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Thursday, January 31, 2008

Bah.

Mood: Choked :O
Music: BoA - If You Were Here

I should never let this song play in the first place. Now I'm feeling like so choked up wit emotions when I was actually in a very happy mood. :( :(

Anyway school's been finee.
Yesterday went out for lunch and finally ate like PROPER food after starving off during recess and all.
Today's such a good day! Other than the horrible SPA I totally screwed up so badly I had to fake values so I could do my calculations sighh. My A1 for Chemistry just flew away :(
Then PE was like the hottest in so many many many days I didn't even wanna run (for the first time this year!) and it was so hot and tiring we all just slacked off and PRETENDED to play hand ball haha!
Then math passed quite fast because Yinger and I just spent our time mumbling "What in the world is Mrs Tee talking about!" and "I seriously don't understand" and "Eh how do you do this" and "Huh why do you have to do this for homework" until all our time passed haha!

Then for RECESS I decided to treat myself and buy SATAY BEE HOON! Hoorah! It's so good to eat good food :)
Then it was triple humans all the way. So tired! Almost fell asleep. BUT at least Yinger and I decided to be super attentive during Social Studies so it was quite productive :)

Then after school I saw Auntie Amy and she invited me for lunch with her and Angela WOOHOO! Beats meeting Swong who totally forgot we were meeting haha!

okay and now I've successfully wasted around 10 minutes of everyone's time. You better go study man. Okay bye!

Labels: School

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Sunday, January 27, 2008

Care

Mood: Weird :S
Music: Motion City Soundtrack - Time Turned Fragile

It's almost like I don't have a right to care
How I can't interfere
Into the moment so private that even though
It's laid out for the world to see
It's so private that I just
Have to look away
I'll learn.
Just watch me.

Yesterday was YF committee meeting and Mt.Emily and that place is soo gorgeous! It's almost like a studio apartment, just very much smaller, no rooms, no kitchen. Only a pantry, balcony, living space, POOL TABLE :D

So after the meeting and dinner we went to play pool and I'm improving! :) :)

Church today. Totally screwed up projectionist duty hahaha and discovered that I have NO MORE CASH IN MY WALLET :(
So recess this week will be spent in class either
1) finishing up my undone homework
2) studying
3) sleeping away my hunger pangs

:(

Labels: School

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Saturday, January 26, 2008

BYE MONICA! :(

Mood: Sad :(
Music: Motion City Soundtrack - It Had To Be You

Yesterday was the longest weekday of the whole year!
Woke up extremely tired but still had to go to school nonetheless and amused myself with drawings and whatnots. Of course, I paid attention too! :)

Then it was LUNCHBOX DAY! Haha it was a total success! We started eating around the tables and then it was soo funny cos we were playing some 'tuki tuki' game and then we played some counting mice game until P_____ stood in front of us and all of us immediately stopped, except those whose backs were facing hers. Then Evan went "EH! WHY STOP!" in her mega-loud voice and then we were like "shh...pandian.." HAHAHAH.

And after school and after some mega long handbell talk by Mrs Soo I went up to get my school bag and phone and I received a message from MONICA! Saying she's only leaving at 6 at night!
So a very very excited Priscilla went downstairs to tell Tiffany the good news and both of us got so excited we called our parents for permission to go down after handbells, leaving FONGFONG to be in charge of closing up.

Then FONGFONG wanted to stay back in school for sec3 parent's briefing instead of sending Momo off (terrible right!) so we videoed her and Mrs Aw saying goodbye haha Fongfong's video is soooo hilarious!

So after a very very very stressful handbells, Tiffany and I totally rushed down to Newton Mrt, then took a train down. And we were documenting our adventure on video! First at Telok Blangah (I think. Or was it Tanah Merah. Ahh whatever) and then in the train at expo, and on the escalator at T2's train station and then we found Monica!! :D:D

And just hung around taking pictures, cracking jokes and all.
Then we sent Monica off, and poor Ryan didn't make it on time :( :(
After that sent Tiffany off, then dinner with Gerald, Ziteng and their church friends at Burger King and it was so sad because my brain wasn't exactly functioning very well after handbells so I kept not getting their jokes sigh.

And on the way home with Ziteng, someone moved away so there were two empty seats because she thought we were together O.o =/ :S BUT we're not okay! Haha.

And I miss Monica. Like, she's no longer always only a phone call away, or I can't crash her house when I feel like it. Ahh I just miss talking to her.

Tiffany and I are gonna miss you so much Monicaaa!!!! <33

And that rounds up my super super long and stressful

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Thursday, January 24, 2008

What If.

Mood: Moodless
Music: The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

What if it's not enough?
What if everyone surpassed you?
What if everything you never expected, became a reality?
What if what you've been working so hard for all went down the drain?

What if your enough is never enough?
What if it will never, ever be enough?

Then you just give up because it will never be enough anyway.

Labels: School

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Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Okay

Mood: Normal :)
Music: Dashboard Confessional - Hands Down

Today was quite a bad day. BUT I'm still alright haha.
I hit my elbow on the railing while wishing Cherry happy birthday (for like the 4th time haha!)
And then can't remember but all I know is that my ankle is so pain walking becomes a problem :(
And er. er. Yeah I hit my shoulder while opening the car door
I'm so totally gonna fail physics and Higher Chinese and be forced to drop Higher Chinese when results come out.

Today during HCL everyone couldn't concentrate on writing their compos, and we were all moaning "Lao shi, this will be our last compo.." and "Lao shi can we have fun today? It'll be our last Chinese lesson with you!"
And we were coming up with all the weirdest scenerios! Like
Imagine if we all have to drop HCL that in the end we'll still have the same teacher but be called 'Chinese' instead of HCL haha.
Imagine if we actually drop HCL, and then the other normal express Chinese girls does better than us!

And thus we began moaning about our bleak and desolate future, sighing about our fate, and totally not doing our compos at all! But at least Laoshi was nice and understanding and just chit-chatted with us. Which means we all didn't finish our compositions which means we all have homework to do :(

Nevertheless, admist all these jokes and lame things aside, I'M REALLY SCARED I'LL HAVE TO DROP HIGHER CHINESE. All my Mondays I've stayed back, the trauma I've had to endure of Greek being thrown at me (Chinese, actually. But either way I don't understand any)..ALL WASTED! Oh my goodness.

I don't want to drop Higher Chinese. Repeat: I DON'T WANT TO DROP HIGHER CHINESE.

Lame as it sounds. Tough as it is. I DONT WANT TO TAKE CHINESE IN JC haha :D
And. I don't want to be separated from Appey Cheryl Gissy and Nic.

--
On to happier things! I shall blog about Monday heee.
On Monday, we had DINNERTABLEGANG reunion!
And we all brought instant noodles (well, Lipin had to go buy them haha) and then we went to the canteen uncle to buy hot water and we all took turns and it was so funny!
The uncle was like "Eh why today so many people buy hot water ah? I've already sold 8 cups!"
And feigning ignorance I was like "Huh really ah. Oh well"

And it was the usual chaos and laughter and Seeyue Lipin and Nic went to buy drinks for all of us and we all ordered different things and the canteen didn't have the desired drinks.

LIPIN: Don't have Nutrisoy!
TIFFANY: Um. Aiyah Pink Dolphin la!
LIPIN: PRISCI! No Nutrisoy!
Prisclla: Umm..what's there!
Lipin: *says whatever is on the 'menu' blah blah*
Priscilla (to tiffany) : I don't want pink dolphin!
(to Lipin) : *all the drinks that weren't there sigh* AIYAH PINK DOLPHIN LA!
LIPIN: Grace! No Nutrisoy!
Grace: Um..what's there!
Lipin: *says whatever is on the 'menu' blah blah*
Grace: (to Lipin) : *all the drinks that weren't there sigh* AIYAH PINK DOLPHIN LA!

Haha yes so retarded I know! And it's so funny because Seeyue officially claims the drink stall guy hates her. They kept going "Er..这个多少？...这个多少？这个多少？" for like. EVERY drink they bought hahaha! Soo funny la!

Then we had a surprise birthday cake for Jasmine who totally didn't expected it! We pretended it was Nicole's birthday and we all were like "Happy birthday to you... Happy birthday to you... Happy birthday JASMINE" and she happily went "NICOLE.." and she got a total shock when we all shouted JASMINE! :D:D

SEE MONICA WHO SAYS WE CAN'T PLAN SURPRISES HUH HUH HUH. :)

And then we created such a mess the cleaner was like "Umm umm" then we replied "it's okay we'll clear it out ourselves" and a whole look of relief swept across her face haha!

On a random note, Amath test was a breeze! I'm confident I'll pass, hopefully get full marks :D

Labels: School

@ 17:53

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Mood: Frustrated >=/
Music: Dashboard Confessional - Bend and Not Break

I am fairly agile
I can bend and not break
Or I can break and take it with a smile
And I am so resilient
I recover quickly
I'll convince you soon that I am fine

I'm so sick sick sick of my life.
I don't even know where I'm heading
I can't make it to AC with these mediocre grades of mine
And fuck I don't wanna go to jj
I know I'm screwing up my life
But I don't know how to stop.

These days I just feel so sad
Wandering aimlessly
Thinking so much about nothing in particular
School is a safe haven for me
Where I'm surrounded by people
Forced to put on a mask.

Or I bend so much to suit people and cover
At the end of the day I don't even know who I am anymore

And I know that it's a wonderful world
But I cant feel it right now,
I thought I was doing well but I just want to cry now

Who am I to dream, dreams are for fools, they always let you down.

Maybe I should stop thinking about my life and study to forget everything
But what if one day everything that has been suppressed just comes out?

Fuck I don't wanna be emo.
Doesn't help my O levels are coming out on THURSDAY. Screw my life man.

Maybe I should stop listening to Dashboard Confessional for the time being. Their lyrics make you think too much.

I don't even know who I am anymore.
I don't even know who I live for.
I don't even know what I live for.
I don't even know what I want.
I don't know I don't know I don't know so stop asking me!

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Sunday, January 20, 2008

Shield your eyes, conceal your lies.

Mood: Weird :|
Music: Dashboard Confessional - Carve Your Heart Out For Yourselves

I'm having an influx of emotions.
Suddenly I don't want to talk to anyone.
Just be alone, with a book, with a CD playing in the background
And after I'm done with the book,
Curl up reading the lyrics and singing all out of tune
Like no one's watching

And I just feel so much anger in me
Directed at no one in particular
Don't say I'm PMSing
Because I just had my period 2 weeks ago.

Maybe I'm frustrated
At the ways of the world
How everyone wants to conform
But yet at the same time,
Be different.

Last night, I had a dream about you,
In this dream, I dreamt I was beside you.
- Daft Punk, Digital Love

No seriously, I did. And I don't know what to make of it.
I don't know what I want now.
I don't know I don't know.
I'm not sure if I even want to know.

I'm getting so sick sick sick of this life.
Frustration bleeds from every vein of mine.
Flowing through every vessel
Poisoning me in my own venom.
And it's only 2008.

Tell me, what's the meaning in life?
What's the meaning of life?
Why is love all around, but not within?

GOD SAVE ME. PLEASE.

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Friday, January 18, 2008

Hello!

Mood: Happy :)
Music: Hollywood Lies - This Must Be Love (unmastered)

HAVE YOU ALL BEEN WATCHING DEAL OR NO DEAL?!
Guess who's my favourite!

OMG SO CUTE RIGHT!!! (but he doesn't look good here) :(

Ahhhh I wanna faint man haha. Oooh lala! BUT. He's too old. The 17 year old one is not bad either! Hahahaha.

Ahhhhhh long day tomorrow. Must do stuff now. Bye people!

Labels: Random things

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Sunday, January 13, 2008

Weddings

Mood: Happy :)
Music: Dashboard Confessional - Several Ways to Die Trying

Aha I'm finally done with all the upcoming weddings I'm supposed to attend! :)
- Cousin's wedding
- Ming Dao's wedding celebrations
- Chi Ann's wedding
- My Biew Yi's wedding

And they're all really nice and sweet, but I'm glad I finally have Saturdays to myself and catch up on sleep (and work), and visit my grandfather:)

And and and I'm being bored and wu liao (pointless) and I shall post a photo! :D

Haha so cool right! It was like Daniel and David's baptism, and just so happen (seriously it was a total coincidence!) that Isaac Ee wore a black shirt and a B&W stripped tie and I wore a black and white dress. COOL RIGHT! I can't remember who (either Isaac or Daniel) was like "Haha it looks so MCR, we should form a band!" Haha and they're all in skinny ties! :D

SO we couldn't resist taking a cool photo man. Haha. Just kidding Daniel's father just wanted to take a photo haha! Oh, oh, please ignore the fact I look totally unglam and terrible in the shot. I look soooo extremely tired! But then again, I guess I was haha!

I just realised there was a height gradient in the photo sigh :(

Oh and because Angela and Daniel have requested me to put a tagboard, I shall. So, EVERYONE PLEASE TAGG!! :D:D

Okay that's pretty much about it. HOMEWORK TIME! :(

Labels: Celebrations

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Friday, January 11, 2008

Schoool

Mood: Tired :O
Music: David Nevue - Be Thou My Vision (instrumental)

After so many songs, this song has been one of my all time favourites. The lyrics never seem to touch me in a whole new way.

Be Thou my vision, O Lord of my heart
Naught be all else to me, save that Thou art
Thou my best thought by day or by night
Waking or sleeping Thy presence my light

Be thou my wisdom and Thou my true word
I ever with Thee and Thou with me, Lord
Thou my great Father, I , Thy true son
Thou in me dwelling and I with Thee one

Riches I heed not nor man's empty praise
Thou mine inheritance now and always
Thou and thou only first in my heart
High King of heaven my treasure Thou art

High King of heaven my victory won
May I reach heaven's joys, O bright heaven's Sun
Heart of my own heart whatever befall
Still be my vision O Ruler of all

I wanted to choose a few lines, then I realised the whole song was so meaningful I decided to post the whole thing up haha. :)

Hymns are like poems too. Didn't you realise? :D

Anyway school. Urgh I feel like I have ZERO social life.
Wednesday met Gerald Monica Ziteng for some catch up because I haven't seen them in 1000 years. OH WAIT. I saw Monica and Zt at the wedding haha! And I'VE GOT MOTION CITY SOUNDTRACK! Move over MCR, MCS is the new rock band! And I saw Twinkle! Haha. Her name is so cool.

Oh then then on Wednesday my sister asked me to go shopping with her!!! So we went and we bought 3 pairs of shoes, 2 skirts, and one top. WOOHOO! Best part, she paid for everything! :D:D Definitely my highlight of the week. Sigh, so much for no more shopping huh. :(

OH RIGHT. School. Everyone seems to be so hardworking it's scaring me. And handbells is so stressful. And so much for wanting to read books (novels, not textbooks or lit text) urgh. It' so scary, I'm so pressurized to keep up with everyone sometimes I feel so stressed I can't even do anything. Haha I suck. Like totally.

Anyway. Time for work. And reading my book! :)

Labels: School

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Sunday, January 06, 2008

Ming And Claire's Wedding

Mood: Cheery :)
Music: Dashboard Confessional - This Old Wound

Ahh I shall just be brief about school - I love school! No kidding, I think it's quite fun. It's so fun pretending to be a geek. Just that I don't think I'll enjoy it very soon with all my homework piling up =/.

ANYWAY. Yesterday was Ming Dao and Claire's wedding (celebration, since they already got married on the 8th of December in Brisbane) and it was sooo sweet! Ahh yes I do love weddings very much. In fact, I probably forgot to mention it, but I attended a wedding dinner last Saturday too! And this coming Saturday, I'll be attending TWO different weddings! One in church, and the other is my second-auntie's wedding dinner :) :) Why is everyone wanting to get married in January? Hmmm.

So after failing miserably to find a lunch partner since it was too rushed (aww damn I really wanted to eat prata with Luke haha) I had to trip to Vivocity to buy lunch and I bought fruit juice and NACHO BREAD. Oh man it's SO SO SO GOOD. I shall buy it more often. Everyone! Go to BreadTalk and buy bread next time okay! And buy the Nacho Bread!!!

Then I went to Little India and as usual, got lost and didn't know where to go. Then I called Ziteng who didn't really help all that much, then I called Ryan who helped a little, then I walked and walked and walked and...

I SAW MONICA'S CAR! So I started waving in my usual over-enthusiastic-and-utterly-embarrassing style which got Monica to look up and realise it was me and open her car door and give me a lift to FMC. Woohoo! :) :)

Then I got there, and saw all my friends there, like Elroi (which I saw first) then Gloria (which I saw for the first time) and James and Ryan and LIWEIIIIIIII! And Ziteng, and of course, Ming Dao!

So I sat with Monica and Gloria and the latter's mum and talked around and played with babies and THE SERVICE WAS SO SO NICE AND SWEET! I enjoyed myself very very much :)

Then reception and I saw Geoffery Ho! (my church friend who happened to be MD's classmate) and rushed to tuition and then church.

And at church, I was so thoroughly overdressed because everyone just came in shorts and slippers and yeahh. Haha. So after explaining to Nithe about it, our conversation went something like this.

Nithe: Is he from ACS?
Priscilla: Yeah! I saw Geoffery too!
Nithe: Geoffery Ho? Whatever for!
Priscilla: Yeah! Ming Dao was his classmate!
Nithe: GEOFFERY?! Geoffery Ho?!
Priscilla: Uh..yeah. Why?
Nithe: Geoffery Ho's MY classmate!
Priscilla: Oh cool! That means Mingdao is your classmate too! :)
Nithe: No wonder he looked so familiar -.-

HAHA SO COOL RIGHT! Yup Yup that's such a cool thing. And pictures later! If I ever upload them from my phone and if Monica ever uploads them from her camera and if Ziteng/Shangjun ever uploads them from Zt's camera.

Labels: Celebrations

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