Breathe in for Luck
Wednesday, May 31, 2006

still sick


Mood - sick =/
Music - the tv!

oooo im watching singapore idol now! haha i like Paul Twohill! haha his surname is so cool! like one tree hill like that. :) he sang here without you! my brother's favourite song haha. and someone sang drops of jupiter. forgot who haha.



hah so funny! okay la not bad the contestants this year. i cant understand how seeyue likes this guy that looks like an ah beng. I CANT STAND AH BENGS I TELL YOU THEY MAKE ME WANNA PUKE. bah bah black sheep.

this levin guy sang dancin in the moonlight! (:

oh gosh i dont know why i typed that previous sentence. well, things like that happen when you fall sick. im still feeling very weird and queasy blah.

oh i vomited on the way to the car after i left handbells! haha!! so cool right! okay i shant tell you what i vomited out but it was my breakfast haha! then i came home and sleep sleep sleep for so long then when i woke up...

I REALISED EVERYONE LEFT THE HOUSE! and they left me behind boo! :(

ooo tiffany made a slide show for us okay! so nice thank you tiffany im so touched! *sheds tears of joy and touchness* so cute! whoa! so cute! whoa! so cute!

whee. i cant wait to watch a movie with my daddy. prob davinci code or x3 or superman, or some horror show that i'll psycho him to watch with me. but i dont think he'll want to waste money on a horror show oh well.


@ 20:49


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Mood -
Music - Penny and Me

Sickk. Boo. I've still got handbells. I cant disappoint anyone, esp laoda. and myself too. see lar priscilla, go and fall sick =/.

My life's been hectic. Im eating too much. handbells is taking a toll on my health HAHAHA.

er...
er...

Oh my sister's concert went pretty fine. I saw Mrs Chen and other people. MG dance was there to perform too. how cool right. I ATE MY CHOCOLATE STRAWBERRY AGAIN YAY.


@ 10:30

Saturday, May 27, 2006

Publicity


Mood - moodless :I
Music - From The Inside Out

I like Giselle's Entry on labrador park! haha! esp the learn smth new part. :P

http://tomato-ketchup.blogspot.com/2006/05/of-changi-museum-labrador-park-and.html


so funny man.

Time for another one.

Well, ThankGod is currently in need of Thanksgiving. it seems after 7 and a half months (give and take) people have stopped frequenting that place and it seems the thanksgiving has stopped. So now, i make an appeal to all Christians reading this blog, to go ahead and submit a thanksgiving because honestly...

...Thanking God all day, every day

There's so many things to thank God for, like every new day He gives you, or your senses like sight(remember camp?)

So go on, and proclaim to the world that...

Thanking God all day, every day
ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING!

[edit]
haha i just couldnt resist! i love my x-men alias!

You Are Cyclops

Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause.
You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them.

Power: force beams from your eyes
Which of the X-Men Are You?


@ 22:13


LoveMGS


Mood - Sad :(
Music - The Time Has Come



I'm still sad about camp bah. Okay thats cos I'm blogging this after I blogged about camp haha. LoveMGS 2006 has finally arrived!

Went to amy's house before that.and the first thing i did was shit HAHA. then we waited so long for a cab we decided to walk to school =/. then we changed and i had a slice of pizza for dinner!


Ushers being briefed before LoveMG


People strolling in before LoveMG

the worship was awsome. whoots. it was a fun time difinitely. but it felt weird to be back in civilisation.












Ushers!



and look who i met!!! :) my sister's friend whom i met when i was in primary one! i used to call her uncle. and according to her, im still the only one who calls her that. aha. :)


Me and Charmaine(:

Few shots from me. The rest from Ryan, the official photographer of lovemg(: haha.

Yup yup. Good Times(:


@ 14:56


Sec 2 Adventure Camp!


Mood - sad :(
Music - Here's To The Night

Booooo i miss camp sooo badly :( I wanna go back!!

Okay okay. First day I didnt really enjoy it. I was actually looking forward to it, being super high at the airport, but then when we had to split to our groups, that was the sad part. Our trainers in the bus were HAFID! and NAT! Boy there were nice.

but my group's pretty okay. The trainer was HAZ! the leader was Sandra, and there was Eunice(baby), Carissa, Nicole(donkey), Me, Diane Seto, JiaXin, JieYi, Charis, JinYee, Ashlyn, Grace, Kara-Anne, Liana, Charlotte, Michelle, Sarah Chua, er okay i'm gonna sound bad but i forgot the rest =/.

First day we did some funny cross river thing, and monkey bar. I FINALLY COMPLETED A MONKEY BAR! :) Wow i cant believe it took 14 years to do that =/.Then we had some plank thing? and river walking. then we had rafting which was really boring but after that was fun.

The food was. not.so.nice. haha. There was really little food for our group.

Then while unpacking my bag, there was a "ploop" sound and actually a LIZARD dropped onto my bed! EW! it was like. the size of lenith's palm, the paleness of april, the longness of esther's legs, the disgustingness of...haha better not say :D, and it went ON MY BED! so i ended up sharing bed with my "wife". HAHAHA SO NOW I CAN PROUDLY CLAIM TO RENJEAN I SLEPT WITH MY WIFE haha im so kidding okay. :D

At night we had some NightHike. It was quite retarded hahahahaha. I managed to create sparks with two rocks whee.

Second day.
We had this postman walk which was really easy. And this Jacob's Ladder which was really difficult. But i went up there three times for the fun of it. Eh I cant really remember what was left of that.

Actually i had too much fun i cant really remember anything aha.

Oh but i really enjoyed the waterfall trek! the water was so cooling and nice wheee. So nice that nic and i didnt feel like bathing haha. baby and i got to bond with HAZ and er, we both had leech bites! but mine looked as if i got crucified haha im serious! but i only had one :P but i still washed my hair and changed clothes :P.

Third Day was fun. I cant really remember much that happened but i know i enjoyed it hahaha.
In the afternoon we had some performance from the trainers and WeiNing was really really funny haha! Then group 10 and 11 teamed up together for our campfire item. We were supposed to sing a malay song but we decided we didnt have to learn it as we would sing it in HAFIDISM haha.

Then we made up a song! (in the tune of ChanMaliChan)
This is groups 10, and this is 11
And we have come tonight
To present this performance
There was HAFIDISM
and there was HAZDISM
and even tho they're nonsense
but we still love them

chan mali chan hoy hoy!
chan mali chan hoy hoy!
chan mali chan
blah balh balh blah blah blah blah.

haha so funny.

campfire was awsome. we learned a really sad sad sad song. :(

i want to linger (mm mm)
a little longer (mm mm)
a little longer here with you (mmm mmm)

it's such a perfect night (mm mm)
it doesnt seem quite right (mm mm)
cos its my last night here with you (mmm mmm)

and come september (mm mm)
i will remember (mm mm)
the times we had together (mmm mmm)

and as the years go by (mm mm)
i think of these and sigh (mm mm)
this is goodnight and not goodbye (boo hoo)

:(:(

I never thought i would actually feel so sad about camp. :(. its such a fun time. i'll never forget it.

and there were cheers
and there were complaints
and there were many students who miss it. :(

*hafid proposed and got rejected TWICE!


@ 13:57

Monday, May 22, 2006

Its EGIN!!


Mood -
Music -



ITS EGIN EVERYONE!!! ISNT HE SO CUTE?! :) BAH TOO BAD HE'S WEIFEN'S LOL. noo i want egin too!!! so cute right??? :):) :) :):)

okay ignore the part with me. was plucking leg hair HAHA!

aha. so cute leh. his name is almost like my dad's name - elgin. so cool right?

egin egin...why you so cute! :)


@ 17:24


Learning


Mood - Tired :o
Music - Came To the Rescue

Apologies for not updating if you do bother to read my blog. It's either I've got nothing to blog about or I've got nothing to blog about. Yeah so basically I've got nothing to blog about.

Amusing? haha okay whatever.

Okay back to learning. According to James, we all learn something new everyday. :)

james: cbb
james: haha
james: but amazingly
james: i got to sleep
priscilla | friction addiction: whats cbb
james: cant be bothered
james: bbl= be back later
james: ttyl= talk to you later
james: just to make sure you know
james: haha
james: you prolly do
priscilla | friction addiction: haha i only knew the ttyl
james: oh
james: kkk
james: coool
james: you learn smth everyday
james: yes no?

Yes la, we all learn something new :)
yup i bet u readers didnt know that. so now you do!
Okay that was. Ah i forgot what day la :P. Well on saturday, i learnt that:
- daniel ho knows my sister
- daniel ho actually went to my church!

Yesterday, I learnt that
- revival is a nice theme for our youth this year
- the da vinci code talk was BORING haha oops.

Today, I learnt that
- Ren jean is cool ;)
- bah i cant remember!

Tomorrow, HOPEFULLY I'll learn that
- Camp is not as bad as i expect it to be ;)

Well, I was reading the newspaper just now during lunch (haha yes i do read the papers if you didnt know - hah you'll learn something new today!) this "ghost-buster" said "If everything could be explained by some maths rubbish, life would be boring. we need mysteries" or something very vaguely along that line.

And my mystery for my whole life is :
Why would Jesus ever want to die for me when i know i dont deserve it?

To that i can only say. because He loves me :). Tho I can never fully understand la. I'll continue to try my best to lead a Holy life that is pleasing to Him!

meanwhile, it's time to pack my bag.

luck is temporal. but skill will last a lifetime. and someday we will carve out a body of hope.


- Charissa Wong


@ 16:19

Friday, May 19, 2006

Poll Results!


Mood - Tired :o
Music - Tea and Sympathy

Okay poll results.

PAP won by one vote. (19 votes)
WP (18 votes) darn.

And the rest not impt la haha. Well, I've got a new poll. Which i've no idea what im writing so yea.
just poll in anycase.

Students forum was. aiyah whatever la. thats gossiping. mrs yap says its not right.

toodles. oh ive given the handbells blog a minor facelift. whoots!


@ 20:47

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Asian? Totally.


Mood - Weird :S
Music - Magnificent

You know you're Asian when...

[x] You take your shoes off before entering the
house
[x] You eat rice often.
[x] You use chopsticks.
[x] You can speak an asian language.
[x] Your parents want good grades from you.
[x] Your parents insist you don't date until college.
[ ] Your parents want you to go to Berkeley or
some other good university like that. Stanford or
Harvard, even better.
[ ] Your parents believe in Feng Shui.
[ ] You listen to those horoscopes/zodiac signs.
[x] Your parents love to gossip with the other
parents about you.
[ ] You have relatives other than your immediate
family living with you.
[x]Most or all of your friends are asian.
[x] You don't even know 10 people who aren't asian.
[x]Your ancestors came from Asia.
[ ] You are obsessed with the computer and can't
get enough.
[ ] You know how to put a computer together.
[ ] You listen to asian music.
[ ] You can actually understand the lyrics.
[x] You have to keep things from your parents,
even if they're not bad, because you know they'd
THINK it's bad.
[ ] Your relatives love to bring you clothes that are
bright in color with cute cartoons on them. If you're
lucky, it might even have english words on them
that don't make sense.
[x] You love your ethnic food.
[x] You have taken/still take piano and/or violin.
[ ] Classical music is the best music ever, next to
asian music.
[x] You are good at math

Multiply it by 4...
and I'm 52% Asian. wahaha not bad heh!

Well today was so happening man.

Today we watched a chinese show and i sat through it! and i understood most of it to be able to cry! horrah to me(:

At the bus stop and I was walking and walking, there was two buses at the bus stop so i couldnt see the first bus. Then when the second bus left, i realised it was 157 - MY BUS! Oh well. So i went to throw my rubbish away. Which meant walking behind those rubbish boards. Then when i threw away my rubbish i look at the bus that just went away, and it was 154 - MY BUS AGAIN! oh gosh how can anyone miss her two most often-tooked? buses. =/.

So I took 174 home with daffy. And then at the interchange i changed bus. Then two stops before my stop, the stupid bus back door couldnt close! So i was stuck for say 5 minutes? Bah I got so pissed i just walked out of the bus.

Then while walking home, i realised i only had my gate key, and no door keys! and the thing was, no one was at home=/. So me being stupid, tried using my hairpin(the thin thin type) to unpick the door lock. HEY DONT LAUGH OKAY THATS WHAT THEY DO IN MOVIES. Except that in movies, they succeed. Which i didnt bah okay.

So I went to the playground to wait wait wait wait wait for either mum or dad to come home. Then I got hungry and went to the mama stall. Then while walking, 2 boys from a school nearby-but-which-i-shall-not-name suddenly started whispering loud enough for me to hear and it was very obvious they were talking about me.

Then suddenly one of them asked a question and a short conversation followed:

"Are you chinese or malay?"

(shocked at their weirdness, i replied with mock sacarsm) "NO, I'M ENGLISH *does the lame pat sign*"


Then I walked away and i could hear them talking somemore

"you effing boy...talk to that effing girl..."

(Feeling damn offended and disgusted, turns around and points to them in a stern way) "DONT *pauses for 0.2 seconds* insult me like that."

"what i wasnt insulting you i was talking to him etc..."

"Whatever. So uncouth! Gross!"

Haha I could have said a lot more but I was in my school uniform so I didnt want to say so much *Students Form `06 Etiquette* heh.

Then while walking back from the mama shop, I again could hear those boys talking about me. They were imitatin me "dont insult me like that..." I felt like going up to them and saying "only girls gossip, and only girls talk about behind other people's back." Are they idiots. Whispering so loudly that i could hear them a good 10-15 metres away. Either that or i can just hear people talking from far away.

Obviously if you're intelligent, you'll know what i was getting at.

GAHHHH. wasted so much time at the stupid playground reading luwin's book. But it was a good read. Only thing is that, I'm almost done with it. And so when im free, i've got nothing to do. ): Well I phoned my dad and asked him to come and he took like...oh wait i dont know la i didnt have no watch.

Well now im back here safe and sound and there's only one problem...I cant find my house keys yet again.


@ 18:15

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Move Movies


Mood - Tired :o
Music - None

It's movies galore this summer blockbuster period. Im gonna go broke =/





















It's times like these you really wish you were rich =/. BAHHH.


@ 15:01

Monday, May 15, 2006

Random


Mood - Weird :S
Music - Fire Fall Down - Hillsong

Ahhh I forgot what i wanted to talk about hurr. I can play "Our Last Night" by Better Than Ezra on the guitar already!! :) Well, its really easy anyway. only four chords. =).

The dentist visit was weird. I only remembered about it today? haha. I've got my missing bracket so now it looks weird. Hahha.

United We Stand ROCKS. The lyrics are really meaningful.

Running to the One
Who heals the blind
Following the shining light
In Your hands
The power to save the world
My life


Yeahh!



@ 20:42

Sunday, May 14, 2006

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Mood - whatever -_-
Music - Tea and Sympathy (again)

Well, about west mall.


This picture wasnt uploaded fully, but it'll do.

and look what i bought! :D


Hillsong united - united we stand cd

and...


2 new pairs of earrings! whee.

we went to watch


When a stranger calls! im telling you the girl is so pwetty.





wow.

and look what i got!


so funny right!! :D

Aha. the movie was quite scary! haha the horror was fun. As in, i enjoyed it. sadistic. :D


:)


and again. :)

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after that, i went for tuition. and after tuition, i met up with my dad and bro at west mall AGAIN to watch mission impossible III! :D:D




JONATHAN RHYS MYERS!! :D

------------------------------------------------------
mother's day sucked shit. hurr.

im still waiting for my answer. why walk away. you know who you are. well, maybe you dont come here anymore thats why.


@ 17:44

Saturday, May 13, 2006

:)


Mood - happy (:
Music - Tea and Sympathy - JOC

Well. I'll blog about today tomorrow. Its' really fun. watched two movies in a day. siao waste so much money. im so broke! ): oh well.

JONATHAN RHYS MYERS IS HOT.


@ 22:08

Friday, May 12, 2006

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i know that wasnt for me. well. heres hoping you see this. im gonna ask you the same question. why walk away. if you felt it. why did you walk away.


@ 21:28


For eunice twin!


Hello twin! this is for you!

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. The tagged victim have to come up with 8 diff postingerent points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there's no need to do this AGAIN.
5. The most impt rule: HAVE FUN DOING IT.


haha er. okay. here goes.

1. he must be christian
2. he must love me for who i am?
3. he must be stable in most aspects of life.
4. he cannot be gay. HAHA DUH.
5. he cannot be over-obessed about LAN!!!!!!!
6. he must be open-minded about certain things
7. he must like my friends? hah.
8. he could be someone like YOU - mm. (only SOME know who tho. )
OBVIOUSLY THE GENDER IS MALE.

hah. im kind so i shall not victimise/victimizze anyone. hur whatever.

sigh. i miss my specs. )):. see lar gale to take my specs and now nava took home my specs. ):. i'm going cock-eyed already. well whatever.

today my mum blew -.- oh serisouly. and she was like "dont bother celebrating mother's day you guys have no more mother!" WELL, LET ME TELL YOU, I NEVER INTENDED TO OKAY. tsk. and then she left the hse for some lunch appointment SHE DIDNT EVEN TELL ME AND MY BEOTHER ABOUT.so she left saying "dont want to go then dont go! stay at home!" HURHURHUR. then after that she called my dad and asked "are you guys on the way?" i mean like. hello wtf can. nv even tell us anything. go where. =/. i didnt even want to go if not for my cousin hur. i bet she only asked us to go cos she didnt want to lose face. hur. mother's day? hah sorry not for me.

then we ate ice cream at daily scoop. so expensive man. two scoops plus waffle like almost 8 bucks. please lah. island cremery cheaper. :P well at least i think so. if you buy the tub you definitely get more. but it was okay la. service wasnt too good tho. and they had like GINGER falvour and DURIAN and GREEN TEA WITH RED BEAN (:, and HAZELNUT. and others la. we took home jane's guitar woohoo. now i've got a working guitar to practice (:. next time, i'll play more than words haha. for my future bf - if i ever get one hur.

so pig today. wake up from sleep in the morning then come down read book, then sleep. then woke up due to maddah. then aft she stormed out i went to read somemore - but fell asleep again. then came back from daily scoop slept for like 1 1/2 hours? haha.

and seirously la. whatever i say, do, also wrong. so whatever. i've given up on talking to her. and you.

i love better than ezra's our last tnight. AND NO BERN ITS NOT AN OLD SONG. haha.

ouchh. i hurt my toe i think. but i dont even know how lar. third time i sprain/hurt my body below the ankle. second time i hurt my second toe. but this time, it's the right second toe. i used to think only my left leg was able to get injured since i sprained both my left toe and my left ankle before. so. haha. whatever.

I think you're fine
You really blow my mind
Maybe someday, you and me can run away


hah. YAY IM GOING OUT TOMORROW. :) not to orchard tho. sigh, i need to go orchard to breathe the (polluted) air or something.


@ 20:36

Thursday, May 11, 2006

ew.


Results for both bio and chem are disappointing. VERY DISAPPOINTING. Well, I should have expected this kind of results for bio since i only studied like 1/2 and hour for bio. I did lower than what i expected for chem. Well, maybe its just in the digits. But I seriously think i did awfully bad for BIOLOGY. POOFFF. Poor audrey cried. now now, dont be sad tim tim still loves you a lot okay! :) and i still love you(:. I didnt dare to hug or comfort audrey cos i know if i did, i'd start crying too. hurr.

And Im CONFIDENT i'll do BADLY for home-econs. haha mrs phua was like "you guys did well for these papers okay." and then i was like being totally extra. "MRS PHUA HOW DID WE DO FOR HOME ECONS!!" and well, she just didnt say anything. hurr. im not surprised if i fail. although i did study more for home econs than for bio. gosh wth is wrong with me! hah.

how unforgivable
how terrible.
pukable.
disgustingable. if there's a word.
vegetable?

oh well. i hate charissa for eternity. (in a good way). which reminds me, im still eternally grateful to luwin sigh. i feel so mean. he did so many things for me, and yet i've done er. nothing? HAHA. truly a cool cousin man.

well. im off. to mug? har.

and gale stole my specs while i was sleeping during english. and she passed it to nava. so now, i have no specs for the day. hur.


@ 16:02

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

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A hypocrite. that's what you are priscilla chan. why cant you be less judgemental of people. why do you expect people to treat you like you're special and good when you dont treat people like they're special and good. why do you expect people to talk to you when you dont even talk to them
why do you expect BB to reply your tags when you dont even reply so-and-so's tags.
why do you expect him to talk to you when you were the one who didnt talk in the first place

why do you expect your seniors to welcome you with open arms when you dont welcome your juniors with open arms and pass judgement on them based on people's feelings and thoughts?
why do you claim to be a Christian when you dont even act like one.
why you do say you wont talk to so-and-so anymore but yet you still call
why do all/most of your actions contradict your words

9With the tongue we praise our Lord and Father, and with it we curse men, who have been made in God's likeness. 10Out of the same mouth come praise and cursing. My brothers, this should not be. James 3:9-10

why do you hate it when ***** blocked you, but yet you block other people
why do you tell people to do this when you do that

Goodness there's just too many things to be named here. I'm being such a hypocrite. Im trying to change, yet both consciously and subconsciously DONT CHANGE.

God help me. Mike(youth care-worker), please pray for me. and everyone else if you care.


@ 22:32

Monday, May 08, 2006

where the streams of _____ flow


Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

Haha. whatever.as if you would. Yesterday the church choir sang this song. Its called I Thank My God. Well, somehow it just brought back so many emotions. i remember i used to wake up every morning, thanking God that you were in my life. and every random moment of the day. every time i thought of you, a smile would just appear on my face and every star i folded was folded with so much love and everything. where streams of abundant _____ flow and sometimes i look back and wonder. hey, these were all not needed. but time and time again they just keep flowing again. there's so much more i want to say. but nevermind. i'll pour out my thoughts somewhere else.

i know im gonna be strong. i know im gonna come out of this stronger. just wait and see. but meanwhile, WAIT. i need time to find myself and gather the pieces of me.

and you. maybe im jsut having the wrong perception of you and your actions. maybe you're just more extroverted towards the opposite gender. im not against it, its just that i've felt you've neglected me in so many ways. i mean if you want this whole freindship thing to end, then well so be it. im not gonna look back if only you would say it to me in my face. maybe you're just more friendly than me. and maybe your body language is different from mine. but then again. they're just maybes. so maybe, you're just flirting.
*thank you charissa. i hope you understand my ununerstanding rants to you about everything in that certain place. haha.

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other than that, life's good. but the above was pretty much my life. HAHA. school was funny. my whole PW group except me got sent out. so i was like. the only one left. i was so scared she would send me out. but thankfully she didnt. well, maybe because i was the only one left so it wont make much sense to send me out. =/ .

last night eunice and i were saying who had the best godbrother and it was so funny. well. she won. but in no way am i gonna change the sentence that my godbrother is the godbrother i've ever had and the best godbrother one could ever have. :)whyyy must gg through scripts be tmr aft school. then i cant go lunching with giddyy tmr. ):
well. that time slot's gonna be spend helping my dear tiffany in her maths. i dont want my handbell friend to fail would i.oh and thanks for epropping me tiffany! haha.

and on the way home, i saw this letter than lao da wrote for all of us. and well, we wrote all out replies on the letter. its really funny. i'll try to take a shot of it. if i'm allowed to. HAHA.


i've topped my class for maths! WHEE. its the FIRST time i've topped my class in anything since...PRIMARY ONE. and that wasnt counted since many people got that mark too. and for geog, i tied for top. pretty satisfied. just that for history i almost flunked it. BUT IM GONNA BET YOU MY MUM WONT LOOK AT MY MATHS. SHE'LL LOOK AT MY GEOG AND GO "WHY IS IT A B3. DO YOU KNOW FOR O LEVELS HOW BAD IT IS" AND SHE LOOK AT MY HISTORY AND SHE'LL GO "AIYOH YOU ALMOST FAILED. TKS TSK TSK. SEE LA TALK TO MUCH ON THE PHONE AND NEVER PAY ATTENTION. I KNOW YOU DONT LIKE YOUR HISTORY TEACHER, BUT THEN YOU KNOW IT IS YOUR DUTY TO STUDY AND DO WELL. AND LOOK AT THIS. C5. YOU TELL ME. IS IT GOOD? DO YOU THINK IT'S GOOD?(then she'll answer for me) ITS ATROCIOUS AND ...." you'll figure the rest.

then i'll try to defend myself "BUT LOOK AT MY MATHS. I TOP THE CLASS AND GOT SO HIGH. THEN YOU ALWAYS ONLY LOOK AT MY BAD POINTS. LAST TIME MY CHEM I HAD FULL MARKS THE THE BALANCING EQUATIONS TEST AND YOU DIDNT EVEN SAY ANYTHING ABOUT IT. NOT EVEN WELL DONE. INSTEAD YOU CHOSE TO COMMENT ABOUT MY OTHER CHEM TEST IN WHICH I SCORED A B3."

to the chem thing last time. she said. BUT IT DOESNT CHANGE THE FACT THAT YOU GOT SO LOW IN THAT TEST. DO YOU KNOW HOW LOW IT WAS..." and still, no words of encouragement.

to the fake convo. i'll continue her reply. "SO WHAT IF YOUR MATHS IS GOOD. DOES IT MEAN THAT YOUR OTHER SUBJECTS ARE OKAY. YOU'RE GONNA TELL ME THAT YOUR HISTORY AND GEOGRAPHY IS GOOD? YOU ALWAYS WANT ME TO LOOK AT YOUR GOOD POINTS?! SO NEXT TIME YOU WANT ME TO SAY 'OH PRISCILLA WELL DONE YOUGOT A B4!!' IS IT. YOU WANT. I CAN. (yeah right stop talking shit.)"

im telling you. my mum never encourages me no matter how well i do. she talks about how she pity those girls whose mum does that. HAHAHAHA LOOK WHOS TALKING. WHAT DRAMATIC IRONY. i wish she'd be more like my dad. haha my dad's awfully funky. last time when my mum confiscated the phone, i asked him to take it back. it was like around 11 pm. haha then he said "ahh see you're addicted to the phone! i never need to call me friends okay!!" then after pausing one second, he gave a cheeky grin and said "AHA BUT YOU TEENAGERS ARE DIFFERENT! wait, i go to the room get the phone"

HAHA DO I SOUND SPOILT? :D. my dad's too cool. and if i tell my dad i pass my chinese even by like, one mark, he'll be really happy for me. whee. and mum? ha i'd much rather not talk about it. well, thats because my dad failed his chinese too. aha it runs in the genes man. :D

since this post is so long, i'll give you guys a picture!



this is Joshua and his MILANO jacket. i only like the jacket. oops.
"turn around. turn around!"
"why!"
"i like your jacket."
"haha people only like the jacket, not the wearer. understand?"
"fine. *turns around*"

how funny. okay okay, jushua's a really nice guy whos attached to a really nice girl too! shes the one using her hand to cover her face. and that other guy is joshua's brother, jeremiah. and you know the funny thing. their whole family starts with 'J'
father - James
Mum - mrs James. HAHA
1st son - joshua whos attached to janelle(baoyi)
2nd son - jeremiah whols attached to janice
3rd son - jason whos currently not attached to anyone but having a relationship with Jesus. i hope. haha.

cool eh. :D


@ 16:29

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Sunday.


Oh haha elections!

PAP- 82 seats in parliment
SDA- 1 seat
WP!! - 1 seat

hopefully they'll get the non-constituency MP thing. HAH. well, my bro's better. i think. :D

got this from eunice

1) smoked
2) consumed alcohol
3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5) made out with someone of the opposite sex
6) made out with someone of the same sex
7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex
8) watched porn
9) bought porn
10) done drugs
TOTAL: 4

11) taken pain killers
12) taken someone else's prescription medicine
13) lied to your parents
14) lied to a friend
15) snuck out of the house
16) done something illegal
17) cut yourself
18) hurt someone
19) wished someone to die
20) seen someone die
TOTAL: 9

21) missed curfew
22) stayed out all night
23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
24) been to a therapist
25) been to rehab
26) dyed your hair
27) received a ticket
28) been in a wreck
29) been to a club
30) been to a bar
TOTAL: 4

31) been to a wild party
32) seen the Mardi Gras
34) had a spring break in Florida
35) sniffed anything
36) wore black nail polish
37) wore arm bands
38) wore t-shirts with band names
39) listened to rap
40) own a 50 cent CD
TOTAL: 2

41) dressed gothic
42) dressed prep
43) dressed punk
44) dressed grunge
45) stole something
46) been too drunk to remember anything
47) blacked out
48) fainted
49) had a crush on your neighbor
50) had someone sneak into your room
TOTAL: 2

51) snuck into someone else's room
52) had a crush on someone of the same sex
53) been to a concert
54) dry humped someone
55) been called a slut
56) called someone a slut
57) installed speakers in your car
58) broke a mirror
59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
60) brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush
TOTAL: 4

61) consider Mac, Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper
62) seen an R rated movie in theaters
63) cruised the mall
64) skipped school
65) had an eating disorder
66) had an injury
67) gone to court
68) walked out of a restaurant without paying
69) caught something on fire
70) lied about your age
TOTAL: 4

71) owned an apartment
72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
73) cheated with someone
74) got in trouble with the police
75) talked to a stranger
76) hugged a stranger
77) kissed a stranger
78) rode in the car with a stranger
79) been sexually harassed
80) been verbally harassed
TOTAL: 3

81) met face to face with someone you met online
82) stayed online for 12 hours straight
83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight
84) watched TV for 12 hours straight
85) been to a fair
86) been called a bad influence
87) cursed
88) prank called someone
89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
90) cheated on a test
TOTAL: 6

91) cheated on homework
92) held hands with someone of the opposite sex
93) been pushed into a pool
94) played pool
95) watched 5 hours of mtv straight
96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
97) had a crush on someone younger than you
98) wear eyeliner
99) skinny dipped
100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt
TOTAL: 3

MY TOTAL IS 39. i'm better than eunice WOOHOO. hahaha.

today my church had soccer. which i didnt play. HAHA. me and leticia scratched a 10-cent coin each till it was smooth! oh how cool. so while filing my coin, my nails accidentally got filed too. sadly. HAHA. now it looks horrible. and luwins' gonna get me army pants woohoo! HAHA. and i dropped kewin's NEW phone. oh dear. it looks like a calculator. :)

The Impossible(s) won. consisting of Uncle James, Uncle Daniel, Joshua, Jeremiah, and Jiahan. haha uncle daniel's the odd one out. his name doesnt start with a 'J'. haha.

went home with jiahan and hoel. haha. and yea. here i am.


@ 18:39

Saturday, May 06, 2006

Pray


In happiness, Praise God
In sadness, look to God
In pain, trust God
In everything, Thank God.

yes. yes. priscilla. learn from that.


@ 23:51


Polling Day!


Mood - ?
Music - Fixing a broken heart

Well, since Singapore is having polling day today, I shall change my mini poll. :D

Before I get to my new poll, here are the results for the old poll (if mark looks like desmond)

Yes - 40 votes
No - 35 votes

Well, quite obviously, to most people, mark does look like desmond. Haha. Now, introducing the new poll. Vote your favourite party!

People's Action Party (PAP)
Singapore Democratic Party (SDP)
Worker's Part (WP)
Singapore People's Party (SPP)
National Solidarity Front (NSF)
Singapore Democratic Alliance (SDA)

Hee. Vote!

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Last night, my brother went out to play soccer at 11 pm. Dont ask me why he went out so late either. But he did. Then he fractured his left wrist and sprained his right wrist. So pro Heh. So my mum who was about to go to sleep had to change, and my dad too. And they werent very pleased at all. esp my dad. Sick still need to go hospital. Well. My mum wrapped up my brother's hands before leaving. and by the time they left, it was like 12 am?! They slept around 3 am. Oh dear.

And the funny thing was. Even tho my dad's sick, he went to hospital right, but he didnt get any medicine. and my mum said that he take the free apple, drink the milo, walk here walk there in the air con, then come back say. "eh i sick tonight sleep no air con" HAHAHAH OMG SO FUNNY LA.

so yea. it would be good if you guys prayed for the two most important guys in my life. (:

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oh and bern, dont be too sad i understand everything you're going through and remember.

GOD IS GOOD. ALL THE TIME.
ALL THE TIME. GOD IS GOOD!

:)
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and yesterday, i went to cut my fringe - by myself. it turned out quite okay im sad to say. HAHA. its not that good, but its not that bad i guess. so im not gonna go hair dresser and fix it. :P



TADA. :D not bad huh!


@ 13:15

Friday, May 05, 2006

DNA?


Mood - Okay :)
Music - Leaving on a Jet Plane

Hah i took the dna thing on liwei's blog.
click here

cool Heh. High Feminity and extroversion, low masculanity. HAHA.

uh. School was. Weird. I really really cant stand the way she thinks another she is her best friend on confidant. lol. Mm. History. Mr low kept picking on me. haha cos i kept picking on him. =/.

okay this is lifted from BERN:

maths!i loveeeee maths!its so fun!
n our relief tcher is pretty..anyhow..hahaha..
some tests she just give us n tell us to do den bring back n go through..so weird..haha..
physics.WAD THE..she and her LIQUEEEED again.. -.-
tat jas found her cute =/ lydat is called cute arh?no wonder you dont find any cute pple arnd..
home e.WAHAHA!so fun!prisci n i are partnering..why whole day both of us one arh?weird..
we had milkshake n popcorn!
i think tat was the most popcorn i've eaten in one short in my whole life..i seldom eat popcorn..
so fun putting the honey thing =D put so much tat almost everyone complained..
BUT THEY STILL LIKED IT =D
beanie said so much honey!den eat eat eat..
jas..nv say anything..why?COS SHE'S EATING!hahahaha!!
prisci mix n eat n mix n eat..
rach was the cooker!whole day only see her poping the popcorns in the wok..haha..
recess stay in class n tc n play hangman with gis n april cos ate so much popcorn ready..haha..
n nava came n join in..SO EXTRA! :P nah just kidding..nava's damn cute..so blur n random n funny..her fave phrase i've got nothing to say..hahaha


la di da. Im having mixed feelings about something. But yet, i tell myself, not to give up even tho four years is pretty darn long.


@ 19:23

Thursday, May 04, 2006

i'm leaving on a jet plane


Sigh. I actually cried when Ms Cheah was going to leave. :(. she's such an awfully nice teacher, it'd be a sin to actually rejoice that she's gone. And then I kinda like cried again when i was with 2e and they sang leaving on a jet plane and graduation day for ms cheah.

and every element we see, we'd think of you...

how sweet. the best chemistry teacher i ever had.

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breaking it's early morn
The taxi's waiting he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

CHORUS
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now they don't mean a thing

Everyplace I go I'll think of you
Every song I sing I'll sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring

CHORUS

Well the time has come to leave you
One more time let me kiss you
Then close your eyes and I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave you alone
About the times I won't have to say...

CHORUS


oh well. if our history teacher left. MAYBE I'D CRY - tears of JOY haha :P
well. mr ong seems sad by ms cheah's departure. dont cry. we're sad too. HAHA.

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There's a guy i love so much who is very sick
i cant sleep in peace knowing he's not well
he takes good care of me, loves me so much
and always buys me chocolate and ice cream
so please pray for him that he will get well
and he can eat chocolate and ice cream with me again



















oh and did i mention he's my dad. ;)


@ 17:04

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

.


I try to be nice, but you just laugh.
I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when you're not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,
knowing your friendship isn't mine.

-Ashley Baron-


so what if i talked to you. as if you cared. you almost fell asleep on me. i thought you blocked me off your phone. your msn. but whatever you didnt block me from, i know that you actually blocked me off your heart. i thought that i could change you. i thought that i could love you. but everything was so naught. you dont even open up to me anymore. everything you just say is oh-so-extremely vague i cannot stress the word vague enough. oh. but maybe i did change you. i changed you into something i couldnt reconize, someone i couldnt relate to. so what if i share everything with you. maybe what we shared was more than a friendship. at least to me it was. as if you care. so what if i know you, your name, your age, your birthdate, your church, your friends, your ht and wt, your schools, your family, but i sometimes question do i really know you even though i know your personality. but oh whatever. its been almost 2 months since that day. and around 2 weeks since you pissed me off. part of me is angry. part not. i quite miss everything we did. i did so much more for you than i did for anyone else. including that other person. i only met that other person once. i met you like. i dont know how many times. i only wrote the other person one letter. i wrote you like. i dont know how many times. i only made him a simple bookmark. i made yours with your favourite verse and with a card. and i only hugged that other person once. i hugged you like. i dont know how many times. i only cried over the other person once. i cried over you like. i dont know how many times. i mean maybe all these are just so superficial and everything and maybe to you it doesnt prove anything. i just dont understand your ways anymore. theres too much going through my head and too much i need to say. i long for the day when you will talk to me. when you will finally agree for lunch. or at least just talk for more than 5 minutes. is five minutes out of your 24 hours you have a day too much? then i guess im not that much to you either.

oh dear im getting all emotional=/. Oh GOD HELP ME.


@ 18:26


HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE! :)


To NicWig/Nicole the ang ku kueh :D :

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE DARLING! :) *hugs* Let's see. I've known you since. P2. Wow that's pretty long. More than half my school life. er. Try 7 years. WOW THATS HALF MY LIFE! Heh so yea, i've known this beautiful girl called nicole although 7 years ago, none of us were very beautiful, tall, tanned, nice, smart. but now, nicole's grown up to be all beautiful, tall (tho not as tall as me! :P), tanned, nicer than me, DEFINITELY smarter than me. whee.

I remember in p2 you used to eat the same noodles everyday HAHA. And er. you were with claire voon (whos in US now). and we only came close in p3. then some funny misunderstand happened and we kinda werent friends for few years. :(

but then in sec one, we were friends! :) and we've been goodest friends ever since. haha I really miss sec one man. oh my all our funny jokes of the year.

1. Gummy drop from heaven
2. Gummy's money drop from the sky (OMG THAT WAS SO FUNNY)
3. Dominoes. although only YOU find it funny
4. SUPERMAN!
5. Indian man
6. Two Palms
7. Falling over Xiao

and I cant remember the rest. Oh my it was really really funny. We'll have more of those senseless jokes again i promise!

oh, i hope you enjoyed the cake i baked you!

<3,
prisci the gypsy!


@ 16:51


:D


You Passed 8th Grade Science

Congratulations, you got 8/8 correct!
Could You Pass 8th Grade Science?

(whee)

You Are 14 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
What Age Do You Act?

(I'm 14 yay!)

You Are a Learning Cook

You've got the makings of an excellent cook, and the desire to be one.
But right now, you're just lacking the experience. You couldn't be a top chef yet, but you could be an apprentice.
Are You A Good Cook?


You Are Teal Green

You are a one of a kind, original person. There's no one even close to being like you.
Expressive and creative, you have a knack for making the impossible possible.
While you are a bit offbeat, you don't scare people away with your quirks.
Your warm personality nicely counteracts and strange habits you may have.
What Color Green Are You?

wanted to be limegreen tho

You are a Black Coffee

At your best, you are: low maintenance, friendly, and adaptable

At your worst, you are: cheap and angsty

You drink coffee when: you can get your hands on it

Your caffeine addiction level: high
What Kind of Coffee Are You?


You Are Midnight

You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits.
Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle.
Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it.
You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.
What Time Of Day Are You?

definitely midnight lol

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain.
People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.
What Do People Envy About You?


Your Inner Blood Type is Type B

You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day.
Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable.
And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success.
You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible.

You are most compatible with: B and AB

Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and
What's Your Inner Blood Type?

pst. im actually an O.

You Are 24% Open Minded

You may be surprised to hear that you're not very open minded... and a little judgmental.
You tend to dislike others that are different from you.
While you may be open to a few new things, you don't reach far beyond what you believe.
And it's likely that you don't even want to discuss different points of view!
How Open Minded Are You?


The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

har?

Your Birthdate: March 5

You have many talents, and you are great at sharing those talents with others.
Most people would be jealous of your clever intellect, but you're just too likeable to elicit jealousy.
Progressive and original, you're usually thinking up cutting edge ideas.
Quick witted and fast thinking, you have difficulty finding new challenges.

Your strength: Your superhuman brainpower

Your weakness: Your susceptibility to boredom

Your power color: Tangerine

Your power symbol: Ace

Your power month: May
What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

I told you guys im psychic!

--

oh today during art was SO FUNNY. i was like saying to mr ong just for fun. as in. i didnt expect him to reply.

so this is what i said

"ni hao wo hen hao!"

THEN HE SAID

"WO BU HAO."

omg me and bern just died laughing man. and our physics teacher cant speak proper english. she looks like cai lao shi and it only goes to show that Mr and Mrs l** cannot speak good english. i wonder if it runs in the surname man. =/


@ 16:17

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