
Firstly, it doesn't vibrate so I can't feel whenever I get a call/sms and being partially deaf really doesn't help.
Secondly, it shuts off whenever I drop it. And we all know my phone is dropped more time than Iraqi bombs.
Thirdly, the battery casing is very screwed up in the sense it can't close properly (I don't know why either boo). So whenever I drop it (refer to point2), I have to put down all my things and bend down and pick up my broken phone and piece everything back together
Fourthly and most recently, it resets itself EVERY TIME I turn on my phone! (which is every day since I have to turn it off before school) so I have to reset my wallpaper (if not it's just a white blank, which is very glaring), screensaver, ringtone ( I cannot cannot stand the Nokia tune it drives me up the wall)
Fifthly, I want a new phone. Haha.

I'm in love with you, are you in love with me too?
(just kidding i'm not in love with anyone, I just like this song whoo)

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Now playing: Dashboard Confessional - Hands Down (Acoustic)
via FoxyTunes

Labels: School

@ 22:48

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

History!

Mood: Hungry :(
Music: Jay Chou

You don't know what you just gave up. One day you're gonna regret ever letting this go. She is so much more than you think she is. Well I guess it's a good thing that everything ended, because you're just not good enough for her.

Ugh I am so pissed off at the injustice of the world.

Anyway. I must must must blog about this. I think, I can PASS history! Not bad eh!
I miss having April in school. I'm gonna miss 4E.
And I don't have anything more of great importance to say haha.

Labels: School

@ 18:39

Thursday, June 26, 2008

I'm Not

Mood: Tired
Music: Jet Lag Gemini - Fit To Be Tied

I'm not who you make me out to be
I'm not as cunning as you
I'm not as dumb as you think I am
And best of all, I know that
I'm not alone.

Yanka gave me a nick name. She said "I can't do it! Your name is TOO LOOOOONG!" And so she shortened it down to this.

Pigs aRe InSane

In the process of being high (not on drugs or alcohol don't worry. Haha class joke), she came up with one for Lauren

Lard And Urine aRe Excellent Nutrition

And started laughing like crazy. Ahh yes the joys of having free period. Two months ago, if we had a free period, everyone would be studying or spending their time productively. Today, only a handful were doing work, half the class was crowded around a palm-sized yellow object playing a game known as Boggle.

I need sleep.

Labels: School

@ 17:38

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Cobra!

Mood: Happy :)
Music: Jason Mraz - Lucky

Thanks Liwei for the song! I guess we're equal now (:

Today school was kinda funny. Lit was just a total drag thanks to keeping 12am nights sigh. And bio was kinda depressing, when Miss Lau scolded us..but I guess we kinda deserved it. And we all felt some level of remorse...And History came, and a whole lotta stuff happened, and our teacher walked out of class, and no one (except maybe a negligible minority) felt remorse. Why? BECAUSE HER SCOLDED WAS SO UNREASONABLE. And Chinese was with April, and a super long nap. NICE. :)

And look!

You Are a Snake

You have extraordinarily sharp senses.

You sense what's going on almost before it happens.

You connect with the world. People instantly feel close to you.

You are a natural protector. You take good care of your friends.

You are an ambitious person. Your ambitious drives you.

But while you are ambitious, you are also humble. You are thankful for everything you have.

What Reptile Are You?

COBRA STARSHIP HEHE.

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are sometimes a very energetic person, but you are sometimes quite lethargic. You're moody, prone to ups and downs, and you don't have a lot of endurance.

You range from very outgoing to very shy. You are a shapeshifter who is very versatile. You adapt well, and you look at things from many angles.

You are very detail oriented and meticulous. You are a careful thinker and a true intellectual. (I like this one hehe)

You don't need a lot of space, and you prefer to spend time with others. You are a little nosy and intrusive. You sometimes don't give people enough space.

You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart.

You are a decent communicator. You eventually get your point across, but sometimes you leave things a bit ambiguous.

What Does Your Handwriting Say About You?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

This is kinda cool haha!

You Are a Crossword Puzzle

You are well read, and you have a good head for remembering facts.

You are a wordsmith. You have a way with words, and you're very literate.

You are a mysterious person who enjoys dropping little clues every now and then.

What Kind of Puzzle Are You?

Your Personality Cluster is Extraverted Intuition

You are:

A true wordsmith - a master of words

Original, spontaneous, and a true inspiration

Highly energetic, up for any challenge

Entertaining and engaging, both to friends and strangers

What's Your Personality Cluster?

It's stress relief haha. I'M GOING FOR DANCE NIGHT! Excited much much much :) :)
And then when I was buying tickets from Sharon, I passed her $15 and she passed me the ticket. Then she decided to buy the MG Symphonia.08 ticket from me. And she went," well, um, here." and proceeded to pass me back my $15 HAHA.

And now, to attempt to complete my already mountaneous pile of homework SIGH.

Labels: Quizzes, School

@ 18:47

Friday, May 16, 2008

It's... Over.

Mood: Happy :)
Music: OLIVER JAMES - LONG TIME COMING

THIS. Is the song of the week. My pick of course. Haha. Thanks to Joycelyn's eagerness in promoting Oliver James, I finally managed to go online and search him on Youtube and he's so fabulous! (Vocals, looks, musicality, the list just goes on and on...) And it's what's making me so happy!

Good music + Good-looking singer = Very happy Priscilla (:

Now isn't this nicer than all your y=mx+c equations? :)

Because I feel like blogging, I shall do a break down of my exam for my own remembrance, and of course if you feel like reading it haha.

Literature - WAS PURE HELL. I spent so long trying to decide between essay or unseen in the end it was just a half-hearted attempt at unseen. To say it was horrid, is a TOTAL UNDERSTATEMENT. I saw the prose and I went "Oh my shit?!" and then I saw poetry and went "What the double shit?!" So yeah. Did prose and died. Seriously. All I wrote down was just phrases and quotes strung together by nouns and verbs. "So.." "Therefore.." oh my goodness.

So after literature I just stayed back in school with Cheryl to do a bit of Chemistry and Emath, then rushed down to Macs to meet Isaac for a crash physics course. Which totally worked because I understood Latent Heat and Moments!

And then Chemistry tuition, which was spent doing everything but Chemistry, and it was so funny!

"Hey you're in triple science right?"
[Uh... uh...yeah. And you? Physics-Bio right?]
"Uh huh and if I take Physics-Bio, why would I be in CHEMISTRY tuition?"

HAHAHAHAHA. Seriously funny! Then we did bio ("Okay this is a flower! *points to something that hardly resembles one* where's the ovary and stamen!" "What's that? Penis?! Haha!") and Wen Han gave a crash course for me "This is your medulla, your hypothalamus, your thalamus, your midbrain, remember the functions of all, and where they are located, and also for your plants..." which left me in a very dazed and worried state because I had ZERO knowledge of what he was talking about. Of course, that changed few days after :)

And I was asking physics to everyone. ("Eh Steph, can you do this?" *proceeds to do and hands back the tys* "Oh alright thanks." "Ehh how do you do this!" [Uh, I'm not too sure really] "RAJ! How to do!" And seriously, Raj is like, the best ever. Haha he's so smart, it's rather scary. He can do JC Chem AND Physics! And he spends his Christmas studying hahaha. And yea, he did the question, and attempted to explain it to me, but then because my brain had reached saturation point, nothing got in and I gave him a blank face and he explained like FIVE times but I still didn't get it and I didn't wanna make him think I'm mentally incompetent so I just nodded and went "Oh alright. Thanks!" Hahahah.

And and our tutor was soo funny. "Eh you want the center's Amaths, Bio and Physics stuff?" Which we all chorused "YES PLEASE!" And then she went "Okay I go find" I mean. Seriously! Where can you get such a funky teacher! And she's always joking with us, and of course most importantly, she salvaged my f9 chemistry grades and changed it to A1! Not to mention, she made it my favourite science subject (:

Tuesday.
Emath - Was surprisingly easy. I actually did EVERY SINGLE QUESTION haha so proud of myself (:
Physics - NABEH LA WALAU STUDY SO HARD THEN PRESSURE DIDN'T EVEN COME OUT. But at least I completed more than half my paper! So I was quite happy haha.

Stayed back with Cheryl to do Amath and Chem and then we were listening to each other's iPods and moaning about life and I asked her Amath and she asked me Chem so I guess we complement each other (: Then we gave up on our respective struggling subject and went home haha.

Wednesday
Chem - Was quite easy, just that my full mark aim is totally impossible when I made the stupidest mistake of my life. Argh.
Amath - I expected not to be able to do any question so when I did the first question, my face was all smiles haha. I left half my paper blank, and I can safely bet half of my written answers are wrong (so in the end I'll only get 25%) but it'll exceed my 0% expectation, so I guess it wasn't that bad HAHA.

Crammed Bio and tried to remember Wen Han's "Words of Wisdom" and looking through
i) my textbook
ii) Isaac's textbook
iii) Miss Lau's Notes
iv) My notes
v) Isaac's notes

So you can imagine how long I took just to finish ONE chapter.

Thursday
English - Wrote and wrote and wrote like crazy. But I quite like my essay, I just hope I didn't write out of point haha.

Bio - Trying to memorise the human anatomy, where your carbon dioxide goes, effects of adrenalin, what happens when you have kidney failure, and the paper was so difficult. I think I literally GUESSED more than HALF my MCQ. I know I have a tendency to exaggerate sometimes, but I'm really not this time. It was so crazy difficult. But then the rest of the paper was quite easy. Or maybe I was so tired my brain was no longer functioning but I didn't care anymore. I just wanted to get over and done with it, and sleep. But then of course it wasn't remotely possible and I was scribbling to the last second. The only highlight was that I spotted a mistake in the bio paper! :)

Went home, and almost didn't bother about SS-H. I slept so much, played with my sister (both gaying around and playing duets on the piano) and snacking and finally starting work at 930. Haha! Then went to talk on the phone and it's been so long since I had a conference call.

Friday/Today
Bad choice to hang up so late because I couldn't function omg seriously. Haha. Got a surprise sms from ____! So that was quite nice aha but that was the only nice part of the early morning. Yuxi came into class and went "EH I STUDIED ERP YOU KNOW! SURE COME OUT!" And then everyone was laughing and her weirdness and she's so funny but I guess she had the last laugh when all of us studied globalisation and it didn't come out AND THE STUPID ERP THING CAME OUT. Haha I couldn't stop laughing to myself when I saw that haha!

History was not that bad. Couldn't really be bothered though.

Anyway. Today's the last day of exams, and instead of celebrating like any normal person would, I had to rush home for piano lesson. And I was so exhausted, I fell asleep when I got home, so my piano teacher took pity on me and let me play hymns and practice my sight reading instead of making me play Mozart, Bach and Chopin heee :D
But then the sad thing was he said I sucked. Haha! Not really "Omg Priscilla you suck" but "You've gotta practice your sight reading! Terrible! Go play more hymns and stop listening to Avril Lavigne!" But of course he doesn't know I don't listen to Avril, but I just keep quiet haha.

And I felt like a loser. Because when I went online, only 4 people from MG were online. The rest of the population was probably in town/vivo/holland having the time of their lives while I had to come back for piano heh.

Then I go sort out my music and it's so addictive. :) It's rather tiring actually, but I'd rather do this than crop photos like _____ HAHAHAHAH.

What Your Taste in Music Says About You

Your musical tastes are intense and rebellious.

You are intelligent... but in a very unconventional way.

You are curious about the world. You love doing something new.

In fact, you enjoy taking risks and doing things most people would shy away from.

You are very physical. It's likely that you're athletic, but not into team sports.

You have the soul of an artist. Beauty and harmony are important to you.

What Does Your Taste in Music Say About You?

And this, is so amazingly true. Rather scary though.

Your Body's Element is Fire

You are restless and hyper. You are easily bored.

You are driven and talented, but you are never satisfied with your accomplishments.

You are a perfectionist and not easily satisfied.

You're happiest when you can escape to an exciting adventure.

Your energy tends to be: complete

Your power color is: red

What Element is Your Body?

Whoa. Red. Cool man! :)

Okay enough blogging. Gonna update my ipod, put music for dan, and sleep! CAN'T WAIT FOR BREAKFAST WITH SEEYUE TOMORROW! We're going to eat bread, drink coffee/tea and watch the world go by, and be bestfriends again for forever :)

Labels: Quizzes, School, Videos

@ 20:19

Thursday, May 08, 2008

Mood: Thinkish
Music: Hosanna

"He spread his hand over his chest as the pain ebbed, dared, stopped. And was not really surprised to find that he could no longer feel the beat of his heart."

And maybe, that is what's happening to me. I think a lot (does this surprise you? haha) and I have all these nice phrases strung out in my head. And I can't wait to type it out so I can remember them. But then when I get on the computer, I just, forget. Haha.

School has been pretty quiet of sorts. There's always someone absent in school. I realise I can go a week without talking to my friends even if we see each other. Some friend I am huh. I am SO FAR BEHIND my studying I don't think I will do very well. To think that the very promise I made myself becomes the first promise I break in that aspect. That I will never allow myself to screw up the way you did because the last person I want to be like is YOU. I feel like a failure. But I guess that only goes to show what great God is, and how small I am. My motivation: If April Chye can do it, so can I.

It really sucks going for some lesson knowing you can't pay attention because you won't have any idea what the teacher is saying. So you do other work and feel unproductive.

But you know what sucks more? Going to class knowing there's a 100% chance the teacher will look at you like you're incapable of thinking, and having a 99% chance you'd get picked on. Thank goodness today was the 1%.

I feel like I am the most efficient time waster I've ever known. If I'd just maximise my time, I'd have so much more time to study and complete things. Here are the times that I could use for studying instead of doing some other unproductive shit stuff.

6:50-7:15 (25 minutes): Sleeping/chatting/stoning
7:35-7:40 (5 minutes): I could be filing up stuff so I save time when I study instead of talking to Yinger

In between lessons (10 mintues on average): Sleeping/ walking around/ go wash face
Recess: 40 minutes. THAT'S DAMN A LOT OF TIME?! And I do nonsense stuff. Great.
After school: I spend 40 minutes eating stuff I don't need and waste so much energy climbing up about 20 flights of steps.
(But I'm changing the last two already) :)

In the car: I could be revising the stuff I studied and talk to myself like a retard so I won't forget the things I've put into my sponge brain. And instead I choose to listen to Edward and try and recall lyrics of "Poppin Champagne" and other All Time Low songs.

10 minutes while waiting for the heater (it's solar powered, so it takes time to warm up) I could be reading my Bible and instead I choose to play around with my phone.
After I bathe I spend so long stoning when I could be trimming my toenails (haha I have no idea why they grow so fast)

Before dinner I choose to do everything but study. Sigh.
I will post a picture so that people are more attracted to it than my useless ranting.

Really?

Labels: Quotes, School

@ 18:22

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

Cos You Had A Bad Day

Mood: Urgh.
Music: Chopin

Well basically we got back our _____ test that we did (like a freaking ONE MONTH AGO omg) and I did quite well, like 10/13, which is L4 (you know, those LORMS haha). So I guess I did quite well. From what the teacher said, I gathered it was one of the highest in class. So fine. Then she was going through the paper. And I asked her what the L5 was. So I could like, you know, improve my essay writing skills.

Then after that, she was going around (or as I would put it, mercilessly going around trying to pick up at screw those that didn't do their work) checking if we did this essay outline she wanted us to do.

So she got to my table, and just because she didn't see a PRINTED COPY of what we did, happily assumed that we (my desk partner and I) didn't do our work. And started scolding us. But like, WTF?! I wrote down damn bloody a lot of things, and if that isn't detailed, my goodness, I don't know what is.

And then not only that, she had to indirectly (although if you ask me, it was blatantly obvious she was referring to my desk partner and I) scold us in front of the whole class. About how some people are not taking their work seriously, and other stuff.

Like. "Those that did their work and typed it out, this is the kind of work that will stay with them the rest of their lives! When they go back and study for their exams, prelims, o levels, this is what they will be able to see and study. But those that don't do their work properly, this is the kind of work that will stay with them one day, few days, few weeks, one month! Huh? Doing their work in pencil? ..."

WHAT THE?! Just because I do my work my pencil because I'm more comfortable with writing in pencil than in ink, plus it makes my handwriting neater, does it mean that:
1) My work is of any less quality?
2) My work will just vanish into thin air?
3) Printed work is the best just because some teacher will be able to read it?

You know I can't help it if I get a 10/13 for my essay and want to know what the L5 is.
And you know, I can't help it if I do my DRAFT WORK in pencil. YOU DIDN'T SPECIFY YOU WANTED IT IN INK.

But I guess prayer and Bible reading works wonders. If not for the Holy Spirit to calm me down, I don't know what I would have done. Throw my chair at her?! Heh. Just kidding about the last part, by the way.

April, thank God you're not in school. You don't wanna know what you're missing out on hurhurhur.

Good bye everyone. Hope your day wasn't as sucky as mine.

Labels: School

@ 18:43

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Spoilt

Mood: Tired :O
Music: Run Kid Run - The Call

I am very very tired. Not just physically, but jaded. And the worst part? It's not because I've been studying so much. Contrary to that, I'm studying WAY TO LITTLE. I remember in sec2 I used to have a really high efficiency rate and study like crazy for hours on end. (I used to stay up till 1am to study, but now I can't even last till 12) And now I've just been degraded to this little piece of retard with no functioning brain whatsover.

I feel so undermined when April and Nic and Cheryl and Gis stay back during recess to study. And then off I go skipping to the canteen to indulge in spending money and fattening myself. When in reality it should be that they are the ones going off to eat because they deserve it cos they work so hard. And me? Yeah, whatever. It's like I don't deserve to eat. I don't deserve the break. And now my class is becoming so anti social. (apart from our recent gossip session about Miley Cirus hahahha)

I mean seriously. When was the last time I had a DECENT LIGHT-HEARTED conversation with SS101 (April, Cheryl, Gis, Nic)? You know, I can't remember. And I don't know if the reason I can't remember is because I've been so stressed my short term memory is totally acting up again, or that it was so long ago there's no way you could remember it.

And my conversations with my desk partner Yinger?
"Eh what did you study yesterday?"
"How much studying did you do during the weekend?"
"You know what! I did (insert number) chapters of (insert subject)!" [Wow so good! I only did (insert number) chapters of (insert subject)]
"Today when I go home I'm going to study (insert subject)"
"Ehh how do you do this question? Doesn't ...."
"Where do you intend to go after MG?"
"Wait hold on, I need to listen to (insert teacher's name) first"

Maybe it's better off being alone, so at least you won't know the difference between company and being left behind/alone. Then you won't know the difference between conversation and silence. And no differentiation does not help in this case.

You know what? I'm just gonna bury myself in books so I won't need to think of all this shit.

Labels: School

@ 17:59

Friday, April 04, 2008

Swim Meet

Mood: Sad :(
Music: Yellowcard - Shadows and Regrets

Today was Swim Meet 08! We were kinda late, so anyway the bus journey was just me and Edward spending time together :)

Swim meet was just so hot hot hot. Sat with Giselle, with our supply of food and shade (read, sunglasses, umbrella, cap) but STILL NO USE I got burnt within the first 20 minutes. One moment I was happily talking to Giselle and the next moment I felt like my skin was on fire. Like, for real. We had some interesting conversatation, like what's our favourite/most common/most overused words, personalities, responsibilities...it's conversations like these that make me feel alive. (never mind the fact I was almost dying in the heat)

On the positive side, I got darker! Which totally freaked out my mum when she saw me woohoo I'm tanned now! :D

Went for lunch with Cheryl and Mummy and totally managed to get Cheryl to fall in love with All Time Low, and we bought shades and nerd specs for dirt cheap prices! And yea..started to camwhore HAHAHAHAHAH.

Okay we look so seriously retarded, but I don't care it's so fun! Haha.

Got hoooked on Edward and wasted a lot of time listening to it instead of going to bathe haha.
Okay I think I'm going to play my piano now. MONICA DON'T YOU MISS THE PIANO? :)

When we were only kids, and we were best of friends,
and we hoped for the best, and let go of the rest.

Labels: Posts with lots of photos, School

@ 18:18

Saturday, March 29, 2008

Today!

Mood: Tired :O
Music: Triumph - Set In Stone

You would be tired if you slept at 1am, and woke up at 7 the next day. Yes I need a lot of sleep to function. So after playing the horrendous game of Hand Ball, I just fell asleep for more than an hour. Apparently. Slept through the whole hand ball finals and half of basketball and thank goodness they had enough sense to play both rounds of floor ball at the same time. I guess they could tell people were getting really restless heh. Lots of things happened during the basketball match, hardly any of which were favourable to our class so I'd rather not talk about it.

Just one fact of the day: MY CLASS IS THE MOST AWESOME AND I WOULDN'T TRADE IT FOR ANY OTHER CLASS. <3
Pictures! (only 3 from my camera, since I hardly took it out)

Fun O Rama, which wasn't all that fun anyway. But yeah. I just spent my money on buying the shirt that I'll collect one day and yeah. Went home. Haha. Oh Oh I shot a rocket, but my friend helped me pump it because..I was too weak HAHA. And I got wet! Oh well not like I wasn't wet from all the sweating at Olympics. (GROSS).

Anyway. Gotta go study study! Ciao!

Labels: School

@ 18:32

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

Okay

Mood: Drained :O
Music: -

Not just emotionally, physically.
I've never slept so much in school in my entire life.
Well, not this year at least.

Woke up at around 6,
Fell asleep in school at 650
Again during English
Recess
Literature
Lit Lecture
On the car
At home
And soon.

You don't know how hard it is for me.
To pretend every thing's alright for me when nothing will ever be when I'm talking to you
To pretend I'm so over everything when I'm not.
To pretend I don't love you when I still do.
To be myself, when I'm with you.

Labels: School

@ 22:03

Thursday, January 31, 2008

Bah.

Mood: Choked :O
Music: BoA - If You Were Here

I should never let this song play in the first place. Now I'm feeling like so choked up wit emotions when I was actually in a very happy mood. :( :(

Anyway school's been finee.
Yesterday went out for lunch and finally ate like PROPER food after starving off during recess and all.
Today's such a good day! Other than the horrible SPA I totally screwed up so badly I had to fake values so I could do my calculations sighh. My A1 for Chemistry just flew away :(
Then PE was like the hottest in so many many many days I didn't even wanna run (for the first time this year!) and it was so hot and tiring we all just slacked off and PRETENDED to play hand ball haha!
Then math passed quite fast because Yinger and I just spent our time mumbling "What in the world is Mrs Tee talking about!" and "I seriously don't understand" and "Eh how do you do this" and "Huh why do you have to do this for homework" until all our time passed haha!

Then for RECESS I decided to treat myself and buy SATAY BEE HOON! Hoorah! It's so good to eat good food :)
Then it was triple humans all the way. So tired! Almost fell asleep. BUT at least Yinger and I decided to be super attentive during Social Studies so it was quite productive :)

Then after school I saw Auntie Amy and she invited me for lunch with her and Angela WOOHOO! Beats meeting Swong who totally forgot we were meeting haha!

okay and now I've successfully wasted around 10 minutes of everyone's time. You better go study man. Okay bye!

Labels: School

@ 17:34

Sunday, January 27, 2008

Care

Mood: Weird :S
Music: Motion City Soundtrack - Time Turned Fragile

It's almost like I don't have a right to care
How I can't interfere
Into the moment so private that even though
It's laid out for the world to see
It's so private that I just
Have to look away
I'll learn.
Just watch me.

Yesterday was YF committee meeting and Mt.Emily and that place is soo gorgeous! It's almost like a studio apartment, just very much smaller, no rooms, no kitchen. Only a pantry, balcony, living space, POOL TABLE :D

So after the meeting and dinner we went to play pool and I'm improving! :) :)

Church today. Totally screwed up projectionist duty hahaha and discovered that I have NO MORE CASH IN MY WALLET :(
So recess this week will be spent in class either
1) finishing up my undone homework
2) studying
3) sleeping away my hunger pangs

:(

Labels: School

@ 18:06

Thursday, January 24, 2008

What If.

Mood: Moodless
Music: The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

What if it's not enough?
What if everyone surpassed you?
What if everything you never expected, became a reality?
What if what you've been working so hard for all went down the drain?

What if your enough is never enough?
What if it will never, ever be enough?

Then you just give up because it will never be enough anyway.

Labels: School

@ 17:21

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Okay

Mood: Normal :)
Music: Dashboard Confessional - Hands Down

Today was quite a bad day. BUT I'm still alright haha.
I hit my elbow on the railing while wishing Cherry happy birthday (for like the 4th time haha!)
And then can't remember but all I know is that my ankle is so pain walking becomes a problem :(
And er. er. Yeah I hit my shoulder while opening the car door
I'm so totally gonna fail physics and Higher Chinese and be forced to drop Higher Chinese when results come out.

Today during HCL everyone couldn't concentrate on writing their compos, and we were all moaning "Lao shi, this will be our last compo.." and "Lao shi can we have fun today? It'll be our last Chinese lesson with you!"
And we were coming up with all the weirdest scenerios! Like
Imagine if we all have to drop HCL that in the end we'll still have the same teacher but be called 'Chinese' instead of HCL haha.
Imagine if we actually drop HCL, and then the other normal express Chinese girls does better than us!

And thus we began moaning about our bleak and desolate future, sighing about our fate, and totally not doing our compos at all! But at least Laoshi was nice and understanding and just chit-chatted with us. Which means we all didn't finish our compositions which means we all have homework to do :(

Nevertheless, admist all these jokes and lame things aside, I'M REALLY SCARED I'LL HAVE TO DROP HIGHER CHINESE. All my Mondays I've stayed back, the trauma I've had to endure of Greek being thrown at me (Chinese, actually. But either way I don't understand any)..ALL WASTED! Oh my goodness.

I don't want to drop Higher Chinese. Repeat: I DON'T WANT TO DROP HIGHER CHINESE.

Lame as it sounds. Tough as it is. I DONT WANT TO TAKE CHINESE IN JC haha :D
And. I don't want to be separated from Appey Cheryl Gissy and Nic.

--
On to happier things! I shall blog about Monday heee.
On Monday, we had DINNERTABLEGANG reunion!
And we all brought instant noodles (well, Lipin had to go buy them haha) and then we went to the canteen uncle to buy hot water and we all took turns and it was so funny!
The uncle was like "Eh why today so many people buy hot water ah? I've already sold 8 cups!"
And feigning ignorance I was like "Huh really ah. Oh well"

And it was the usual chaos and laughter and Seeyue Lipin and Nic went to buy drinks for all of us and we all ordered different things and the canteen didn't have the desired drinks.

LIPIN: Don't have Nutrisoy!
TIFFANY: Um. Aiyah Pink Dolphin la!
LIPIN: PRISCI! No Nutrisoy!
Prisclla: Umm..what's there!
Lipin: *says whatever is on the 'menu' blah blah*
Priscilla (to tiffany) : I don't want pink dolphin!
(to Lipin) : *all the drinks that weren't there sigh* AIYAH PINK DOLPHIN LA!
LIPIN: Grace! No Nutrisoy!
Grace: Um..what's there!
Lipin: *says whatever is on the 'menu' blah blah*
Grace: (to Lipin) : *all the drinks that weren't there sigh* AIYAH PINK DOLPHIN LA!

Haha yes so retarded I know! And it's so funny because Seeyue officially claims the drink stall guy hates her. They kept going "Er..这个多少？...这个多少？这个多少？" for like. EVERY drink they bought hahaha! Soo funny la!

Then we had a surprise birthday cake for Jasmine who totally didn't expected it! We pretended it was Nicole's birthday and we all were like "Happy birthday to you... Happy birthday to you... Happy birthday JASMINE" and she happily went "NICOLE.." and she got a total shock when we all shouted JASMINE! :D:D

SEE MONICA WHO SAYS WE CAN'T PLAN SURPRISES HUH HUH HUH. :)

And then we created such a mess the cleaner was like "Umm umm" then we replied "it's okay we'll clear it out ourselves" and a whole look of relief swept across her face haha!

On a random note, Amath test was a breeze! I'm confident I'll pass, hopefully get full marks :D

Labels: School

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