Breathe in for Luck
Mood: Weird =/
Music: Just Surrender - Body Language and Bad Habits
Today I hit my head. TWICE. I feel so unlucky.
CHEM SPA!
I totally screwed it up hahahah. I forgot to add distilled water to my solution, and when I erased my graph Mrs Lim went "PENS DOWN!" And started tapping at my table dammit. Haha.
First time was after Chem SPA, then we were all getting changed for PE, then I was throwing the stupid Ang Bao into the dustbin in the toilet. And I went "DAMN YOU, SPASTIC HONG BAO!" and then when I lifted up my head, BANG! I hit the toilet roll thingy. You know, those huge circular things pasted on the wall, with those perforated lines? Yeah I hit those, WITH the perforated lines. OUCH OUCH OUCH :(
To top things off, I forgot to take my pinafore after PE so I only had my blouse. I feel like a freaking loser hahahha. So during recess I had to run all the way back to the PE hall haha.
Then at home, I hit my head on the keyboard holder/stand/whatever cos I was trying to reconnect my mouse that suddenly stopped working. Gave up and restarted my computer haha.
And I officially hate History lessons. (or the teacher).
Just Surrender - Your Body And Mine
It looks like you need some company
Your face is wearing such misery
I'll stay right here with you if you want me to
(I want you to)
And if our worlds collide
A smile I'll sure provide
I'll turn your fantasies into something real
Just let me get inside
To the top and nothing's going to stop us
No roots or chains are going to hold us
Today will be the day we reach the sky
So long to things that dreams are made of
So close that you can almost taste it
Today will be the day we reach the sky
I like the way you look tonight
Your dress has drawn me to your eyes
I know that it's a stretch but would you let me stay
(I'll let you stay)
You've got me in a trance
And if you take a chance
I'll turn your memories into so much more
Just open your eyes
You know that I will be next to you
When morning comes I'll still be true to you
(You say you'll never leave)
And I won't dear
(But how can I believe)
Just trust me please
(I can't explain how much I need you)
Don't say a word,
Your body will speak for you
(You can be the reason I'm alive)
You're already everything I've got
(Hold me close, keep me on my toes)
I am in love with this song. It's sooo gorgeous!Labels: Music
Mood: Jaded =/
Music: GA Kim Richey - The Absence of Your Company
I woke up to rather shocking and unpleasant shoutings of my mum at my sister.
"Why are you on so late! Why are you online for so long! I'm going to turn off the lights!"
"Okay, suit yourself," my sister says in an irritated tone.
Thinking it was only 3am in the morning, and that there's still time for my slumber, I toss and turn, straightening and stretching my legs. Only to hear my phone alarm blasting and my phone vibrating the mattress.
It dawned on me "Oh my goodness. From 11plus when I was still doing work, to 12plus when I went to bed, until the time I WAKE UP, my sister has been online"
I think it's rather inconsiderate of her to be wasting resources and money like that. Knowing my dad's almost about to lose his job, we don't have a very high or stable family income, yet my dad tries so hard to protect us from all the stress he has, I can see the worry in his eye every day. He stopped giving my pocket money behind my mum's back like he used to. I know he doesn't have much excess to spend on me. There're still bills to be paid, amenities to be bought, so I try. I don't eat so much food during recess, I eat a heavy brunch on Sundays so I don't need to go out and buy food for lunch, things I want to buy I pay with my own money. But what's the point? When all the money I'm helping my dad save will just go towards paying unneeded electricity bills. Yet she acts like everything's alright. She's in such a good mood. I'm so fed up, so fed up.
Only one week left. Will you remember your promise?
Mood: Happy :)
Music: Just Surrender - Your Life And Mine
I don't really know why I'm feeling happy. Just weird haha. And someone remind me there is SCHOOL TOMORROW and I should be doing my homework and studying and not playing around with my music hahaha.
Mood: Happy :)
Music: The Ataris - My Reply
Hit me where it hurts the most;
Maybe pain will counter pain,
And I will be alright again.
Today I dissected an eye. And wasn't freaked out by it. It was rather interesting really.
Pardon my morbidness but stuff in bio don't freak me out.
Handbells today was quite okay. A bit quiet though. Without FONGFONG hehe!
Okay I've run out of things to say.
And I'm too lazy to post pictures. :)
Mood: Happy :)
Music: All Time Low - Break Out! Break Out!
I just redid my spelling test! And I improved! :D
Touch Typing
OH YEAH DANIEL! Totally THRASHED you man! :) :)
I feel so cool :)
Argh study time!
Mood: Stressed {:(
Music: Just Surrender - So Close So Alive
I lovee the lead singer's voice! So sexy :D
Anyway, I've hit my 789th post! :) Cool huh! And I shall celebrate it by doing a quiz. Just kidding, Gerald asked me to haha.
7 Random facts about me:
-1. I am underweight
-2. I can do lots of funny things with my fingers
-3. I look like a maid in my EZ-link card :(
-4. My favourite colour is green
-5. I do not like Japanese food
-6. I LOVEEE Dashboard Confessional!
-7. I sleep alot, eat alot, but never get fat :D
7 things that scare me:
-1. Injections
-2. Animals (like, EVERY kind of animal)
-3. Stinking odours.
-4. Getting fat
-5. lightning
-6. Losing the ability to feel/think
-7. Getting rejected (haha, how cliche)
7 Favourite Music Artists at the moment:
-1. DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL!
-2. Motion city soundtrack!
-3. Just Surrender
-4. All Time Low
-5. Jack's Mannequin
-6. New Found Glory
-7. Amber Pacific
7 Things I like most:
-1. Friends and people.
-2. Food.
-3. Music.
-4. Sleeeeping
-5. Reading
-6. Free writing
-7. Kissing and hugging. HAHAHHA. Kidding about the kissing part.
7 LUCKY people to do this:
-1. Ziteng (do it twice. thus 14 random facts about yourself!)
-2. Monica(do it twice too! yayyy you can blog about stuff in Aussie hehe)
-3. Tweeeen
-4. Szeee
-5. Daniel Sim =/ (haha!)
-6. Angelahhhhh
-7.
ahh damn I doubt anyone reads my blog ANYWAY. Gtg do homework!
Oh yes I passed my chem quiz! Highest marks in class! :) (Although like 10 other people had the same score haha)
Mood: Tired :O
Music: Malese Jow - Girls' Night Out
She stands on the top of hill. Arms spread open so wide, if she had fabric joined from her fingers to her protruding hips, she could glide so freely, releasing all the trouble that the world she lives in encompasses. She stands. And yells so loudly the birds fly from their nests to find some sort of quiet. So loud that all she hears is silence. And she whispers to herself," I am woman. I am strong. I am invincible."
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'S is for sorrow, for all I don't say.
S is for sick now, my punishing ways.'
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'Scrape scrape goes the knife. Scrape scrape goes my life.
I am a human abortion.
I am nothing.'
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"And ye who writes, choose a subject suited to your abilities," Horace once said.
So if I write about 'love' does it mean I'm good at it?
Or does it mean I'm living in my own fake reality, my runaway world?
Mood: Happy :)
Music: Daphne Loves Derby - Miniature Christmas Tree
Nathan auditioned for Band(age) yesterday. And they played All Time Low's Six Feet Under The Stars :) I hope they get in. They're really good!
Passed him Copeland. I think he spoilt it.
Either that or its my cd that's spoilt. :(
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On a different note, I've changed my layout! But it's almost similar to my old template (made by Twin woohoo) because
1) I'm too lazy to change link colours
2) Brown goes with the new image anyway
3) I haven't made a template in more than one year, my html skills are very lousy
I know it's a very simple template. No photoshop and all, and I like it that way, because I think there is beauty in simplicity. :)
On a sad note, I realised all the templates I make are mostly the same. Like, very similar.
I seriously need some dose of originality.
Yesterday I finally started writing down my thoughts again, after more than 6 months. While I used to write really often (at least once a week), I suddenly stopped, because I didn't want to remember the way I was leading my life.
Now I don't pen down events, only thoughts and random (attempted) poetry or just free writing.
I figured, if something was so striking you want to remember it,
You wouldn't need to write it down because it is etched in your memory.
Maybe I'll return to documenting my life on paper one day. Just maybe.
As this photo album I have once said, "Memories fade, photographs shouldn't."
See you around! Oh oh and Gerald! I've burnt your Jack's Mannequin already! :)Labels: Random things
Mood: Happy :)
Music: All Time Low - Time To Break Up
What a song to listen to after Valentine's Day haha.
Today is a good day! I saw two people today :)
Screw Amath though.
And total defence was so fun!
All the sec4s just nonsensed their way out haha!
I shall attempt to change my blog skin.
Due to time constraints (like my mum nagging me to do piano)
I shall attempt it only tomorrow!
BYE!
Mood: Tired :O
Music: All Time Low - Six Feet Under The Stars
Oh man I don't know why I've been so tired these few days!
Monday - Holiday. But I had a double piano lesson oh my goodness it was pure torture :(
Then I aimed to finish my work. And out of ten things I was supposed to do during the holidays, I did 5! :) Tuition after that, then prepare for amath test hoho. Slept at 12. Bad choice cos I couldn't wake up the next day haha.
Tuesday - School! Lit was... Oh forget it I don't wanna talk about it man. Then bussed to Bishan Stadium for SPORTS DAY! Running 1500m haha! Abigail was so funny. "Ehh why everyone like so pro like that?! I'm the only one in primary school shoes!" HAHAHAHHA. And at least I didn't come in last! :) :)
So tired so tired. Took train home with Astrid and Pearly and it was so funny. We ended up talking about our sec1 days.
"Those were the days when we thought track shoes and jeans were the coolest combination ever, along with long converse sling bags."
"OMG OMG ME TOO ME TOO!"
"I used to think alternate caps was cool."
"ME TOO! And I used to think that typing in short form was so cool also!"
"Yeah me too. But now I find that by the time I figure out how to type something in short form I would've finished typing the actual word anyway."
Haha. Sec1. Those were the days eh? When we thought we were so matured cos we've finally entered 'secondary' school hoho.
Reached home, and wanted to catch my 7 o clock show, only to find out that it was 8 by the time I turned it on. So in the end, I only watched like, ONE minute of it.
Wasted more time by watching Maggi and Me haha.
Spent almost an hour on lit essay which left me almost no time to study for chemistry :(
Wednesday - So tired so tired! At least we had fire drill! :) And skipped lit yay. No history test today! And turns out I didn't really need to study for chem. It was so easy! :) At least I think so. So, I'm positive I'll pass. If not, I'd be so disappointed in myself.
Okay I totally need to study Bio. I haven't even started! And I need to do my History essay! Love school, totally hate the work that comes along with it ):
Mood:-
Music: Alter Bridge - When I'm Gone
Screw Valentine's day.
We all know love doesn't exist.
"Forever" is a broken promise,
Yet everyone holds on to it like it's gold.
And we all know
That gold lasts longer than when someone tells you "forever"
"Never believe what a man says when he's in politics, running for president, in love."
Indeed.
I'm just ranting.
Mood: Tired :O
Music: Matchbook Romance - Surrender (Album Version)
Okay I just finished my iPod playlist ans 4gb really isn't enough for me :(
Anyhows.
Visting.
Visiting.
Thank goodness the "Whoa sec4 already ah! O levels this year right!" talk hasn't been said to me yet. Phew!
Enjoy your days everyone.
Don't forget your white ang baos. (homework and worksheets)Labels: Celebrations
Mood: Happy :)
Music: -
Okay today has GOT to be the BEST day of the week! (So far)
Okay okay I shall be cool and totally update about my week.
At 12am (yes, my day was good even before I slept!) I was finally catching up with Gerald and it was so full of nonsense. We vaguely remembered saying our goodnights and goodbyes at around that time, because I was complaining of my extreme fatigue, but yet in the end we hung up around 1am haha! :) :) So yes, it was a good time of funny funny talk. We talk about the weirdest, randomest, things. =/
Okay so I woke up! And for the first time in so many many many many nights, I had a peaceful sleep! Not that I always wake up traumatised in the middle of the night, but I always seem to just 'wake up' in the middle of the night =/ So even my sleep was good!
Then even though I was so bloody tired in school, I still had energy to go high and all. Mrs Tee gave us chocolate! :)
Then it was class time and our class was too lazy to go back to class so we sat at the quadrangle and like played zhuo zhu lao shu and TUKI TUKI hahah so funny.
And the concert was so funny! Okay I don't recall paying attention, but we just amused ourselves with the weirdest actions and sound effects (which was basically me shouting 'TONGKAT TONGKAT!' at random times haha!)
After that, we went to town! Omg finally. Finally. FINALLY I'm going out :)
Then bought the tickets, and SUBWAY! and along the way...met 1234567 mg girls.
Then we bought stuff! I bought speakers for my brother (they're pretty gay though..haha) and slippers!
After that we went to Heeren to take NEOPRINTS! Goodness I feel so gay. The last time I took neoprints was like in sec1. Fun fun fun :) :) :)
Then we rushed off for our movie and its so sad and funny at the same time.
We saw a couple making out! Okay that was rather disturbing but. Haha.
Rushed home after that and I saw Ming Long! (My sister's friend) And we couldn't really recognise each other so after like 2 minutes I got so fed up I just went
"Are you Ming Long?"
"Um..yeah"
"Ohoh! You know Deborah Chan?"
"Yeah! OH! YOU'RE HER SISTER!"
Hahaha. And thats about it.
My reunion dinner kinda SUCKED. Like, seriously, the food was so disgustingly disgusting. I swear even I could have done a better job. That was how lousy the food really was.
Then watched Ryan Higa videos with my brother hahaha.
And the best part of the day?
MY BROTHER BOUGHT ME AN IPOD NANO! :)
Pity it's only 4gb though..but it's the thought that counts! :) :)
Happy Chinese new year everyone!Labels: Celebrations
Mood: Drained :O
Music: -
Not just emotionally, physically.
I've never slept so much in school in my entire life.
Well, not this year at least.
Woke up at around 6,
Fell asleep in school at 650
Again during English
Recess
Literature
Lit Lecture
On the car
At home
And soon.
You don't know how hard it is for me.
To pretend every thing's alright for me when nothing will ever be when I'm talking to you
To pretend I'm so over everything when I'm not.
To pretend I don't love you when I still do.
To be myself, when I'm with you.Labels: School
Mood: Tired :O
Music: Oliver James - Greatest Story Ever Told
I'm sooo tired! (then again, I'm always tired hehe :D)
So today was pretty much an okay day.
Woke up at almost 11 because I slept at an insane late hour of 1am. (See? I'm a very good girl now =) )
Then went to visit Grandfather and wasted a lot of time stoning :(
Came home, DID MY AMATH TYS oh my goodness I'm so proud of myself(:
Went for tuition (I'm doubly proud of myself!)
AND actually did my work. (Now I'm triply proud of myself!)
Went to West Mall, bought ankle guards at the orders of my mummy who wouldn't let me run my 1500m event that Lyn strangely signed me up for without my permission unless I bought them.
So bought them, and bought eye drops to refresh my tired eyes, and I wanted to buy wet wipes for school, and transparent plasters for the fun of it, but decided against it because I would seriously be spending too much money :(
Then went to Popular to buy my CiYu SouCes and couldn't resist buying pen refills. Okay, I NEEDED them since I dropped my pen ONCE and it refused to work again :(
Then a not just hungry, but ravenous Priscilla HAD TO HAD TO buy her dinner, and she decided on SUBWAY! And couldn't resist buying a cookie :D
And I was so hungry I had to eat it the moment I got out of the train woohoo!
Subway seriously made my day :) :) :)
So after spending close to 50bucks, and my allowance is like, 100bucks, I'm like. BROKE. 50bucks will never buy me enough food for February! Nah just kidding. I'm sure I can always claim back money with the wonders of receipts! :)
Church after that. It was pretty okay I guess. (:
And another highlight of the day? My mummy bought me HONEY STARS! So as you can tell, Priscilla enjoys her food a lot, so don't go around thinking she's anorexic okay? :) Goodnight everyone!
Honey Stars and Subway wan sui! :)