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Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Spoilt

Mood: Tired :O
Music: Run Kid Run - The Call

I am very very tired. Not just physically, but jaded. And the worst part? It's not because I've been studying so much. Contrary to that, I'm studying WAY TO LITTLE. I remember in sec2 I used to have a really high efficiency rate and study like crazy for hours on end. (I used to stay up till 1am to study, but now I can't even last till 12) And now I've just been degraded to this little piece of retard with no functioning brain whatsover.

I feel so undermined when April and Nic and Cheryl and Gis stay back during recess to study. And then off I go skipping to the canteen to indulge in spending money and fattening myself. When in reality it should be that they are the ones going off to eat because they deserve it cos they work so hard. And me? Yeah, whatever. It's like I don't deserve to eat. I don't deserve the break. And now my class is becoming so anti social. (apart from our recent gossip session about Miley Cirus hahahha)

I mean seriously. When was the last time I had a DECENT LIGHT-HEARTED conversation with SS101 (April, Cheryl, Gis, Nic)? You know, I can't remember. And I don't know if the reason I can't remember is because I've been so stressed my short term memory is totally acting up again, or that it was so long ago there's no way you could remember it.

And my conversations with my desk partner Yinger?
"Eh what did you study yesterday?"
"How much studying did you do during the weekend?"
"You know what! I did (insert number) chapters of (insert subject)!" [Wow so good! I only did (insert number) chapters of (insert subject)]
"Today when I go home I'm going to study (insert subject)"
"Ehh how do you do this question? Doesn't ...."
"Where do you intend to go after MG?"
"Wait hold on, I need to listen to (insert teacher's name) first"

Maybe it's better off being alone, so at least you won't know the difference between company and being left behind/alone. Then you won't know the difference between conversation and silence. And no differentiation does not help in this case.

You know what? I'm just gonna bury myself in books so I won't need to think of all this shit.

Labels: School

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Sunday, April 27, 2008

Meet Me Halfway

Mood: Tired :O
Music: Colbie Caillat - Realize

I. Am. Very. Tired.
The whole weekend I've just been sleeping sleeping sleeping.
And the only reason why I'm blogging is because lots of people have updated they're blogs today. And I don't wanna be left behind HAHAH I'm kidding about the last part.
But seriously. I've been sleeping a lot.

Friday I came back from handbells. Hardly did any work and fell asleep around 1230.
Intended to wake up at 7.30 but then LIM ZITENG DIDN'T SMS ME SO I DIDN'T WAKE UP
And instead woke up at 9.30 which is still early by normal standards, considering I normally get up at 11 haha.
Visited Grandfather and hung out with Kel Kel haha he's the most unglam person ever! And he's flying off to Dubai on Thursday. I'll miss my cousin :(
Got back, and fell asleep for eternity, before I forced myself to go for tuition.
Got back from tuition, WATCH WU ZUN and read The Tenth Circle and wasted a lot of smses in the process of reading haha!
Slept around 1.30 and intended to wake up at 8.20 to do work.

But then I kept snoozing my alarm, and the funny thing was that my sister kept snoozing her alarm so instead of waking up every ten minutes to re-snooze my alarm both of us ended up waking up every five minutes snoozing each other's alarm because we can't stand it haha!

Finally decided to get my ass off my bed and did some work. Then finished the last bit of the book and went to church. And I was so tired I just couldn't concentrate on projectionist duty I kept screwing up hahahah I could feel BOTH my father and brother's taps on my back telling me I'm at the wrong slide sigh :(

Fell asleep during Sunday School, and stayed back in church to study Amath with Isaac and MR LIM CHENG KEN as our teacher haha! And then the funniest thing just happen! (Okay, it's very freaky also) but anyway I just pretended to be Ken so that this girl would stop stalking him and its' super hilarious! We spent most of out time laughing our asses off and attracting disapproving glances because it was so funny we kept laughing at every message we received. And the worst part? She seemed to know my number!
"You're not Ken..pris right?" OH MY CRAP HOW DID SHE DO THAT! I wish I had some power like hers. To know who's number it is without asking. Haha.

Got back. And took a what was meant to be 15minute nap that turned out to be a more than one hour nap.

AND I'M STILL TIRED. And I've done less than half my assigned work. How screwed is that can you tell me. :(

For the person I'm talking to online now: I know it's tough. But please, hold on, because a love like that is hard to find.

Labels: Random things

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Thursday, April 24, 2008

Pu(ni)sh

Mood: Thinkish

Music: Anna Nalick - Catalyst

I push myself so hard in physical stuff because it's the only thing I can do.
Punishing myself is like so cathartic release of stress.
Starving, binging, simple starving to be safe,

Doing work, running, pushing limits, playing till my fingers hurt,

So is it push, or punish?
Are we words apart, or worlds apart?
Can, or can't?

Labels: Words

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Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Run Priscilla Run

Mood: Tired :O
Music: KEN LEEEEEE

I ran and ran and ran. And I'm so freaking exhausted now. My legs feel like they're gonna give way any time soon.
I cannot believe I am going to retake my five items this Thursday. If I feel too shitty, I'll just settle for the imperfect score and die. My legs have nooo more strength! I don't feel like climbing up three floors to reach my study room :(

Basically I'm just going on and on about how much my legs hurt.
Although I didn't get my aim of either getting under 12minutes or beating ______, which is sad, considering I never ever hit my targets and overshot by super long, the good thing was that
i) it was my best timing ever
ii) I BEAT LIM ZITENG HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA :D

I shall take a break from studying today and play piano and read :)

Labels: Random things

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Sunday, April 20, 2008

Video!

Mood: Tired :O
Music: -

Just got back from some mega long study session of physics. And actually now I'm supposed to be doing piano so I can study some more in the night hahaha.

Anyway here's the video for our GEL performance. It's super funny, so you (the reader) had better click the 'play' button if not you'll regret it for the rest of your life.

I just cannot in the world, phantom why we lost. It's so freaking good and funny okay! Just because we didn't say anything about Excellence in MGS. If everyone just goes on about how "Godly" "Excellent" "Lovely" MGS is, it's just so...kiss ass. I mean okay there might be some truth to it, but surely Godliness, Excellence, and Love is not just confined to a building situated on 11 Blackmore Drive is it?

Makes sense right! Ahh oh well.

I am so so so screwed for Physics. I really really should have dropped it sigh. :(

Labels: Videos

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Friday, April 18, 2008

Can't Live!

Mood: Happy :)
Music: Mariah Carey - Can't Live

Okay today during Math, Evan got Mrs Tee to let us play this video. And it's freaking hilarious!
My favourite part?

HAHAHAHAH OMGGGG.

Oh here's the video

And they (YouTube) didn't allow embedding, so here's the link for the Mariah Carey Version.

HAVE FUN! :)

Labels: Random things, Videos

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Thursday, April 17, 2008

Record!

Mood: Happy :)
Music: -

Okay I didn't intend to blog. But this is a totally blog-worthy moment!
After a very stressful day at school, I came home to destress, and I sound so nerd, but playing minesweeper flags is really fun. And look what came out of it. A NEW HIGH SCORE!

WOOWWW! Cool huh!

Alright today school was so so so tiring. I was all geared up for 2.4 when it started raining sigh. So we went back to class, and studied the whole day. I even paid attention during history! How cool is that! See I told you that it was a blog-worthy thing. :)

And then after school I went to Popular and got pencils! Hey don't laugh alright, pencils are so important! My dear old pencil spoilt, and that left me in a very cranky mood, because in the end I had use some super NOOB pencil that was so gay oh my goodness. And other reasons I shall not say why I took so long to get a new pencil haha!

Anyway. I really need to go study now. I have two weeks to revise, study AND remember one and a half years of work. TOODLES!

Labels: Random things

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Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Urgh.

Mood: Sad :(
Music: Dashboard Confessional - Ghost Of A Good Thing

To say today was is a bad day, is a total understatement.

'S is for sorrow, for all I don't say.
S is for sick now, my punishing ways.'

The feeling of disappointment is so overwhelming. Not even books could save me.
I don't really feel like typing anymore.
Goodbye.

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Thursday, April 10, 2008

MUSIC FIX!!

Mood: Happy :)
Music: New Found Glory - Eye Sore (Acoustic)

This song is sooo awesome. Thanks Daniel!
Anyway I realise I haven't been updating much, even though I'm always online aha!
BECAUSE! I've been getting major major music fixes it is so cool!
And I was putting songs into Cheryl's thumbdrive, and I put so many until her thumbdrive ran out of space and only had something like 135kb (not mb) left haha!

Anyway school has been somewhat slack. Today was such a horrible day at school.
We had some speech thing and like the first girl was just TOTALLY WEIRD. Like, suddenly I seem so normal. And even YUXI would seem perfectly sane and normal beside her. Everyone in my class just went "??" it was rather funny. But yeah. I fell asleep for like, more than half the thing.

"You slept for thirty minutes."
[Like, sleep but stir a bit here and there? Or really sleep until never move?]
"Sleep until never move. Everyone was looking at you"

Haha! But don't write me off a lazy! I was studying history last night! That's why I was so tired yawnnn. And PE was such a crazy affair. I am even more certain now that I'll never get my perfect score this year :(
Got back a few tests, which I barely passed. This sucks okay I've never felt so sad in the whole week.

But when I came home, I got my music fix so I'm much happier :)
And look! I did my good deed for the day!

Teaching logarithms via a lame method haha. (click for larger size)
"Because I always forget how to express an equation in log form, i keep mumbling to myself "log base answer equals power." haha!"

Okay dinner. Then piano SIGH :(

Labels: Music, Random things

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Sunday, April 06, 2008

Lame

Mood: Happy :)
Music: We The Kings - Stay Young

This is so lame. Haha but I would be quite amused by it. Oh well at least it encourages people to give up their seats for old people and look macho right? HAHA.

Oh oh look at this too! How cute. :)

Haha I had an interesting conversation on Friday!

(after some time)
[Nehh nehh.]
"What 'nehh nehh'?"
[Oh. Random sound effect]

HAHA.
Anyway today was church. And I stayed back to study! This is so amazing! Staying back in church for two consecutive weeks to study! (Nevermind it wasn't the same church, it's still studying!) If this goes on, as Mrs Tee likes to say," You're one step closer to your A1" :)

Okay Ziteng sent his phone for repair because it hung (again). I still remember the time we were at Macs then I was just playing around with it and then..IT HUNG! Oops! Hahahaha. And we were trying to take out the battery then put it back in and IT STILL HUNG so oh well. Hahaha proves that your phone is a NOOB PHONE! haha.

But oh well. It'll be boring not messaging you, BUT AT LEAST I CAN SAVE ON MY EXPLODING MESSAGE BILL! Haha Ziteng you can do INTERNET SMS!!! It's so cool. And best of all, IT'S FREE!

Person1
Listening to all those songs just brought back weird memories. Memories that make me cringe, make me experience all those queasy feelings. But oh well. You've moved on, I've moved on, and that's good I guess.

Person2
What happened to all we used to be? What "long long long long time okay!" Yeah right. I don't see you trying okay. You know how much that hurts? Guess not huh it feels like we don't even know each other anymore. Where's our friendship? I want this to last, I really do. Please, try. I can't do this alone. As a friend, I love you. Still do. And I don't want this beautiful thing to pass. I don't know what to say anymore. But, yeah. I don't know if you want it anymore, but I do. And if you think I don't, you're thinking wrongly. But if you don't, then just tell me. Yeah.

Okay. I feel like I've blogged sufficiently enough for this entry :)

Labels: Posts with lots of photos

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Friday, April 04, 2008

Swim Meet

Mood: Sad :(
Music: Yellowcard - Shadows and Regrets

Today was Swim Meet 08! We were kinda late, so anyway the bus journey was just me and Edward spending time together :)

Swim meet was just so hot hot hot. Sat with Giselle, with our supply of food and shade (read, sunglasses, umbrella, cap) but STILL NO USE I got burnt within the first 20 minutes. One moment I was happily talking to Giselle and the next moment I felt like my skin was on fire. Like, for real. We had some interesting conversatation, like what's our favourite/most common/most overused words, personalities, responsibilities...it's conversations like these that make me feel alive. (never mind the fact I was almost dying in the heat)

On the positive side, I got darker! Which totally freaked out my mum when she saw me woohoo I'm tanned now! :D

Went for lunch with Cheryl and Mummy and totally managed to get Cheryl to fall in love with All Time Low, and we bought shades and nerd specs for dirt cheap prices! And yea..started to camwhore HAHAHAHAHAH.

Okay we look so seriously retarded, but I don't care it's so fun! Haha.

Got hoooked on Edward and wasted a lot of time listening to it instead of going to bathe haha.
Okay I think I'm going to play my piano now. MONICA DON'T YOU MISS THE PIANO? :)

When we were only kids, and we were best of friends,
and we hoped for the best, and let go of the rest.

Labels: Posts with lots of photos, School

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Thursday, April 03, 2008

Nerdy PIck Up Lines!

Mood: Happy :)
Music: Eyes Set To Kill - Into The Night

Okay screamo songs REALLY rock. :)

Anyway. My class is kinda retarded these days. I think it must be the stress that secretly affects us, so we come to school to destress. And end up playing weird games like would you rather, and questions like

"Would you rather... play would you rather or truth or dare?"
"Would you rather... pluck out all the hair on your head or all your eyelashes?"
"Would you rather... eat a dog or a cat?"
"Would you rather... date a drug addict or smoke?"
"Would you rather... marry a giant or a midget?"
"Would you rather... date a guitarist or drummer?"
"Would you rather... go to Sam's clinic or Evan's click?" (And almost everyone chose Evan's haha!)

And then during recess we had lame pick up lines, and look what I found on Facebook!
Nerdy Pick-up Lines!! It was a way to exhaustive list, so I just took the first 50 (I think) and made favourites out of it. Others are just way too horny haha!

1. You're like an exothermic reaction, you spread your hotness everywhere! (Mrs Lim would totally agree. with all her boys an girls analogies!)
2. I wish I was your derivative so I could lie tangent to your curves
3. You’re like a dictionary, you add meaning to my life!
4. I don't have a library card, but do you mind if I check you out?
5. Baby i'll treat you like my hw- I'll slam you on the table and do you all night long
6. I wish I were your second derivative so i could fill your concavities.
7. If I was sin^2 theta and you were cos^2 theta together we would be 1 (Mrs Tee would be so proud of us)
8. Your so cute you make my zygomaticus muscles contract. (Muscles that make you smile) (As well as Miss Lau)
9. When you and me get together it's like superposition of 2 waves in phase. (And Miss Or)
10. You know.. it's not the length of the vector that counts... it's how you apply the force (And even Miss Cheong)

Yeahh. Study Study Study!

Dirty bells, but they look cool in any case :)
AND, they are seriously heavy! (If you hold them for like 5 minutes straight)

Labels: Random things

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Tuesday, April 01, 2008

Sunday!

Mood: Full :I
Music: Howie Day - Collide

Sunday!
I cannot remember the last time I woke up at 7.45am on a Sunday morning. It's so early! Okay actually I think I remember. It was when I went to Tiffany's church! But anyway. My friend woke me up and I made my way to FMC for captain's ball!
Okay I didn't make my own way there, I met my friend at the station! Because..I would surely get lost. Oh man I almost got lost in the MRT station beat that sigh.

Saw Vicky, Gerald, Gloria, and camwhored just a tiny tiny tiny bit with Ziteng and all BUT BUT BUT he had to delete the nice shots that I took arghhh.

Captain's Ball! It was SO HOT SO HOT I could have just died playing. Thank goodness for iced-water packed in sealed plastic cups that we splashed open (: Okay then apparently there's a tradition where pupils play against teachers and yea, Charissa kept saying "They always play dirty!" Haha but in any case we (both boys team and girls team) LOST :(

Anyway. Met new people there. And I swear Jeremy thinks I'm retarded.

"Oh. What school are you in?"
[I'm Seth's classmate.]
"Oh." (Meaning I know the answer already)
*three seconds later*
(In a in-case-you-didn't-know tone) [ACS Barker]

Haha yes I knew that okay! Anyway. I got wet (again) and we were trying to do yoga poses and it was super funny trying to see all the guys trying (admist in vain) to contort themselves while the girls just "What's so difficult about it?" HAHA.

Changed, and went for lunch at PS and Carl's Junior. The way everyone was trying to hide their Chippy's food and all. OH we played the thumb game, and I'm super good at it! (haha as if)
Then we went to Yamaha and my friend bought me drum sticks! But I'm still crazy lousy at it, so like, ahh damn it. Bought sexy red guitar picks! Oh man they're so cool, but at the wrong thickness so OH WELL.

Went back to study a bit of Chemistry and History (I officially hate history ARGH!) and learnt a bit of the drums and oh my goodness I seriously think I suck sigh. BUT I will learn it soon! :D:D

Went out for dinner with my Aunt and Grand Uncle and Grand Auntie which was quite cool since I never expected I'd be able to carry out a decent conversation.

OKAY THIS IS MY HIGHLIGHT OF THE WHOLE POST!
LIM ZITENG IS SLOWER THAN ME!

Ahaha yes yes yes!
So today, being April Fools, my class wanted to fool our teachers but then Mrs Tee was sick so we were kind and just paid attention haha. And then Miss Lau tried fooling us by suddenly making us separate our tables and giving us a quiz. Which actually turned out to be our homework. So, yes, she fooled us heh.

For English we all switched places and pretended so sleep. And Miss Chuah was like "Hey don't think I don't know it's April Fools okay" And then everyone started talking in every language they knew except English. (Like Yanka and her Hindi, Rivali and her Bengali and what nots) Oh man it was so hilarious.

BUT BUT BUT. All these cannot be compared to this!
Ziteng tried to fool me by sending some sms saying "Oh you know what? I've actually ________..." And then I sent him another sms that totally shocked him and then he was like "It's an april fool's joke. IS YOUR STATEMENT REAL?!" HAHAHAHHA ziteng you're so slow! :D

Okay do work time. Ciao!

TIFFANY I CANT SEE A SINGLE THING!

Labels: Random things

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